216. The last straw with a tear

From Jinhui to the capital, it is about a month or so, because it is close to the end of the year, so the chariot and horse team go faster, no matter what, the big festival at the end of the year and the beginning of the year still has to be presided over by the emperor in person.

When the convoy was more than halfway there, Ah Rong was a little more awake, she was already in good health, although she looked thin and small, but her flesh and bones were strong. The wind chill should have been cured a long time ago, and it was also used by Mr. Qi Da's medicine, so it was delayed.

At this time, she knew that Xie Changqing had gone to Kaiyang Pass, and threw her down alone: "Mr. Qi, you are not authentic." ”

A few days ago, when I was drowsy, I didn't think about it anywhere else, but when I thought about it again, I felt that the smell of medicine was wrong. After thinking about it again, the effect of those few herbs was self-evident, and Ah Rong looked at Mr. Qi Da and said that it was not authentic.

Besides, Mr. Qi Da, a person who can talk and do things, one sentence makes it clear: "Rong Yaoling, walking with the emperor along the way, do you say it's drowsy or ......."

These words sounded a little harsh to Ah Rong, but they were true, and as for what she didn't understand in the back, she didn't study it in detail: "Then I'll continue to faint, just make up for all the sleep I didn't have...... Wait, no, why did Changqing leave me and say that he would go together, did something happen? ”

"Go to the frozen road on the road to Kaiyang Pass, the master said that you have to rest well, it is not appropriate to run around, this road is unstable, I am afraid that you will not rest well, so I went alone halfway." Mr. Qi Da couldn't say that something had happened to Xie Yiwen, he was worried that Ah Rong would shout to go.

Fortunately, Mr. Qi Da didn't say it, Ah Rong would do this thing that she was shouting about, and she didn't do it for the first time to sneak away.

When she was talking to Mr. Qi Da, someone from outside came to report: "Mr. Qi Da, the emperor has someone to ask if Rong Yaoling has woken up." ”

So Mr. Qi Da glanced at Ah Rong, Ah Rong made a slumber outfit, Mr. Qi Da smiled and said outside: "I woke up, I just finished taking the medicine and fell asleep." ”

When the people outside got the reply, they turned around and said, "Guard Xiao, I bother you to reply to the emperor, I only said that the medicine was ordered to take the needle and rest after taking the medicine." ”

Some time ago, when Ah Rong's head was dizzy, Zhou Yishan could occasionally bump into him, and then he grabbed a few words, but now when Ah Rong woke up, he simply had no chance.

But Zhou Yishan is not that I won't come if you don't wake up, this is not to enjoy the flowers and the moon, you have to bloom in the moon to enjoy it. Moreover, Zhou Yishan even felt in his heart that Ah Rong was closer when he was confused, and he was usually awake like a "saint warrior" armed to the teeth, and he couldn't resist him thousands of miles away.

Soon after Mr. Qi Da left, Zhou Yishan came, and when he heard the movement outside, Ah Rong hurriedly climbed into the bed and pretended to sleep. Adjusting his breathing, slowing his heartbeat and pulse, Ah Rongke is an expert in pretending to sleep.

It didn't take long for his heartbeat to calm down, and the door opened with a "creak", and after a slight sound of footsteps and clothes rubbing against each other, Ah Rong could clearly feel a person standing on the edge of the bed.

"How can you seem to make up for the sleep of your previous life recently, and you don't wake up when you're old." After that, Zhou Yishan sat down again, and Ah Rong could hear the movement.

couldn't help but slander in his heart for a while, Ah Rong heard Zhou Yishan say again: "Xiaolou, I actually dreamed of the past last night, first our wedding, and then you ran out without saying a word or looking at it, and you didn't look back, and people didn't come back......"

In fact, Zhou Yishan just came to sit and talk about it, and some things took root in his heart without spitting up, and it was better to say it, although the people who listened to it have not reacted and were not "conscious".

"After you left, I found that it was like an empty piece, and it seemed that everywhere in the house was your smile and your appearance, and I wanted to sell the house for a while, but in the end I was still not willing to give up. Every day when I go home, I feel like I have my own flesh shaved from head to toe again, and that feeling is ...... I don't know how to describe it, but I thought you were a torturer. Zhou Yishan's voice was faint, but he could hear the mood fluctuations.

Ah Rong knows most about Zhou Yishan, after all, he has been watching from the sidelines for half his life. At this time, his voice was rustling, and there was a thick tail note, which fully showed that his mood was very fluctuating now.

"I knew why bother now, Zhou Yishan, I thought I was unproductive, but now I found out that you are just so promising. I really thought that you were an incorruptible body of King Kong, and it turned out that you were also a mortal fetus of the flesh" Ah Rong Dun time balance, the toss she suffered in the past was already soothed a lot by Xie Changqing, and now that Zhou Yishan said the words word by word, she was cured.

At this time, Ah Rong wanted to send Zhou Yishan a word: "......"

When Ah Rong's heart was most active, Zhou Yishan sighed and said: "I also tortured you first, so I was stunned to toss both of us like that, no wonder you tortured me." ”

If it weren't for pretending to be asleep, Arong Duo wanted to nod her head, she thought to herself: "I fell in love with you and married you, and I was tortured by you, and now you are tortured by yourself, both of us are self-inflicted."

But in the next words, Ah Rong lost the pleasure of "revenge", but instead surged a touch of sourness and lingered in her chest for a long time, until the bitterness and pain entrenched in her heart, so that she was almost out of breath.

"Then one day, standing at the intersection where you had an accident, I couldn't help but be stunned, and all I thought about was you. When I came back to my senses, it was too late, and I was still a little conscious at that time, thinking that what you said was really good, and the retribution of heaven and reason was not happy, and there will always be a time of retribution. Zhou Yishan said these words with a smile, but Ah Rong, who closed his eyes, heard bitterness and sadness.

At this time, Ah Rong couldn't help frowning, suppressed the inexplicable feelings in his chest, and sighed in his heart: "Zhou Yishan, you bastard, what do you want to do at this time." ”

"Then my consciousness began to blur, as if I heard someone ask me what the biggest regret in my life was, and I had a thought in my head - the most regrettable thing in my life is that I am too self-righteous, I have mistreated you and lost you." Zhou Yishan's voice became more and more elongated, and in the dusk, which was so quiet that only the sound of the wind, it seemed extremely lonely and lonely.

When Zhou Yishan said this, Ah Kong had no idea at all. Yes, if you say she can have any ideas, she will stay in her previous life.

People like to say that one lifetime, since this is another lifetime, no matter how many thoughts there are, it should have nothing to do with the previous life, not to mention that the previous life is not so beautiful.

What is this called, this is called "hurting others and hurting yourself".

In fact, many times, the ability to express language is very small, and the straw that really overwhelms people will definitely not be language, such as the current Ah Rong Zhou Yishan's words undeniably moved her, but she will not have any soft-heartedness, at most she will be melancholy or sigh, as for turning back, it is absolutely impossible.

A good horse doesn't eat back grass, not to mention that this horse was pricked by the abundant steel needles in the grass.

"Xiaolou, I'm sorry ......" After the sound of "I'm sorry", there was a long silence, and the silence in the silence made people even hear their breathing, heartbeat, and even the sound of their eyes blinking.

In the silence, Ah Rong felt some moist and cold sensation touch on his fingertips, and at this moment, another drop fell, just dripping on his fingertips...... The sharp and piercing coldness went straight to the heart through the fingertips, and a little pain slowly rose in the heart, and I don't know if these pains are for myself or for Zhou Yishan.

It's tears, Zhou Yishan, who has an iron heart and diamond body, actually has tears, and Ah Rong can't help but feel even more melancholy.

There are only two men in this world who have shed tears in front of her, one is Xie Changqing, and the other is right now. Xie Changqing's tears made her empathize, while Zhou Yishan's tears made her a little panicked.

In fact, many times it's okay to panic, as long as you don't mess up...... Childe, you need to come back quickly

In the end, how did Zhou Yishan leave, and what else did Ah Rong can't remember at all, all that has been circling in her mind for a long time is the tears on her fingertips, and those sharp and piercing cold feelings.

Thinking about it, he sat up suddenly, Ah Rong pointed to his nose and said, "Just be stupid, you think he is quite pitiful, you can even think he is pitiful...... The wretched will have something to hate. It only looks pitiful now, right, how hateful it used to be, and as for the future, no one can say, maybe there will be even more hateful times."

After talking to herself, Ah Rong lay down and began to think about Xie Changqing, as soon as she thought about Xie Changqing, she felt that her whole body was comfortable, as for Zhou Yishan, don't talk about this troublesome person, it's best to be rare: "Changqing, where are you, the matter of Kaiyang Pass should be over, you can't throw me alone on the side of the wolf, I'm terrified." ”

At this time, Xie Changqing was actually on his way here, but in addition to thinking about Ah Rong, there were more important things pressing on his heart, and no one said much all the way, and he didn't even know what to say.

The medicine orders and medicine attendants who were in the same company didn't even dare to breathe, for fear of disturbing Xie Changqing, so only Li Tong had to shake in front of Xie Changqing: "Master, if you use some, you know that you feel uncomfortable, but it's not a way to eat or drink." ”

"Hmm." Xie Changqing took the bowl and ate it calmly, originally a picky eater, he couldn't care about how unpalatable the contents of the bowl were at this time, just repeating the action of chewing.

"Master, there are many strange things, these things may not be the information we got." Li Tonghe tried to persuade him, he stood aside and could see that it was weird, but Xie Changqing was inevitably a little unable to jump out of it at this time.

"Hmm."

As soon as he heard the sentence "um", Li Tonghe couldn't persuade him anymore, and since the beating happened, Xie Changqing had no other sound except "um......

It's dangerous to go on like this

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Yesterday, my classmates called and said: "Small, I watched it at the female frequency, and you are still a famous interview, wait, let's team up to PK you that day~

Trembling~~I'm going to hide~ Find a place where no one is there

Anyway, I want to go to Lijiang or Tengchong this year, but I don't have silver to accompany me, sad, do I really want to go to Xitang with them, lift the table, I don't love that place......

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