P15 Those are heartbroken

For these people who are in closed management all day, wake up by the horn of getting up at half past five in the morning, and then get dressed, brush their teeth, wash their faces, fold quilts and run to the playground in a panic within fifteen minutes, this group of "well-trained" children should be absolutely no less than a little soldier who has just enlisted in the army, and then the daily "running drill" should be a very spectacular thing, you should be able to imagine the scene of thousands of students gathered in the playground of the whole school, lined up in a team to collectively shout slogans and run forward, To this day, Su Mo can still remember the "rumbling" running sound in her ears, and one morning she was so unlucky that she tripped over a small pebble, if it wasn't for being picked up by a boy with a height of 1.8 meters next to her,

She was really afraid that she would be trampled to death by the "thousands of troops" who rushed from behind.

Many years ago, tired of being restrained and hated being managed, she even had the idea of secretly escaping over the wall at night, and then killing herself and never returning to this school, but Feng Shui took turns, and many years later, she herself never thought that she would miss this school because of a person to go crazy.

Time still flows quietly in the ringing of the bell for the beginning and end of the class, and in the weekly physical education class, everyone will desperately breathe the free air in the playground as if they were released.

The physical education teacher should be the most knowledgeable teacher, every time the so-called class is he asked the sports committee Wang Yizhe to take everyone along the playground to run a circle, and then let everyone "free activities" after a few words of safety issues, the boys get together to play basketball as usual, and the girls have to chat together.

At this time, Su Mo and Ye Jing stood under the parallel bars to discuss the book "Love in a Fallen City", while Yifei jumped on the parallel bars twice and sat there looking up at the sky.

"I've almost finished reading the recent book of "Love in a Fallen City", so I'll lend it to you another day!" Su Mo said to Ye Jing.

"Good! Eileen Chang is my favorite female writer! ”

"Well, you know! I don't know you yet? ”

Although Ye Jing likes to read novels, most of them are famous novels, Xu has been accustomed to the influence of these people since he was a child, Su Mo once read her words and exclaimed directly, but Ye Jing's reaction was very flat, just saying that he was still far away.

"A woman like a white tassel probably only exists in the pen of this talented woman! In fact, I have already read "Love in a Fallen City" once, but I always want to watch it again, just because of the white tassel. Ye Jing sighed softly and said seriously.

"Actually, what I was moved by was the love between her and Fan Liuyuan, although she was disillusioned because of Tang Yiyuan, and he also regretted it because of Hong Lian, but God will always save the best for the end, and the real love ending should be a comedy!" Su Mo already had something longing in her eyes, although it was too early to talk about "love", but her understanding was exceptionally beautiful.

"What you said is so good, the real love ending should be a comedy, if you feel sad, that person should be the wrong person, so there is no love to talk about." Ye Jing responded thoughtfully, "Actually, I once told myself that I either don't love in my life, and if I do, I will have a lifetime!" ”

"What kind of courage does it take to be able to say such a thing, hehe, in fact, Ye Jing, I have always admired you, your thoughts can always reach places that I can't reach." Su Mo directly used his adoring gaze.

may be because they both like words, Su Mo and Ye Jing can't help but be a little out of the maturity of their peers when they talk about this issue.

"How can it be so exaggerated, besides, you also have your own ideals, you said that you will build a school, a school without the college entrance examination, all children can develop themselves according to their own interests and specialties from an early age, there will not be so much pressure about the exam, do everything just because of their own preferences, what a beautiful goal!"

Ye Jing turned to talk about the "ideal" that Su Mo had mentioned to her before, and she had always agreed with her idea.

"Haha, hopefully! When we grow old, you have your own lifelong love, and I also have my own lifelong career, which should be the happiest thing! ”

After Su Mo finished speaking, the two of them laughed together, this should be the age when everyone can talk about their ideals unscrupulously in their lives.

"I don't want eternal love, and I don't have any great ideals, I just want him to know, know now! I can't let myself die with regrets! ”

Yifei followed the words of the two people, jumped down on the parallel bars, and then ran towards the basketball court in the distance.

"Huh? What are you going to do?! Ye Jing was stunned, and wanted to catch her while asking loudly.

"No!" Su Mo stopped Ye Jing at once, and said firmly: "She is braver than us, let her go!" ”

Ye Jing naturally didn't know what was going on, and this time she was even more confused, but Su Mo secretly cheered for her in her heart at Yifei's back.

When Yifei ran to the basketball court, Sun Chen and a group of boys had just finished a game and were sitting there resting, Yifei hesitated slightly, but finally decided to walk in front of him.

"You, come here, there's something!"

Yifei turned his head and left, Sun Chen handed the basketball in his hand to a boy next to him, and got up and followed her with some confusion.

The two of them turned three times and two times, and in order to avoid the sight of their classmates, Yifei finally took Sun Chen to the back of the playground stands.

"What's wrong with you?"

Seeing that Yifei stopped there and lowered his head for a long time without speaking, Sun Chen asked eagerly, they were at the front and back tables for a while, and the relationship was okay.

"I-" Yifei thought for a while, and finally raised her eyes to look at Sun Chen, pondered for a moment and said, "There is one thing, I feel that you need to know. ”

"What's the matter?" Sun Chen frowned, he really couldn't figure out what Yifei was going to say.

"I, I like you!" Although this sentence was difficult to say, after it was really said, Yifei was calm and had no scruples, just waiting for Sun Chen's reaction.

"Huh?" Sun Chen was obviously stunned, he looked at Yifei with extremely surprised eyes, his mouth was open for a long time, but he didn't know what to say.

"Actually, you don't have to be embarrassed, I know you have a girlfriend, but it's also true that I like you."

While Yifei was speaking, Sun Chen carefully sorted out his emotions, he froze, and stretched out a hand to stop her: "Okay Yifei, since you know that I have a girlfriend, you should know that it is impossible for us." ”

"Why?" Yifei instantly felt very wronged, was she rejected like this?

"Okay, everyone is still waiting for me to play, so be it!"

Sun Chen didn't answer Yifei's question, just turned around and left, Yifei wanted to grab him, Li Bo and Zhang Hao greeted Sun Chen in the distance, and several people walked back to the court, Yifei had to stomp his feet in anger, but he couldn't continue to catch up.

And the other side of the grandstand in the playground is even more painful for Wang Yizhe and Jiang Hui.

The two of them were two meters apart, and they were all silent with their heads bowed, and Wang Yizhe was even a little angry and kicked a small pebble under his feet.

"Let's divide it!"

When Jiang Hui said this, she kept rubbing the corners of her clothes with her hands, and Wang Yizhe just frowned and didn't speak.

"I don't blame you, after all, the head teacher is right, our main task is to study."

"Jiang Hui!" Wang Yizhe stepped in front of Jiang Hui as he spoke, his hands pressed tightly on her shoulders, Jiang Hui was so frightened that she didn't say any more, but looked at Wang Yizhe's deep expression with both eyes, Wang Yizhe took a long breath, and said word by word: "Don't say break up, everything is temporary, as long as we pass the college entrance examination, we still have to be together!" ”

Jiang Hui's shoulders shook slightly, tears almost burst out of her eyes, she glanced at Wang Yizhe silently, broke him away with both hands, and then turned her head and ran away......

"Wang Yizhe, look at your exam results this time, if you continue like this, not only will you be harmed, but your heart will be biased, Jiang Hui, neither of you will want to go to college!"

"Yizhe, in Dad's eyes, you have always been an excellent and good boy!"

The words of the head teacher and his father flashed in Wang Yizhe's mind over and over again, he felt a headache, so he simply sat on the ground, pressing his temples desperately with both hands, only he knew what kind of despair his eyes were when his father said that, and his mother couldn't help but secretly wipe his tears beside him, from childhood to adulthood, because he was an only child, his parents placed too high and heavy expectations on him.

I think because of confusion, all the people who have been to school should have thought about a question, why teachers and parents will reject our early love like that, as long as we are caught, the head teacher's "three times", the parents' "six trials" designation is not escaped, if someone in the class is arrested, the tense atmosphere and the strange look of the classmates can suddenly swallow the parties, as if the people in early love have committed the heinous crime, "keep files", "expell" Almost all of these highest punishments imaginable have been used on this issue, but does puppy love really affect learning? Even so, how many people still choose to be eager to try and take risks at that age, and they are willing to do so and never retreat.

Soon after, in the self-study class, the students were quietly writing their homework, but there was a faint sound of music in a corner of the classroom.

"Prosperous as three thousand flowing waters, I only take a scoop of love to understand, only love the butterfly ...... you incarnate"

It was Jay Chou's song "Hair Like Snow", which was all the rage at the time, the sound was very low, it should have come from the headphones, and the listeners would only have this kind of sound leakage if they turned the sound to the highest.

With the sound, several classmates with sensitive ears have begun to whisper, after a period of exploration, I found Wang Yizhe who was facing the window in a daze, he was completely immersed in Jay Chou's melancholy and tactful singing at this time, of course, the pain in his heart should be worse, Jiang Hui's seat was empty, since the two people were notified of the early love by the head teacher after notifying the parents, Jiang Hui's father took her home in a few days, in order to avoid the seriousness of the matter, said that she would only be allowed to return to school if she had a good attitude.

The melody of "Hair Like Snow" was played back in the classroom over and over again, and the students who were talking about it also stopped, and some people had heard about them, but Wang Yizhe was a sports committee after all, so no one talked about it too much, even Qiao Qianqian was careful when she commented on this matter, and only mentioned it in the dormitory.

I don't know how many times this song is looped, Wang Yizhe seems to be unable to hold back anymore, he lay directly on the table and began to sobb quietly, his classmates couldn't see his expression, but only saw his shaking shoulders, in Su Mo's memory, it was the first time she saw a boy's tears, especially a boy who was usually strong in the eyes of his classmates, and it turned out that the sad scene of seeing the "first love" who died was so helpless.

In short, in that self-study class, all the students were brought to an extremely sad mood by Jay Chou's music because of Wang Yizhe, so that until the bell rang for the end of class, everyone left the classroom one by one unusually quietly, without the noise of the past, as if the slightest sound was afraid of disturbing this extremely sad big boy......