In fact, in the experience of love, a person's biggest sadness is the feeling of not being able to love the person who has been thinking about him for a long time, and the most regrettable thing is that the emotional thing has never been started when a person wants to, and even more, even if you and I are willing to say good at the beginning, there will always be all kinds of errors and errors in the long years, and finally let the two people who originally planned to go together go east to west, and then there is no intersection, this may be the so-called fate without part, deep love is shallow.

In fact, before Yang Xiaomo appeared, Xu Zixia never felt that he would lose Su Mo one day, at least from the perspective of a friend, and even in the face of Yang Xiaomo's initial provocation, although he smelled the menacing hostility of the other party first, he still confidently felt that what Su Mo liked must not be his reckless type.

It wasn't until Yang Xiaomo tied with his own grades several times that he felt that he had underestimated him, or rather, Yang Xiaomo was used to disguising himself with a cynical attitude, which made Xu Zixia, who had been working hard, seem to feel unprecedented, provocation and contempt from "aliens", until tonight when he saw Su Mo and Yang Xiaomo running out of the teaching building together, he knew that he had completely lost, or rather, for Su Mo, it has always been his own subjective assumptions and wishful thinking, She already has a very independent personality and unfettered nature, but she doesn't know her at all.

So Xu Zixia, who was walking alone on the road this night, thought a lot, and finally decided that if Su Mo really chose Yang Xiaomo, then he would really bless this girl, her world, since he couldn't get in, it was good to watch from afar and guard quietly.

So when he walked to the door of the girls' dormitory building, Xu Zixia was a little relieved, in fact, maybe he could be a good friend for a longer time, as long as he didn't quit, as long as Su Mo didn't object, he could be her good friend for life!

At this time, Ye Jing, who came from a distance, had already found Xu Zixia who was hesitating at the door of the building, she adjusted her emotions, pretended to run to him easily, and gently patted him on the shoulder.

"Are you looking for Su Mo? I'll help you shout! ”

Xu Zixia looked up at Ye Jing with a smile in his eyes, the corners of his mouth moved, and then said, "No, I'm here to find you!" ”

Xu Zixia looked calm, but Ye Jing only felt a little dizzy for a moment.

"Looking for me?" She replied with some hesitation.

Xu Zixia opened the backpack behind him, slowly took out a roll of drawing paper from it, put it in front of Ye Jing and said, "I promised to give it to you!" ”

Ye Jing opened the painting, and it turned out to be a sketch of the moon hare in "Sailor Moon", and she excitedly looked up and down the drawing paper over and over again, while praising Xu Zixia's painting work.

"It's so beautiful! You're so good, you can draw so vividly! ”

"I don't know what to paint, so I scribbles this one, I hope you don't dislike it."

Xu Zixia still spoke in a calm tone, but the corners of his eyes looked at Ye Jing's expression from time to time, as if something was in his throat, and he had to say it.

"How so? I love it! ”

Ye Jingwu was immersed in her own pleasure, and did not feel Xu Zixia's abnormality at all, this was the first time she received a gift from him, only full of surprise and happiness, and the more she looked like this, the more Xu Zixia felt that she couldn't speak, and finally even turned around and wanted to leave, but after walking three or four steps, he still made up his mind, turned his head again, and said very sincerely to Ye Jing.

"Ye Jing, thank you for giving me stars, if you don't mind,—— we have always been good friends!"

Although Xu Zixia's voice was very light, it was like a thousand catties of boulders, smashing straight into Ye Jing's heart, her smile froze instantly, she lowered her head and closed her eyes vigorously, and tried to restrain the tears that were about to flow out in an instant, and then took a deep breath, looked up at Xu Zixia, squeezed out a smile that she had worked the corner of her mouth, and nodded slowly.

"Well, let's be friends!"

Hearing her say this, Xu Zixia returned a warm smile, turned around and left, leaving Ye Jing standing there alone, and then two cold tears burst out of her eyes at once, for a long time, she sniffed, looked up at the blue and deep starry sky, silently wiped away the tears on her face, turned her head and walked back to the dormitory.

And when she met Qiao Qianqian, who came to her face and greeted her warmly, all her emotions had already returned to normal, so that this very powerful "king of gossip" did not notice any abnormality in her.

Then that sketch was forever pressed to the bottom of the bookcase by her, and when she opened it again many years later, although she felt emotional, she had no regrets.

This is also why many years later, whenever Yifei, Ye Jing and Su Mo get together and can't help but talk about these pasts, Yifei has always been defined as the bravest and most direct one in the world of feelings, but Ye Jing is the smartest and most transparent one, her free and easy treatment of feelings is something Su Mo can never learn, just like she can never learn Yifei's directness, so many words have not been explained to Yang Xiaomo, and the two of them are in each other's stubborn disguise and lonely expectations, parted ways in a daze, and the regret that remained in the bottom of my heart became a long time later, many entanglements and heartaches in the depths of many dreams, but in the end, they just owe each other an explanation and a relief.