P54 The Passing Years

April, May, June, the period before the college entrance examination, for Su Mo lived an unusually calm life, every day in addition to studying is studying, the goal is also very clear, that is, the top university of literature and history in China, although she was not admitted to this university later, but because she had worked so thoroughly, so she did not have too many regrets to enter another first-class college.

And during this period of time, she especially remembered Ye Jing's encouragement and support for herself, Ye Jing was the only friend she truthfully informed of her goal, and for this slightly unrealistic goal, Ye Jing did not question or deny it, but immediately said: "Su Mo, I believe that if a person with a great goal falls, even if she falls on the way to chase the goal, her posture of falling is also majestic!" Then she also did one thing, that is, from this day on, she contracted all the things that Su Mo did to buy water and food, so that Su Mo could return to the classroom without distraction whenever the morning exercise was over, and then Ye Jing bought three meals a day and delivered them to herself, and she just studied in the classroom every day until the bell rang for self-study at night.

As for Xu Zixia, because he was transferred to the front position, he didn't have a lot of communication with Su Mo on weekdays, but he was still used to quietly taking advantage of Su Mo's brief opportunity to enter and leave the classroom, pretending to look up inadvertently and glance at her with his spare eyes in the first row; will also take the initiative to go to Su Mo next to her to explain the topics she can't in the weekly activity class.

Sometimes she will take the initiative to ask Ye Jing if there is anything she needs to talk about, it is worth explaining that now Ye Jing really feels like an ordinary friend to him, and there is no longer the throbbing emotion at the beginning, it seems that it is really like what she said, after she gave him the little star, there is nothing to worry about, Su Mo has always admired Ye Jing's detachment and ease, which is also what she tried to learn for many years, but she has never learned.

Of course, Xu Zixia has another secret that no one knows, that is, in the afternoon when no one is paying attention, he sits alone under the Lingxiao flower vine, his expression is extremely focused to draw stick figures, there is Su Mo sitting quietly under the Lingxiao flower vine reading, or smiling at himself in the sun, or secretly distracting in class, in short, in those days when the afternoon sun landed wantonly above his head, he also wantonly poured a teenager with a paintbrush At that time, All the silent attention and careful crush that can be given to a girl.

Zheng Yang, in fact, on the night of the conflict with Yang Xiaomo, when Su Mo ran back to the dormitory in despair, she didn't expect Zheng Yang to be waiting for her on the side of the road, watching her run over from afar, he stopped her, and then said something in an unusually sad tone that made Su Mo feel difficult to deal with for a moment.

"I said, I treat you as my sister, and I thought I could always exist with such a character by your side, but just now, when I saw you and another boy stay where you are, I regretted it!"

Hearing these words, Su Mo only felt a tremble all over her body, she raised her head slightly, and looked at Zheng Yang with complicated eyes, Zheng Yang stretched out her hand and tried to pull away the hair that was blocking her eyes, but she flashed like an electric shock, and then turned around and ran back to the dormitory.

Then when Su Mo felt sad that she might lose two boys who were very important to her at once, she didn't expect that Zheng Yang would find herself again in great chagrin the next day and apologize for her actions last night.

Su Mo was so angry at first that he didn't want to pay attention to him, just glared at him, and walked straight forward, Zheng Yang simply blocked in front of her.

"Okay, okay, I admit that I was wrong, why are you still angry? I promise not to talk nonsense again?! ”

As he spoke, he still had a little bit of grievance, Su Mo looked up at him frowning and obviously helpless against himself, and he was amused by him and lowered his head and laughed.

"Zheng Yang, in fact, I've been really messy lately, so don't make any more trouble for me, okay?"

Zheng Yang had already forgiven himself when he heard her tone, and nodded hurriedly and said, "Guarantee, guarantee!" The two of them returned to their previous state of getting along.

In fact, the reason why Zheng Yang's attitude changed 180 degrees after one night was because he was angry with Yang Xiaomo at that moment, so it aroused his possessiveness as a boy.

He was originally a friend with Su Mo from childhood to adulthood, Yang Xiaomo went on a rampage, and then broke into front of Su Mo, he was already uncomfortable, even if that person was Xu Zixia, he might not have such a big reaction, but this person is Yang Xiaomo, a narcissist who seems to be disdainful of anything and is born with a sense of superiority, why can he take Su Mo to death as soon as he appears?

But last night, when he went back to the dormitory, he calmly pondered it, although he still didn't know whether he liked Su Mo or not, but the only thing that was certain was that he couldn't be with Su Mo all the time no matter what.

Before he entered the university, his parents had already decided that as the only son in the family, he would definitely stay in the town in the future, and his father even planned his future college major and post-graduation work, and Su Mo, she would definitely not stay, he had always known her dream, and knew that she would one day fly out of the sky where they grew up together like a bird yearning for the outside world.

So while the days of being able to be by her side are not over, why do you have to be more serious about how she feels?

Zheng Yang is very similar to Ye Jing in this regard, when he thought of this, he decided to make it clear to Su Mo the next day, the period before the college entrance examination is also the time when Su Mo needs him the most, and it is more important than anything else to accompany her quietly.

It is such a few friends who have always been by Su Mo's side that make Su Mo's future life, even if so many years have passed, he will still miss and be grateful from time to time.

In the darkest days of her life before the college entrance examination, the departure of her grandfather, the entanglement with Yang Xiaomo, and the isolation of her dormitory classmates, all these encounters came to her like a flash flood almost instantly, if there was no encouragement from Ye Jing at this time, Xu Zixia's help and Zheng Yang's company, she didn't know if she could successfully pass the college entrance examination.

Of course, why these three months can be so peaceful, another reason is that since Su Mo and Yang Xiaomo completely "broke up" under the flowers and vines last night, Yang Xiaomo has never returned to the class, and the classmates are not surprised, after all, those who have already obtained the study abroad notice do not need to face the college entrance examination here, but Su Mo knows that he must hate himself, so he will not return to this classroom.

Sometimes in the gap between learning, Su Mo will also look at the sky outside through the classroom window, thinking about where Yang Xiaomo is at that moment, what he is doing, for so long before, he was in the seat in front of him, the two of them are only a stone's throw away, any of his actions, she can see it for the first time, but now, the seat in front of him has been empty for three months, the books on it, and the small mirror, have been there quietly, but their owners have never come back to touch them, Yang Xiaomo won't really go abroad as rumored, right?

But it was only a momentary thought, and Su Mo had to immediately return to concentrate on reviewing and preparing for the exam, because for her now, doing her best to get into the university of her dreams is the most important thing.