Chapter 187: Retreating Stargazing
"No, it's not unappetizing, it's just ............"
Dong Moxuan couldn't help frowning when he looked at the silver-haired girl with a gentle smile on his face across from him.
Something is wrong, quite wrong.
With his understanding of stargazing, even if she didn't delve into his affairs in the Wei Kingdom, she would lecture him harshly.
After all, he had just created the Taixu Sword God and fought alone against an army of 20,000 people, and he was severely lectured.
And this time, however, is much more serious and dangerous than the last time.
The attitude of stargazing is really wrong.
"Stargazing............ Isn't there anything you want to say? ”
Dong Moxuan expressed his inner doubts.
"What do you think I'm going to say?"
Stargazer said with a smile.
“………………”
"Okay, don't say so much, eat quickly, if you don't eat again, it will be cold."
In the end, under the gentle and enthusiastic attitude of stargazing, although Dong Moxuan couldn't help but beat a little drum in his heart, he still ate the food prepared by stargazing.
Stargazing's culinary skills can't be compared to Liyin, that's a fact.
After all, that girl's talent in cooking is so strong that ordinary people can't understand it.
Except for Dong Moxuan herself, whether it is Yayi, stargazing, or even Planck, they can't compare with her.
However, after many days, it is still pleasant to eat the carefully prepared dishes of stargazing again.
It's just that............
If he could, he would rather not have this pleasure.
Liyin ............
"Xuan,"
Noticing the change in Dong Moxuan's expression, the stargazing expression that was originally full of smiles suddenly became a little low.
"Did you think of Liyin?"
"Her business............ Sorry......"
"What do you have to apologize for? Liyin's death has nothing to do with you. ”
The sudden low tone of stargazing made Dong Moxuan feel a little puzzled.
"However, if it weren't for me, Xuan wouldn't have ............ Liyin won't be ............."
Dong Moxuan originally lived in seclusion on the mountain with Shui Jing, and Gong Liyin was also a swordsmith who had no quarrel with the world, and had nothing to do with war.
It is for stargazing that Dong Moxuan will participate in the war.
And if it weren't for Dong Moxuan becoming the left minister of Shu because of stargazing, then Gong Liyin, who was abducted back by him, would not have died.
Therefore, she is the culprit who killed Gong Liyin (magical brain circuit).
Therefore, she has been blaming herself for this.
"But, if it weren't for stargazing, I wouldn't have met Liyin, right?"
If he didn't become the left minister, Dong Moxuan would not have sought the divine sword because he made up for the shortcomings of the immortal style, and he would not have met Gong Liyin.
What do you really want to say............
"I'm the one who brought her back, right?"
“…………”
Seeing that Stargazing seemed to have something to refute, Dong Moxuan smiled and rubbed her head.
"Okay, don't dwell on these things anymore."
"Now that the meal is finished, I'll go to the palace first."
"What are you doing at the palace?"
Hearing this, Stargazing did not continue to dwell on the question just now, but looked at Dong Moxuan with great concern.
"Tell Aisha that they are safe, after all, they should be very worried about being trapped in Wei for so long, right?"
As he spoke, Dong Moxuan wanted to leave.
However, Stargazer grabbed his cuff directly.
"Don't ............"
"What's wrong?"
Stargazing lowered her head, Dong Moxuan couldn't see the expression on her face clearly.
“…… Don't go ......"
"Uh-huh???"
Dong Moxuan showed a puzzled expression, but soon he seemed to think of something, and squatted down with a gentle expression.
"I haven't seen you for too long for stargazing, so you want to be coquettish, let me accompany you more?"
Dong Moxuan gently stroked the girl's head.
"Yes, I can go again tomorrow, and I can accompany the stargazing all day today!"
"Hmm~"
Dong Moxuan's gentle movements and words made Stargazer's cheeks crimson, but she still slapped Dong Moxuan's hand away.
"That's not what I said,"
She looked at Dong Moxuan, took a deep breath, and tried her best to adjust her heartbeat.
"I mean............ I hope you don't go to the palace. Don't ............"
"Let General Yun Chang and the others know that you are back."
"Huh?"
Listening to the stargazing words, Dong Moxuan couldn't help frowning.
"What do you mean by stargazing?"
“………………”
Stargazing is silent.
Seeing this, Dong Moxuan did not force him, but silently went to the bench on the side, waiting for the next reaction of stargazing.
Seeing Dong Moxuan's movements, Stargazing also sat directly beside him.
She was silent for a long time before she spoke: "Liyin...... It's because of me that I'm going to die............"
"It's all said that this matter has nothing to do with you!"
Dong Moxuan didn't understand why stargazing was holding on to this topic.
"That's not right!"
Leaning on Dong Moxuan's body, Stargazing held Dong Moxuan's hand.
"Xuan, you know what? War kills! ”
“???”
The stargazing words made Dong Moxuan full of question marks.
Why did the conversation suddenly shift to philosophy?
Does this have anything to do with what Stargazing just said?
"I've really, always, been sluggish!"
Guanxing didn't care about Dong Moxuan's thoughts, but continued to take care of himself: "It's still General Yun Chang, who made me realize this. ”
"That's right, war is not a game, it's a cruel reality that comes with death."
"This death is equal to anyone, and it will make anyone lose their life if they are not careful............ It's hell! ”
"War should be the same thing as hell for anyone."
"It's not something to be commendable."
"Even if this is necessary, the person who will step into "hell" on his own initiative is undoubtedly a hopeless fool, right?"
"Stargazing...... You ......"
Dong Moxuan had already vaguely understood the meaning of stargazing's words, and looked at her with worried eyes.
And those who lead others to "hell" because of their willfulness............ It's not too much for such a person to die 10,000 times, right? ”
"So, yes!"
Looking up at the young man in front of him, the face of the girl who was already soaked with tears.
"It's because of my reckless and arrogant behavior that Xuan is in the situation he is in. And Liyin, who wants to stand next to Xuan, will lose his life because of this cruel reality. ”
"Yes, war brings death, and this death will be treated equally by anyone involved in war."
"Knowing this, I can't move forward anymore!"
"If this death had befallen anyone else, I would have been able to carry on with my sorrow."
"However, I definitely can't imagine what would happen if that person was Xuan............"
"So ............"
The two hands tightly clenched Dong Moxuan's palms to her chest, and Stargazing finally said the words that she had been unable to say.
"Xuan! Let's run! Escape from this hell of war! ”