Chapter 809: On Marriage (3)
Jian Junxi said a word, and the words that he had held in his heart for many years finally came out, dreams are always beautiful, but the reality is that it hurts people and does not see blood.
The naïve idea has long been stifled by herself, and she chose to make it clear because she really didn't want this to happen last night again.
Yang Hui and Lin Yiyi seemed to have fallen into an endless ice cellar, surrounded by only endless cold wind and darkness, and Yang Hui's choked throat was blocked by her so that she couldn't say a word.
Lin Yiyi looked at her with a sad face, two crystal tears slipped out of her eyes, her throat was very itchy, her nose was also very sore, and finally, she closed her eyes in despair, and her heart hurt indescribably......
Her words are always cruel, but they are very good, although she knows that she can make any man fall in love with her, but she never thinks about it
If she doesn't want to, then it's useless to say anything, no matter how much she does, it's also their wishful thinking, at this moment, she felt unprecedented despair, and said in a dumb voice: "I want to be quiet......"
"Mom...... I'm sorry...... I don't want to lie to you anymore, I don't want to embarrass you, and I don't want you to blame yourself again.
Every step of my life is my own choice, in order to achieve the goal, I will do whatever it takes, almost ruined everything, suffered, suffered, and repented
Frightened step by step, I didn't dare to stop, let alone hope for the so-called happy life in fairy tales.
You can ask me to let go of my revenge, and I promise you that as long as that person doesn't hurt us anymore, I can stop, but who can guarantee that what happened five years ago won't happen again?
Now it's Qin Li's accident, what about tomorrow? Is it cold affection or me? Or are you? I knew I was wrong, I shouldn't have chosen such an extreme way in the first place, but I can't go back.
With my current identity and status, I have no choice but to make mistakes, what else can I do? In order for our family to live safely
I can only climb up to the top until no one can shake me anymore, so, I'm really sorry, I can't live the way you want me to be!
Whether it is Yang Feixue or Jian Junxi, there are invisible crises and ambushes ahead, I can not work, I can not take revenge, but it is absolutely impossible for me to sit still and wait for others to kill us.
I don't want me to struggle desperately outside, and when I'm exhausted, I have to coax my own parents and even a man when I get home, I really can't do it
I'm already very tired, I don't want to embarrass myself anymore, and I have no way to pretend that I am happy in front of you, if what I say today breaks your heart.
I'm sorry, but if you want me to live, then please let me do it my own way, whether it's wrong or wrong, and please respect my decision, and please understand......"
Jian Junxi's throat was very stiff, a layer of mist appeared under his eyes, and every word he said was extremely firm, and he did not have the intention of giving in because of their tears.
Lin Yiyi was lying on the bed, tears rolling down from the corners of her closed eyes, and her heart was like countless people walking on it, getting heavier and heavier, and the pain was unspeakable.
On the thorny road, she wore the stars and the moon, calculated step by step, it can be said that what she stepped out of was a bloody road, how hard she lived, and how tired she lived, they all knew it.
It is because of this that they are desperate to hope that she can be happy, but ......
(End of chapter)