After being silent for a long time, Liu Anning spoke in a hoarse voice. "In the whole of my life, I have never lived for myself."

Shen Bozhong glanced at Liu Anning and did not call her the queen mother. "Life is short, you have to live for yourself, you are not wrong...... This half of my life is to live, and when all the dust settles, I can live for myself once. ”

Liu Anning's voice was a little hoarse, but there seemed to be light in his eyes again. "Is it okay? Won't it be too late? ”

Shen Bozhong smiled lightly. "If life is only seventy or eighty years, and you and I are only thirty or three years old, why is it too late?"

Liu Anning was stunned for a long time, and ...... for the first time Don't think about the future life as the queen mother.

The dust has settled.

The so-called dust has settled, that is, the bridge returns to the bridge, the road returns, and the throne returns.

But she is used to being displaced, how can she believe that the emperor will let her go if he gets power. "I have done too many wrong things to the Xiao family, if the emperor is in power, how can he let me go."

"I said, I will protect you, if you can't, I will accompany you." Shen Bozhong didn't look at Liu Anning, and looked down at the sleeping child. "What you did to the Xiao family is just a cycle of cause and effect, it's him...... Hurt you first. ”

Liu Anning's eyes suddenly turned red, and he never thought that Shen Bozhong would one day say that he would protect her.

He said that if he couldn't protect her, he would accompany her.

Suddenly, I felt less lonely.

Since entering the palace, she has always felt endless darkness and loneliness.

"Because I have walked through the darkness, I do not want your daughter to go the same way as I do." What Liu Anning said was the truth, because she had experienced it, so when she saw that the emperor was not cold to Shen Ning, and she saw the newcomer laughing but not the old crying, she was full of emotion.

After entering the palace, he will be trapped in the high walls for the rest of his life.

"Ning'er, it's not my own birth." Shen Bozhong told the secret that should have rotted in his stomach in this life.

Liu Anning looked at Shen Bozhong in shock, thinking that he had misheard.

"Your father forced me to withdraw from the marriage, so I had no intention of remarrying, Ning'er's mother was the princess of Chen Guo, who was killed and fled to Kyoto, she begged me to take her in, and the only thing that could hide her identity was to marry her into the house."

The world knows that Prime Minister Shen Cheng is an infatuated species, married a woman with no identity background, not a noble girl in Kyoto, nor an official eunuch.

Even Liu Anning hated him for so many years.

There was some burning in his throat, and Liu Anning felt that his heart was clogged and painful.

This man ...... How much have they endured.

"Why...... Never told me. She thought that Shen Bozhong didn't love her.

She thought that Shen Bozhong hated her.

"From the day you disguised yourself as a man and said that you wanted to bow to me and promise me your sister." Shen Bozhong looked sideways at the window.

His figure is clear, like a fairy outside the world, which makes people feel distressed for no reason.

Liu Anning tried to hug him from behind, and the panic feeling of betraying morality was finally diluted by the thoughts of more than ten years.

Shen Bozhong didn't push Liu Anning away, the two just stood quietly.

He didn't say much about the suffering of these years.

She didn't say much about the hatred of all these years, either.

I missed it, but fortunately, there is still a possibility to make up for it.

"Liu Zhensheng not only has 300,000 elite soldiers in his hands, he privately digs iron ore and smelts weapons in the south of the city, and I knew that he was ambitious many years ago." Liu Anning was suddenly relieved.

She has lived for more than 20 years for the Liu family, and for the Liu family, she sacrificed her children and the ability to have children.

It's false to say that she doesn't hate, she is just a pawn of the Liu family.

It's also time to live for yourself.

"The 300,000 elite soldiers recognize the Tiger Fu, not him Liu Zhensheng." Shen Bozhong frowned, this should have been the power in the hands of the emperor.

"If I'm not mistaken, you're secretly helping the emperor win over the Nian family, as well as the Huoliu family, right?" Liu Anning has been in the harem for so many years, what Shen Bozhong did, how could he escape her eyes.

Shen Bozhong didn't mean to hide it from her. "Well, the general of the Huo family is a veteran of the Three Dynasties, with 100,000 elites in his hands, and he can play a certain role in counterbalancing the troops. The Nian family and the Huo family are in-laws, and the Huo family is in the same direction, the Nian family follows, and Huo Sinian's parents want to plan for their daughter. ”

The Queen Mother nodded.

"As for the Liu family, although the military power in the hands of the Liu family is insufficient, the Xiangling Pass guarded by the town is the top priority of foreign invasions."

Shen Bozhong is always thoughtful and considerate of the situation.

What he has to worry about is not just Liu Zhensheng.

It is also necessary to guard against foreign countries that may take advantage of the opportunity to invade at any time.

Liu Anning nodded. "The Qin State has Prime Minister Shen, which is a blessing."

Shen Bozhong glanced at Liu Anning. "I also thought about taking you away on the day you entered the palace, regardless of the court and the world."

Liu Anning was stunned for a moment, and suddenly remembered that on the day of the post-sealing ceremony, she saw Shen Bozhong on the altar.

He was emaciated, and seemed to have something to say to her.

At that time, she was still immersed in the pleasure of revenge, thinking that Shen Bozhong saw her become the queen, and finally saw a trace of regret in his eyes.

Originally...... Did he want to take her away that day?

"If time could never come, I would follow you without hesitation, even if I die under Yu Linwei's random arrows."

……

Palace.

The emperor climbed the window in the middle of the night to accompany Shen Ning for the night, but today, it was not Xiao Junhe who climbed the window, but Xiao Chengyin.

"Ning'er." Xiao Chengyin was a little surprised, Shen Ning left the window in advance, was it because he was coming?

"In the backyard of the palace, the prince is like this...... Be careful. Shen Ning didn't get out of bed, but got up.

"Ning'er, it's so good to lie down." Xiao Chengyin looked worried and helped Shen Ning to lie down. "Ning'er, you've suffered."

Shen Ning sneered in her heart, and he didn't give birth to your child, so he used you to pretend to be here.

But his face was still lost, and his eyes were red, as if he was trying to restrain himself from crying.

"I heard that Xiao Junhe made the daughter of the Sima family a concubine again, you worked so hard for him to give birth to a child, he never came to see you?" Xiao Chengyin deliberately instigated.

"...... who have been here," Shen Ning bowed his head.

"You don't have to say much for him." Xiao Chengyin looked angry. "I should have insisted on it in the first place, I shouldn't have let you marry him, if it were me...... It won't be ...... today."

Xiao Chengyin looked speechless and stopped.

Shen Ning really endured the nausea, her fingers clenched under the futon.

If it's you? Oh, if it were you, I would have been blinded, my throat dumb, and I would have been tortured and thrown into a filthy prison to be slaughtered.

As soon as he thought of the picture of his previous life, the hatred in Shen Ning's eyes became more and more intense.

She kept reminding herself to hold back, hold back.

She was really afraid that she couldn't help it and wanted to kill Xiao Chengyin.

She really ...... I really want to kill Xiao Chengyin with my own hands.

Xiao Chengyin saw that Shen Ning's anger was strong, thinking that he was talking about her sore spot, so he raised the corners of his mouth with great satisfaction, and pretended to be worried. "Ning'er, don't be afraid, in the future, I won't let you suffer any grievances."