I haven't played games for about seven or eight years. Or longer.

ZJXJ is the second page game I've started playing again. When I first started playing Legends. The game that the big guys did the promotion. Because it is often seen in elevators advertisements.

I entered it from the platform of the journey. Because I've played the journey for a long time before. I remember that there were more than a hundred levels. So I searched for the platform of the journey, hoping to go in and have a play.

But it was not found. So I ordered the legend.

After playing for a while, I understood, oh, there is such a way to play reincarnation. And you can gain experience even if you don't have to be online. It's pretty cool.

But the picture is really ugly. It's really suitable for big men to kill time.

I don't like it.

Flip around on the platform when you're bored. I saw the game promotion of ZJXJ, which is very beautiful. It's old-fashioned. It immediately attracted me.

As I said, I've compared, Z's graphics are definitely the most delicate in most web games. Antique, clothes fluttering. It's beautiful.

I immediately threw the legend aside.

So there is a story along the way.

Maybe it's because it's my favorite game.

Maybe you haven't played for too many years, so it's easy to get immersed.

I was really happy when everyone was still around.

Those rows of exaggerated smiling faces are not exaggerated at all.

I had a great time.

It is pleasant from body to mind.

It's just that the expressions in the game show my psychology appropriately.

I went through a lot later.

Little by little, it came over. Or just twenty or thirty days and a little more than a short time. But it made my gaming career so memorable.

I've been happy and I've been lost. Sad.

I'm kind of crazy, and I've missed some things.

Maybe it's because I haven't played for many years that I'm so genuinely engaged.

But I never imagined that one day I would be strangers to the people I used to fight with in the game.

It's so sad.

I can't accept such an arrangement.

It made me want to cry.

My heart is so stuffy that it will hurt faintly.

This is not the result I wanted.

Even if you say hello to each other calmly, it's much better than ignoring each other like this.

All of a sudden, all thoughts were silent, and my heart was like ashes.

Hehe.

Is it okay to end it at that?

I regret it now, okay?

Why should I come and play this game?

Why did I crash into this confusing circle?

My original intention was to find inspiration for my writing.

I don't know if I've found it. All I know is that I'm so uncomfortable right now.

I'd rather I hadn't had the stories in these games.

I'd rather I hadn't opened this game.

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There seems to be a saying that if you want and you don't get it, then God is punishing you.

I didn't do anything wrong. I don't want God to punish me.

So, I punished myself.

I told myself, turn around, turn back, chest up, back straight, I didn't have anything I wanted.

That's it.

The sun will be so bright.

The drizzle will be so gentle.

Autumn is coming, summer is leaving.

So, I'm going to be brave and don't look back.