When I walked home in the afternoon, I met Brother Bin's former colleagues. The relationship is not bad. Talk all the way. His wife used to be a nurse, and then she was in Yixintang. Inadvertently talking about his wife's salary. My colleague's brother said very proudly, mixed up, it will be 7,000 yuan a month. I squinted at him. He himself is a security guard for the company. Because in state-owned enterprises, it is estimated that the income is only three or four thousand a month in drought and flood. It is also said that 7,000 people are mixed. Brag unblushingly. But his wife, of course, can say whatever he wants.

Seven thousand is really not low in Kunming. I was surprised. Then he broke through the mystery in one sentence, because her wife had a licensed pharmacist qualification certificate. I know this thing. Since I studied Chinese medicine myself, I know that if I want to take the exam, I can only take this certificate at first. All pharmacies need to be licensed pharmacists to operate. So this certificate is very popular.

Then it is normal for wages to reach this level.

Then I started to reflect on my life. I graduated from high school and taught myself English as a major, but I didn't make it to the translation certificate. I once wanted to be a tour guide or take the teacher qualification certificate, but at that time, I was turned away because of my household registration, but I never had the idea of going back all the way to take this certificate. So it was delayed.

When I worked at the front desk of the hotel, I didn't speak English very well. Because there are really no language scenarios to practice. And I don't have money and I don't know what kind of channels to find good training courses. To put it bluntly, it is a matter of vision and pattern.

Later, he did personnel work. So I went to take the assistant human resource manager exam, which was only level 3. I wanted to continue to take the first level. Books are bought. However, some of the greasy operations in the personnel department made me really disdainful, and I felt cold. Because they are all employees of the company, seeing that the company is playing with the law by various means, and the private employees can't help but be frightened, will these tricks be used on themselves one day?

In the end, I didn't take the test.

Now that I think about it, I can only say that the personnel department where I was located at that time was too non-standardized. Even the biggest leaders are not at the professional level. The professional level was squeezed out. Leaving the recklessness is naturally acting according to the principle of recklessness.

Fortunately, he jumped out and left. Otherwise, it will be difficult to learn. On the contrary, because of the selfishness of what they do, they will feel guilty. The psyche will be heavy. I can't say that I will be perverted if I do it for a long time.

And then I did it for so many years in my current position. In fact, if you want to do legal work, you should take the lawyer qualification certificate. But now this certificate is a law major, and I'm not really interested in that.

For the first time, I became fascinated by Chinese medicine. I think when I was in school, it was a terrible thing for me to apply for medicine, and I was afraid of the disinfectant water that I smelled as soon as I entered. Actually, I like the clinic in my hometown. Good licorice smell, diffuse medicinal fragrance. But there is no special venue for traditional Chinese medicine. All I saw were hospitals with Western medicine, and the disinfectant water made me shy away. Until I wanted to study Chinese medicine. As soon as I stepped in, I realized that if I didn't study medicine professionally and engaged in related positions, then there was almost no way to get all the qualifications down.

So I don't know now if I will be able to take the qualification certificate for licensed pharmacists after graduating in two years. Because it takes three years or more of work experience. The certificate may be easy to open, but if you have to show the salary slip or proof of social security payment, it will be a hindrance.

So I think, in those ways, I'm a loser in life.

I didn't specialize in one path, and I didn't follow this path to get the qualification certificate I should have. So, I'm far away from those high-tech circles.

This may be due to the regret of not continuing to study at a university in a major field.

Came out too early and had too little social experience. I'm a good reader, and I can get good grades, but I'm stupid in interpersonal communication, I do things too straightly, and I can't be exquisite, and I'm full of ideas and scheming girls. It's actually a nerd variant.

Yes. A variant of the nerd, a nerd with its own strange paranoia that has to adapt to this society in order to survive.

But those who have walked through have experienced it. Looking back, we can only sum up experience. But I can't go again. But there are endless possibilities in the future.

The so-called winning or losing is just a definition.

But life doesn't need a mandatory definition.

After studying Chinese medicine, I feel that my body has been conditioned a lot. I won't be so scared when I encounter all kinds of problems that hurt here and there, and I even know how to analyze them. Take medicine for the symptoms.

Even the spots on his face seem to have faded.

There is more and more belief in traditional culture, not only Chinese medicine, but also some Taoist ideas and traditional exercises such as standing piles. practiced it, only to find that the things left by the ancestors were really good.

It's not necessary to talk about winning or losing, just be a serious self.