954 Why the Hell Do I Want to Live?
After hanging up the phone, she turned her head to look at the lush woods, and there was only unspeakable sadness in her dark eyes.
Thin lips moved slightly: "Book a private room and choose an elegant and quiet place......"
Wen Hao's eyes were slightly stunned, and he glanced at her from the rearview mirror before he replied lightly: "Yes, young master......"
Half an hour later, arrive at the cemetery.
As far as the eye can see, there are tombstones everywhere, this place, the dividing point between life and death, is also the place she dislikes the most.
The Ling family's cemetery was on the top of the mountain, and she walked up the stairs with a bouquet of lilies.
It's like sandbags tied to my feet, and every step is extraordinarily heavy.
Thinking of the people he killed, thinking of those irreparable mistakes, and maybe he will do more wrong things in the future, his thin lips were pursed and pulled out a bitter arc.
After walking for nearly ten minutes, he finally came to the Ling family's curtain garden.
Walking slowly to a brand-new tombstone, he raised his eyes to see a photo of Ling Guodong smiling, this felt like he was looking at her, more like he had been waiting for her arrival.
Ling Guodong's mausoleum is very large, there are a lot of flowers in front of the tombstone, he made great achievements in the war during his lifetime, and he should not be buried in this place, but he hopes that the fallen leaves will return to his roots, and this location is also chosen by himself.
The summer breeze is like a beautiful fairy, stepping on light dance steps, making the earth very refreshing.
Slowly brushing everything, taking away the cold, driving away the heat, it is extremely comfortable, especially the sun in the sky, shining on the body warmly.
"You wait for me down there!" Jian Junxi opened his mouth expressionlessly.
"Okay......" Wen Hao put away his phone and turned to leave the place.
Jian Junxi put the flower in front of the tombstone, stared at his old face, and called softly: "Grandpa Tai......"
A breeze blew her short hair and brushed her cheeks, like Ling Guodong's hand, gently touching her face.
She lowered her head with red eyes, guilty, and choked up, "I'm sorry ......"
She was echoed by the chirping of several small birds flying in the sky.
She sat next to the tombstone and rested her head on the tombstone as if she were leaning on Ling Guodong's shoulder.
A layer of mist rippled in his clear eyes, and the thought of him dying in his arms made his heart feel like something heavy was crushing, and he was in pain.
"You should go to heaven too! Did you see my mom too? She must blame me! Heh......"
She sneered self-deprecatingly, her eyes full of grief overflowed, she paused, and continued: "Grandpa, you help me say sorry to her, I ......
I'm afraid I can't live the way she wants, and if she can't forgive me, it's okay...... In the next life, I hope you don't meet me again, so that you will all be well......"
Her nose began to sour, and crystal tears swirled in her eyes, containing a hidden pain, and her heart was already sad.
"Everybody wants me to live, but no one tells me why I want to live. I don't know, why the hell am I alive?
Everything you said, everything was arranged by you, you all desperately wanted me to live, and you didn't even give me a chance to choose, hehe......
But you are not me, how can you understand how painful it is for me to live? There are so many things to do, so many people want to kill me, I'm really tired and tired, I can't go on......"
After speaking, she raised her eyes and looked at the clear blue sky, as if she had made up her mind, and her thin lips pulled out a touch of bitterness.
(End of chapter)