Li Yi went to Yangzhou to take office, and before leaving, he sent Yu Youwei to a hospital near Xianyiguan, promising to come back to her in three years.

Duan Chaosheng sneered: "His wife Pei's family is prominent, he relied on the Yue family to earn an official and a half-position, turned his back on his wife, and secretly raised a concubine outside, although it was common to have three wives and four concubines in ancient times, but Pei's family is married, he is equivalent to a door-to-door son-in-law, without the consent of his wife, what qualifications does he have to marry a concubine?" ”

"He himself was treacherous, and he put a jealous hat on Pei's family, saying that she couldn't tolerate a concubine, so he had to send Yu Youwei away."

"These men have always loved to pluck themselves clean."

Li Yi affectionately assured Yu Youwei, and then turned over and walked away in style, Duan Chaosheng had a sneer in his eyes, and he spoke unceremoniously.

Yu Youwei entered the courtyard, the two followed, Chu Hanxing closed his sparkling eyes, and chuckled: "It's really good." ”

Open the history book, the king of Shang, Daji, the princes of the beacon opera, all the dead countries are related to women, as if the woman who can't lift her head under the pressure of the feudal system really has the ability to turn the sky.

At this time, she was still called Yu Youwei, cultivating herself in the Taoist temple, although she was comfortable, but she was too lonely, she began to write poems for Li Yi.

Yijun's heart is like the water of the West River, when it flows east day and night, he sends his son.

My thoughts about you are like a surging river, and I will not stop for a moment.

Li Yi, the word Zi'an.

Kuaima accepted the letter, Yu Youwei looked into the distance attentively, and said to herself: "Li Lang, when will you return?" ”

He won't be coming back.

The two waited quietly and tacitly.

One day, a group of homeless people came from Xianyiguan, and Yu Youwei took in a few girls, one of whom served her closely, she was Lu Qiao.

The days passed without saltiness, and Yu Youwei never received a reply from Li Yi.

One day, the neighbor's girl A Yuan came to be a guest, covered her mouth and smiled secretly: "I like him." ”

Yu Youwei said: "This is very good. ”

Ah Yuan's sweetheart is the son of a butcher, and the two often correspond, and unconsciously Ah Yuan's feelings are secretly born, and he puts on beautiful lipstick every day to meet his sweetheart.

Lu Qiao said: "The teacher under the mountain is a jinshi, two days ago I saw him send a chicken to the next door, saying that it was a bundle given by the student, and he couldn't get it, so he sent it." ”

"I see, doesn't he like A-Yuan?"

After a few days, Lu Qiao came back from outside and took the umbrella, but the hem of her skirt was already wet.

She stamped her foot and ran into the house, talking about the latest news.

"A-Yuan's sweetheart has married a wife!"

"Oh?"

"I married the daughter of Zhang Yuanwai's family, his son sends meat to others every day, I don't know how the eldest lady of the family likes him, and she persuades her father to marry him, their family is now developed!"

"Where's A-Yuan?"

"She, she locked herself in the house, I heard that she hadn't eaten for a day, I just came back and looked at the door from a distance, and her eyes were swollen from crying."

"However, the gentleman at the door comforted her with an umbrella, and bought her chestnut cake, which smelled good."

Yu Youwei listened to the sound of the rain, put down the brush, and said, "Then A-Yuan shouldn't be sad." ”

Lu Qiao wrung out the water on the hem of her skirt and muttered: "Ah Yuan drove Mr. away, and the chestnut cakes were wet from the rain, it's a pity." ”

Yu Youwei was stunned, all the sounds seemed to be far away in an instant, and she couldn't hear anything in her ears.

She was lost in her own thoughts, and she didn't come back to her senses for a long time.

“…… Girl, girl? What happened to you? ”

Yu Youwei shook her head: "When the weather is clear, let's go and see Ah Yuan." ”

A storm, like a galactic influx, rained for several days before a rainbow appeared one afternoon.

After the rain, the air was fresh, and the sun dried the dirt road to dry out, so the master and servant carried the hem of their skirts, carefully avoiding the mud, and knocked on the door of Ah Yuan's house.

It was Ah Yuan who opened the door, she looked a little haggard, and when she saw them force a smile, she opened the door a little, "Come in and sit." ”

The three of them got together, and Lu Qiao said, "Miss Ayuan, are you still sad for him?" ”

"But he made a love affair with you early in the morning, but he climbed up to the outsider's house, what a negative man!"

Yu Youwei said: "Since he has turned his back on you, why should you remember him?" ”

She said this as if she was saying it to A-Yuan, and it was like saying it to herself.

Lu Qiao hurriedly said: "Mr. Yamashita looks good, and A-Yuan can also consider him." ”

Ah Yuan closed his eyes in pain: "You... I don't understand. ”

Yu Youwei said in her heart, I understand.

She understands.

When she went back that night, she composed a poem, "Gift to the Neighbor's Girl".

It is easy to ask for priceless treasures, and it is rare to have a heart.

She had tears on her face, and muttered in a depressed voice, "I can peep at Song Yu, why hate Wang Chang?" ”

Li Yi, she doesn't love anymore.

The next day, she took Lu Qiao up the mountain, worshiped Xianyiguan, and became a female Taoist priest.

She knelt reverently on the ground, and the light of a small window enveloped her whole body, like a mouth, and in the middle kneeled a person, which together was the word prisoner.

Guan Changbao is solemn: "Since you have entered my Xianyi view, from today on, you will call the mystery." ”

"Yes." Fish Mystery Road.

In the Tang Dynasty, women entered the Taoist temple prevalence, there were not too many rules and precepts, and after Yu Xuanji became a female Taoist, she posted to the world, and it was appropriate to watch poetry and wait for teaching, which can be described as crazy.

Duan Chaosheng said: "Her reputation was ruined from this time. ”

"It doesn't have to be indulgence." Chu Hanxing said.

The rumors are true, Yu Xuanji and literati students talk about poetry and Taoism, and there is an endless stream of people who come.

When she was happy, she had a spring breeze with the other party, and when she was unhappy, she was not even willing to say a word.

His friend came to visit and lamented, "Your life now... Simply ......"

Yu Xuanji said: "What? Can't even be my own body? ”

Friend: "But you're a woman!" ”

Yu Xuanji: "If you men sleep all over women, they are dashing, and if women sleep with men, they are all as good as they can do, what is the reason?" ”

……

"She dared to face herself, which many people can't do." Chu Hanxing's expression was faint, "She has been married, only to find out that everything is in the mirror, she really wants love, but she can't find it, she would rather not." ”

Duan Chaosheng looked at her and laughed at men, a little puzzled: "I don't understand, why is she having an affair with many men." ”

Is it because of love and hate, so self-exile?

Like those men who became playboys after being hurt emotionally, get lost in it.

Chu Hanxing raised his eyes and looked straight at him: "Couldn't it be the awakening of a woman in the feudal era?" ”

Duan Chaosheng was slightly stunned, and then said with a smile: "Her personality is indeed different from ordinary women, she dares to confess to her teacher, and she also dares to say that she only hates herself for not being able to take scientific examinations in places where new science and technology scholars gather, she has knowledge that men don't have, and finally became a concubine, which is not oppression." ”

He said: "Seeing through that Li Yi is a scumbag who can give up decisively, she doesn't cherish Li Yi, she is still full of arrogance, she found that men can abandon women at will, and women will only post to the world from the beginning, she let herself stand in another perspective and tell everyone that women can also play with men." ”

"If she was born in modern times, of course, there are many ways to prove herself, but in feudal society, she can't engage in business, can't do scientific research, the feudal system oppresses her and she has no chance to resist, the only thing she can use is her body."

"She's using this to announce to everyone that she's free, and that not all women are willing to kneel at the feet of men."

"In the feudal era, a woman could only be a daughter, a wife, and a mother, but she had to be a fish mystery."

Chu Hanxing half-closed his eyes and sighed lightly: "It's a pity that no one understands her." ”