I can't help but want to whine here.

Really angry, uh.

A man should be like a man. What's the point of being sharp-tongued and indifferent and ruthless?

It's not going well lately.

After the baby enters the second semester, the academic pressure may increase, she is very tired every day, her homework will be done until the early hours of the morning, she can't sleep well, she doesn't rest well, and her spleen and stomach are also affected. Mental state affects physical health, and physical problems, in turn, affect mood. Although I tried to comfort and persuade me, I felt very weak and did not work very well.

So I hope that she will be a little more relaxed when she enters the revision after the new class in the third year of high school.

In addition, I couldn't help but think about whether I should rent a house near the school for day study. It might help her a little bit so that she doesn't feel stupid after being locked up in school all day. I don't think too much about it. Nor can they be very happy to accept new things with a broad heart.

If you go home every day and talk about enlightenment, it should be better.

But every time I talk about renting, I always get ridicule and opposition from men.

I also know that the journey is long, especially if we have to move to Anning, and we have to go to the train station in the morning, which is indeed very rushed. It will also be hard to come back in the evening.

However, the most important thing at present is to adjust the baby's learning state, let her work hard for this year, and strive to get into a good school as she wishes.

What could be more important and crucial?

Therefore, around this center, no matter how hard and tiring and difficult it is, we must work hard to overcome it and work hard to achieve this goal. There is only one central point, and everything else is secondary. No matter how difficult it is, it will only take a year, and it will pass in a blink of an eye.

How could I not know that it would be very troublesome? But what about the trouble? Don't you bother? Won't any actions and measures be taken? Just let it go and believe in your fate?

If only things in the world could really be like this.

So I'm really angry.

And today's Dragon Boat Festival, I got up at six o'clock in the morning and went out to pick mugwort leaves.

When I got home at nine o'clock, I began to prepare lunch again at half past ten. I boiled sprout beans, cooked rice, stir-fried water spinach, amaranth, and fish.

My mom went out, and I was busy in the kitchen by myself, and it was past twelve o'clock when I made the meal.

The man came back from nine o'clock and went back to bed. Sleep until lunch is ready.

I didn't call him for help. I didn't complain.

In the afternoon, I slept for about ten minutes at noon, and at one o'clock, I thought about going to dance, but suddenly I thought that I had soaked glutinous rice in the morning, and I was going to make siu mai this afternoon for the children to eat.

It's a hassle. There are still a lot of processes.

After the mushrooms are soaked, they should be carefully washed and then diced.

The onion should also be washed and diced.

Carrots also need to be washed and diced.

My mom went to buy the dumpling wrappers, and I started to do the preparations. At the same time, the glutinous rice is steamed.

After the ingredients are washed, they should be fried, and dark soy sauce and salt should be added. Finally, mix the sticky rice with the ingredients to make the filling.

By the time I was done, it was already half past three. It was almost four o'clock when my mom came back.

I'm in a bit of a hurry. The baby has to leave for school at half past five, and I have to wrap the roasted wheat and steam it in the pot as soon as possible, otherwise the baby won't be able to eat.

It is still very laborious to make siu mai with dumpling wrappers, and I only know that I need to hold the large dumpling wrappers in the tiger's mouth, and then press the glutinous rice ingredients vigorously, and then carefully turn out the waist, so that it is like a money bag, like a siu mai.

It took me a lot of time to do that. At that time, I felt that my hands were very sore.

Wait for a bunch of fillings to finish steaming, just after five o'clock.

I feel like my waist is about to break. It hurts very much.

People who go to work and sit in the office have more or less problems with the lumbar spine and psoas muscles. I've always had a lumbar muscle strain. The lumbar spine protrusion has improved a lot on my own standing.

Then I had to keep the leftovers hot.

I had to sit and rest while eating.

I told the baby that I would never do this kind of thing again. It's so tiring. I'd rather spend a piece of fifty-one to buy and eat.

The baby said that they couldn't buy one piece, and their school also needed two yuan a piece. That's also better to buy and eat. It's really exhausting.

And that's not even the most poignant. The most poignant thing is that all this hard work, men do not see.

Or maybe he saw it, but took it for granted and took it for granted. Disagree.

Not only did he not say a word of hard work, but he even spoke badly. Didn't even think about helping me with any of the work. And the mouth is particularly cheap.

The only thing he did today was to drive the car from the nearby company to the community while I was cooking dinner, waiting to deliver the baby after dinner.

After the baby takes a shower, she asks where her school pants are. My mom said to take it in, and the man said he was sunbathing on the balcony. Because of the tight schedule, both of them went to the balcony to look. My mother didn't see it, and the man stepped back, and immediately began to open his mouth and make a big fuss, saying that he couldn't see it even if he was here? I said it's on the balcony, it's so big that you can't find it, and so on.

The tone is extremely harsh and disrespectful.

I was very angry and went over to him and said, "Do you look like a man?" So many mouths so broken? My mother can't find you, you can just take it down and take it when you find it, why do you say it so ugly?

This man actually roared: I won't send it, I want to send it yourself!

I immediately replied to him: Give you milk.

It used to be the same, when the child was very young, when we quarreled about something, he would be like this. Then leave the baby behind and leave nothing behind.

It's like he's doing these things for me. All these things, all my business. He's just helping, he's doing it for me!

Yes, it's like sending the baby to school today, he feels like he's doing it for me. It's sending a baby to me.

I want to curse.

Psychosis. It's really sick.

I usually endure it, and I endure it. But today I was so tired. I feel sad too.

I have a sore back and legs. Yes, my leg was exercising a few days ago, I don't know what's wrong, my knee socket has been hurting, and when I squatted down to look for a pot in the cabinet when I was cooking, I felt that it was not good, and it hurt very much when I bent my knee.

I'm tired all day today. I made a fairly hearty lunch, and hurried to make dinner. Also washed the dishes. I didn't do it hard, but I was really tired. But. In the eyes of men, these things are nowhere to be seen, and they turn a blind eye.

Not only did they not get a word of condolence, but they spoke ill of each other. Turning his face and not recognizing people, not having any literacy, not respecting the elderly, not sympathetic to his wife and daughter, like a woman, mother-in-law and mother-in-law, can't speak, has to interject everything, and is very annoying to rape, especially hateful, and the words he says are extremely difficult to hear.

I'm really sad.

I don't even have the strength to argue.

When she sent the baby to school, she sighed and said that she didn't want to go to school.

This state of affairs made me extremely worried, and I once again considered whether to rent a house. But I don't even have anyone to talk to.

I can imagine what a man would say. It is nothing more than blocking and ridiculing. And you have to shake your face. Pull out a horse's face.

In fact, he hadn't read much in the first place, so it was impossible to give any good advice. Moreover, what clear and correct ideas and methods can a person who has made a mess of his own affairs have to do other things well?

It's my fault, and I shouldn't have expected anyone like this to help me.

I sat in the car and thought, I don't need to bring this up at all. I just need to silently take the necessary measures according to the changes in the situation in my heart.

I shouldn't have expected anything.

It was my lard that blinded my heart.

In the evening, my mother was cleaning up the dishes on the table, and found that there were too many dishes to fit in the refrigerator, so she nagged a few words. Said I shouldn't have boiled all the sprouts at noon, and now I don't have a place to put them.

I said I asked you, you said you wanted to cook it all!

There was nothing in the first place. It's nothing more than trivialities between women!

But.

This god-damned man was eating broad beans in front of the trash can, and then he began to follow my mother and me, and began to accuse me with a lot of mouths and broken mouths: You can't read? Why do you cook so many beans? Don't you get an accurate one?

I was instantly furious and said: I was tired all day today, and I made a table of meals for you to eat, and I was so busy that I didn't get half a good word without saying anything, and now you still have the face to accuse me? What do you want to do?

I really feel tired.

Physically and mentally exhausted.

I'll never cook like this again. It's really tiring to walk around the kitchen, and I'd rather eat simply. Even if it's a vegetarian. You can also lose weight!

I'm never going to bother to cook food for someone who is stupid and stupid.

I'm full.

Why don't I read books, study, or listen to my TCM classes when I have time?

Why should I waste my time on this?

As for the baby, in the future, she will have a day to eat delicious food, and she can also make it herself.

If you have to make a dish, yes, the limit, at most a fresh dish is enough!

Keep that in mind.

Like what I teach men:

To be a man is to be like a man. Masculine and tough.

To be a woman is to be like a woman. Delicate and beautiful.

Why torture yourself.

Appetite can only harm people. Light food and clothing, simple life is the real insight.

Time always passes. In this passage, find a little more meaning and happiness in life.

Make yourself happier and more comfortable.

It also taught me to be more broad-minded.

Don't worry about it.

When the whining is over, it's over. Things are in the past.

So be it.

I thought it was a tree hole, and I left the words to the tree hole.

My heart is clean.