Ah Jing shook his head. I didn't hear what she said. The heart is empty. Open the door. I still have to act as if nothing happened. Many eyes shot at them, and they quickly dodged again. Ah Jing walked back to his seat step by step. It's still noisy. The sound of the telephone, the sound of the air conditioner, the sound of the keyboard. Everything was so familiar, but it became as if it were all the sound of floating in the clouds. Empty silence echoes in my ears.

My heart hurt like hanging a big piece of iron, but I still have to pretend that nothing has happened on my face. I don't want to be seen through, I don't want to be laughed at. After five years of dedication, I thought it was full of hope, and I was swept away in this way. What exactly is the reason? There is no way to find out. Is it difficult to rush to the president's office to ask for clarification? I can't afford to lose that person, and I don't have that face.

Ah Jing quickly signed the two documents. Just go. She's not the kind of person who would wag her tail and beg for mercy. RETURN THE FILE TO JULEET. She took it and stood up, her face full of sadness: "WATER, I will definitely find a chance to ask and give you a clear answer." ”

Ah Jing smiled faintly: "Thank you." For a reason or not, I don't care anymore. ”

Turn around and come out, carrying your bag. Luckily, there was nothing to take away. Some biscuits and fruits, give them to future generations.

Pretending to go out to run errands, Ah Jing walked out of the office quickly and rushed into the elevator. Standing in the corner of the wall, with his back to the door, the tears could not be suppressed any longer, and fell down like a broken thread.

It seems that I came to this world to taste the taste of abandonment. When he was sixteen years old, he was abandoned by his mother. fell in love and was abandoned by her boyfriend. Now, he is still abandoned by the company where he has worked for many years. Is her life made up of a string of abandonment and betrayal?

The elevator stops and someone comes in. Ah Jing closed his eyes and wiped his face indiscriminately. No matter how sad you are, don't be seen. There is nothing left, and there is always a little dignity.

I don't know how I got to the parking lot. The car drove crookedly. Did you run a red light? Did you go overspeeding? Ah Jing was confused. While driving, I burst into tears.

It's not the heartache of losing a job, it's the heartache of why I have to accept so many blows. Could it be that I have done too many evil things in my previous life, and I have to repay him one by one in this life?

Family affection is gone, love is gone. The job is gone. Is it that the car is driving back, and there is no home? Fire? Earthquake? Gas explosion? God, what other tricks do you have, what else do you want to take back from me, take it together. It's okay to give you your life. Don't torture me anymore. I don't have steel or steel. Nor is it hard-hearted. With so many blows, I will also be disheartened. Isn't it easy to die? Close your eyes and drive, pick up an electric socket to get an electric shock, turn on the gas and deflate, but in just a few minutes, the pain and suffering are over, right?

Did Mi take this life eight years ago, so now it's time to ask for it? If you want me, I'll give it to you. In this world, there is nothing to be nostalgic for. Ah Jing went crazy like a big gas pedal. Drag racing. There are many cars on the highway, and the red QQ shuttles between the vehicles like a death squad. Several times I bumped into the car next to me and heard the owner open the window and scold. Ah Jing laughed sadly.

It's obviously a good weather that is neither cloudy nor sunny, but I don't know when it will start to rain. It rained so hard that it poured down like water. Ah Jing drove the car to the highway exit and stopped. I got out of the car, walked out, and poured it happily in the heavy rain. The rain was so thick and dense that I couldn't see the car on the other side. The beans are large one by one and poured densely on the body. After a while, it was soaking wet. The wind was also strong, and the rain was blowing in the wrong direction, and the wet clothes were sticking to his body like pieces of iron, and Ah Jing was so sealed that he almost fell to one side.

Ah Jing raised his hands, tilted his head, couldn't open his eyes in the rain, ran around like a madman, crying and laughing: "Go down, go down, go down happily." Mom, you hate me, don't you? You don't want to see me, you won't be able to see me when I'm dead! You don't need to hate me when I'm dead! Yang Benhu, do you really love me? If you love me, you can't give up the glory and wealth of your face? Your love is fake from beginning to end! You've lied to me for five years, and you're pretending to be like it! Daddy, Daddy, I'm not living a good life at all. It's not happy at all, you come and pick me up, you take me away! The little girls who sell matches have grandma with me, I have suffered so many sins, I don't want to live anymore, do you see? Did you hear that? You scolded me for not coming to pick me up? ”

The rain was light, and Ah Jing's voice was hoarse. Standing in the rain like a chicken in the soup. From time to time, cars drove by, and the rolling water splashed Ah Jing all over his body. The clothes on my body were dripping with water, and they were too heavy. The feet are cold, and the hands are cold. A large truck drove by at great speed, and the water that rolled over it swooped down like a wall. The beating made Ah Jing's whole body hurt. The mud in the water stained his face. I just sat down in the water. It's already miserable anyway, and no matter how miserable it is, there's nothing.

A light rain fell gently. Ah Jing did it in the water for a long time, didn't think about anything, just sat there like that. Isn't it meant to torture her? Mom wants to torture her, and God wants to torture her. Then add another one of yourself. Let's torture together. torture unto death, and be pure. To be reincarnated in the next life, to be a dog, a cat, a grass growing in the ground, and a fly lying on a glass will be 10,000 times happier than being a human being.

The rain stopped. There was a little wind blowing. Passing cars will take a curious look. No one stopped. It was a time of indifference. There are too many crazy people living in an indifferent world. Those who live an ordinary life are used to it. This woman in the rain just adds another surprise.

Ah Jing finally got up from the water again, opened the trunk of the car, found a bottle of wine, and staggered to the edge of the highway. Tilt your neck and drink a fine light, not a drop of it will be missed. The wine was very spicy, and when it reached the stomach, a warm air gushed and flowed all over the body. It was a lot more comfortable.

The junction is a downhill slope. Underneath is a wide road. Not too high, maybe six or seven meters. Do you want to jump? Like a wet bird, it glances down. Maybe you just hit a speeding car, and then fly up like a swallow again, and then fall heavily. If you are alive, you can go straight into free fall, hit it like a cloth bag, make a pounding sound, and the world will be quiet from now on!

Will it bleed? In the rain, blooming into a fishy red flower? Will the soul be in the sky, looking at the body that once existed below? There will be no nostalgia. This body has carried too much pain and sorrow. There are also doubts that have not been solved until death. Will unwilling souls never reach heaven? Forever floating between heaven and earth? Ethereal, helpless? If you die, you don't want to see your father. Didn't want to see him. He has never blessed his daughter!

"Miss, what are you doing here?"

Ah Jing opened his eyes. The rain hit too much, and my eyes hurt. The face was cold. It's so cold that I feel pain. The vision was a little blurry, but I could still see clearly, a traffic policeman in a snow-white uniform. White gloves. Large caps. There is a slightly round face under the large cap. It's kind of ...... A childish face. Look at her seriously.

Ah Jing narrowed his eyes, and then, without warning, suddenly laughed: "I recognize you." ”