Ah Jing still got up early and came over to practice. Lu Zishan actually got up earlier and sat in the middle of the living room with his eyes closed. When Ah Jing came in, he never opened his eyes. Only a slight nod. This look is really a bit of a general's momentum. Or the old master's momentum.

Ah Jing chuckled inwardly. Hop on the table. Sit cross-legged. Staring at that tired red line.

Luan's door was open. But there was no one. The bedding is neat.

Ah Jing didn't think much about it, staring intently at the thin line.

I didn't look bigger and bigger, and the chopstick-like size gradually returned to normal. But the little thread gets cleaner the more you look at it. Ah Jing stared, his eyes were a little sour, and in the blink of a moment, he suddenly felt that the line seemed to be in front of his eyes, so clear, even the slight hairiness on the line could be seen clearly. In the blink of an eye, it was far away from the wall.

Ah Jing sighed, jumped off the table, ran to the wall to take a closer look, and sure enough, it was. In some places, it was fluffy, just like the one I just saw. Ah Jing's heart perked. That's the result of practice, right?

Lu Zishan paced slowly and methodically. Ah Jing turned his head and couldn't suppress his excitement: "Master, just now, I saw it clearly." It's like hanging in front of your eyes! Lu Zishan smiled and nodded. patted Ah Jing affectionately: "Okay." Not bad. The master really didn't look away, and continued to practice, until he could do whatever he wanted, and when he wanted to see clearly, he could see clearly, and we could practice next. ”

"And the next one?" Ah Jing pursed his lips slightly.

Lu Zishan laughed: "If you have more skills, you don't have to be yourself." Your qualifications are so good, wouldn't it be a big waste if you don't practice? ”

Am I qualified? Ah Jing tilted his head and smiled. But it's always nice to make progress. After practicing for so long, I finally got something.

Ah Jing continued to practice. It's more than seven o'clock in the blink of an eye. Lu Zishan didn't turn on the TV today to disturb her. Just touching his belly and walking around the room, before eight o'clock, he called Ah Jing: "Good boy, stop practicing, call for some delicious food." ”

Ah Jing jumped down, only to realize that something was wrong today: Lu An was not there, he had not been there. "Where's Anko?"

Blurted out almost without thinking.

Lu Zishan spread his hands helplessly: "I didn't return all night." ”

Ah Jing's heart chuckled. What's the matter that you didn't come back overnight?

She was accustomed to seeing a familiar figure in the room every day when she was practicing, and she was used to eating the delicious breakfast he was busy preparing every day. Suddenly, none of this was there, and Ah Jing felt as if he had lost something.

After ordering takeout and reporting the house number, Ah Jing walked home a little listlessly. Lu An is usually busy. I often spend the whole afternoon recording the program. However, no matter how busy you are, you won't fail to come back. Did something happen?

Lu Zishan watched the little apprentice leave weakly. Shaking his head with a smile and sighing. It seems that his longevity breakfast is coming to an end.

Ah Jing entered the room, and his heart couldn't settle down. Or give us a call. took out her mobile phone, but was shocked to find that she didn't have Lu An's number. I thought about it every day, and I was used to the time when I was together again, and I never thought of leaving a phone call.

But what's wrong with you? Don't you want to avoid him and stay away from him? Isn't it the same as the one that is not seen in this way?

I didn't eat breakfast, my stomach was not used to it, I was cooing, Ah Jing soaked a bag of noodles, and I didn't know how to eat it. I fell asleep depressed, but I couldn't sleep, and I tossed and turned on the bed.

The next day, there was still no familiar figure. Ah Jing ordered takeout early. Sitting on the table, I didn't even have the interest to practice.

The third is that he has not returned. Ah Jing tried to ask Lu Zishan: "Master, Anzi, do you have a special task to perform?" ”

Lu Zishan pouted: "This stinky boy, who has been a shopkeeper for many years, where is there any task." There was no business trip either. Who knows what kind of madness has been going on these days. ”

Ah Jing didn't ask anymore. but his heart was darkened.

He didn't go on a mission. Then it's something else. Maybe you suddenly met the woman you fell in love with, and you never went home at night, right?

Of course he could have had other women. Such a handsome boy, what do you want, if you fancy any woman, isn't it easy to catch?

While thinking, he was angry with himself: Who is she from Lu'an? But an apprentice of his uncle. What is it? Does he have a woman, does he not go home at night, what does it matter to her? Is it her turn to care?

I hate myself like this, but my heart is getting heavier and heavier. I can't do anything. Even Xiaoqing, who was busy working three shifts every day, noticed it, and asked with concern: "Sister Xiaojing, is there something uncomfortable?" I see that you have eaten less in the past two days, and you don't have the strength to do anything? ”

Ah Jing smiled lightly and shook his head: "It's just a little tired." ”

He closed the door and went back to his room, and sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, tears streaming down his face. She was really sad. Sad that damn guy. Leaving so much warmth and care for her to miss. I am also sad that I am not angry. Obviously trying to avoid him. It's not just right that we don't meet now. She damn that she wanted to see him like that!

I couldn't sleep well, and my hazy sleepiness always heard the door ring, so I woke up full of hope, was he back? Will you open the door and walk in and take a look?

I woke up again and again, and fell asleep disappointed again and again.

Day 4, Day 5. Luan seems to have disappeared from this world.

Ah Jing is not looking forward to it. Sadness turns into discouragement. Discouragement turns into death again. She didn't even want to set foot in the room across from her again. There, there used to be too many of his figures, and walking in has become a kind of torture for her.

Ah Jing quickly lost weight. Xiaoqing saw it in her eyes, and Lu Zishan also saw it in her eyes.

The only one who pretends to be strong seems to be herself. Ah Jing would still smile faintly, help Lu Zishan deal with faxes, help Xiaoqing with his hands, and prepare a sumptuous dinner. I bought a dozen cross-stitches to embroider carefully. She looks for a lot of things to keep herself busy. Too busy to have time to think about it.

However, she could not even finish half a bowl of dinner. Under the lamp was delicately embroidered with cross-stitch, small squares, simple formations, but she wandered again and again, and pricked herself again and again with a thin needle and quietly cried in pain.

Ah Jing has never been so depressed and frustrated. The days seem to have turned gray again. Compared to the death of his father, it is another kind of pain that makes people feel unrelieved. She felt like she couldn't hold on. What exercises, what one-way streets, those things, are so far away from her, ethereal. My father used to work in it. But that's all in the past, and her father has been away from her for a long time, hasn't he? She's just giving herself an excuse to stay. Now, she doesn't even want to use that excuse anymore.

It seems that in a week, the once colorful world has lost its color. Ah Jing was depressed like never before. When you are fine, sit in your room for an hour and do not move.

When Ah Jin heard what Xiaoqing said, he called, Ah Jing picked it up, and smiled like nothing: "How could it be?" Xiao Qing is worried, I'm fine. You hurry up and prepare for your wedding, waiting for me to send a big red envelope, I will be hungry for a few days in advance, and my stomach will be empty. Come and have a big meal. Ah Jin was relieved, and asked again, "Is Lu An not there?" Ah Jing smiled: "He has had something on the radio recently, right?" Looks so busy. Changing the topic again, he told Ah Jin with some excitement: "I have improved." Master said that I really have excellent qualifications, and if I don't practice, I will waste it. ”

Ah Jin was relieved. She's been busy lately, getting married on the one hand, and getting promoted on the other. Although busy, busy and happy.

Reassuring the phone, Ah Jing leaned against the wall and stood for a long time. The walls are cold. The sky was overcast, miserable gray. Some of the early withered leaves swirled in the wind and fell down. One side becomes east. The weather was a little cooler. Ah Jing stroked his arm and shrunk for a moment.

It's time to go see Mom. I haven't been to see her for a long time. Look at her, if it's okay, when you come back, maybe you can pack your bags. Staying only adds to the pain. In addition to the pain, it still hurts.

Just, where can you go? Ah Jing packed his things blankly. The world is so big, where can she settle down? Where can she be at ease and live an ordinary life?

I can't seem to think of it, but let's go find a strange city. There are no familiar people. There are no shocking pasts. Living in a strange and simple place. If you're not happy, wander around. From one city to another, wandering to another. Let the strange and sparse fill the trail of life.