Am I still outside the door?
How many other things are there that are not accidents?
Lu An put Ah Jing in the passenger seat and bent down to look at her. She was unusually quiet, pale, and stared at his face in distraction. I didn't move for a moment.
"What's wrong, Ah Jing?" Lu An held her cold hand, lowered his head and used his own face to touch her equally cold face: "What's uncomfortable?" Don't scare me. Tell me what's wrong, and I'll treat acupuncture points. ”
Ah Jing's eyes rolled. Well, he knows how to treat acupuncture points, and he didn't tell her about this before. It was only said that he would point points.
"I'm nothing, I just don't want to stay there, let's go back." Kyung smiled hard, not wanting to divulge his suspicions.
Lu looked at her quietly. What's wrong with her? What did she encounter or what did she find? Don't want to talk to him about anything? Retracting into her shell again?
Anger welled up in my heart. Who was she? Doesn't he still have enough weight in her heart? She never thought of herself as the person she loved and trusted the most, did she? What kind of difficulties and secrets can't be told to him, can't let him help her? He thought he had walked into her heart. He thought she and he had each other! But she turned pale and shut him out of her heart.
Lu An stopped talking, lowered his head to help her fasten her seatbelt, turned back to the front, and started the car. No longer asked Ajing, and drove back to the community without saying a word.
Ah Jing was trapped in his own doubts and fears, if, this time, it was just a game, then let her die. Don't think about anything anymore. After he died, he didn't even want to see his father again. Because, to be alive, even a sweet dream is ridiculous. She is really nothing, she wants to have no face, she wants to have no figure, her father died tragically, and her mother hates her. What does she have?
used to be with Yang Benhu, and he didn't think about the future at all. I don't look forward to the future. She was like an abandoned grass that happened to have a big tree to cling to, so she snuggled silently. But now, now it's different, she's really stuck in it. She longed to be with Luan, his arms, his smile, his dark blue eyes were all she loved dearly. She longs for a peaceful life, sweet love, can sleep peacefully by the side of her warm lover every night, and can see him day and day.
She didn't have anything. Suddenly, it seemed to be pitied by God, and he was given a branch of red fruit. She loves this fruit so much, but if it is just a dream, or a layout. What should she do if this fruit is suddenly going to be taken away?
"Ah Jing, what's wrong with you?" Lu An'an pulled the car door and hugged her distressedly. I'm angry with her, I don't know what stimulated her again. But I felt sorry for her. She has experienced so many unusual things, the tragic death of her father, the hatred and displacement of her biological mother. These are enough to distort a person. How difficult it is for her to walk alone and strongly!
"Well, we're going home. Tell me what's wrong. Luan picked her up.
Ah Jing curled up in Lu An's arms. How can you not be attached to the familiar smell of the body? Hugging Lu An's neck, Ah Jing asked sullenly in his chest, "Anzi, now, is it true or fake?" ”
Lu An froze. What is she asking? What are the doubts? Life? Or is it their love?
Eyebrows raised slightly. Lu An lowered his head and kissed her: "Really." In front of you, everything is true. ”
Ah Jing stopped talking. Close your eyes slightly. Luan opened the door and put her on the bed.
Ah Jing opened his eyes, looked at him and smiled weakly: "I want to rest for a while." ”
Lu An lowered his head and kissed her, stroking the hair on her forehead: "Good, sleep well." ”
Saying that, he closed the door and walked out of the room, walked downstairs quickly, and dialed Ye Zhenghua's phone: "Ah Hua, help me check, what contact did Lao Qi and Hu Zi of the Chuancheng branch have with Ah Jing before." Well, look it up in detail. Notify me as soon as possible. ”
Hanging up the phone, Lu An looked at the slowly extending steps. The results will be available soon. He had to know, what was it that made his little girlfriend so pale and distracted, like a frightened bird?
After a morning of practice, Ah Jing was obviously not in a state. Weak and restless. Lu Zishan shook his head: "Raise a glass to eliminate sorrow and sorrow." Draw the knife to cut off the water and the water will flow more. Ah Jing looked at him and asked, "Master, why do you have to accept me as an apprentice?" After practicing, what can I do in the future? ”
Lu Zishan smiled: "I didn't confiscate the girl, and I accepted you when I saw that you were pleasing to the eye." As for the exercises, how can they be? Can't be how. But if you have such qualifications, why waste them? Besides, if you don't practice, good boy, you'll just be ruined after this time. Master taught you not to waste your life, how is it bad? ”
Ah Jing couldn't cry or laugh. From the old man's mouth, how can you ask something? He had walked farther than she had walked, and had tasted more salt than she had ever eaten!
After taking a nap in the afternoon, Ah Jing wandered around the living room in annoyance. Little by little, I reminisced, trying to sort out the messy thoughts. I thought about it for a long time, but I didn't have a clue. Instead, it tangled up.
If it weren't for Luan. If it weren't for Lu An, how could she be so upset? The whole world can lie to her, and the whole world can bear her, but he can't. Absolutely not.
But how much does she know about Lu An? He has a charming appearance, a shining aura. He is the only son of the Lu family, he is gentle and elegant, although he has an excellent net worth, he does not have a little arrogance and domineering. That's all.
He had no mother, and she lost her father. Or because of the same pain, so he understands her pain more deeply, right?
Ah Jing shook his head in annoyance. Want someone to talk to. Ah Jin and Heiko went to the provinces together. Ah Jing walked around the room and finally dialed her phone.
Ah Jin picked it up, laughed, and fed loudly. There was a loud noise on the phone.
Ah Jing hesitated, and Ah Jin laughed on the other end of the phone. There was a burst of whirring.
"Ah Jin, where are you? Is the signal bad? ”
Ah Jin's loud voice was out of breath: "We are climbing the mountain, on the hillside." The wind was so strong, and the wildflowers were blooming, so beautiful. ”
Oh. Ah Jing actually gave birth to some envy. Thinking about it again, he asked, "How is Hirako's mother's health?" ”
"The condition is stable. I will be discharged from the hospital in a few days. Ah Jin smiled, as if he was playing with Pingzi: "Ah Jing, in the mountains in the countryside, the trees are so green, the water is so clear, and there are many flowers blooming on the mountains. The air is so fresh. ”
Ah Jing listened silently, not wanting to say anything for a while. Shouldn't life be duller? Just have fun? Is she asking for her own troubles and doubts? Or, simply throw it away, close your eyes and just don't see it, just don't know, and enjoy the present, whether it's true or not, whether it's long or short?
"Hey, Ah Jing, Ah Jing, what's wrong?" Ah Jin heard that something was wrong and called out loudly.
"It's nothing, I want you to come back, waiting to drink your happy wine." Ah Jing smiled.
"Is it really okay? Ah Jin asked suspiciously.
"It's fine, it's just a little annoying to be idle." Ah Jing didn't want to say anything.
"That's right. If you are idle, you will get sick. Ah Jin believed it, thought for a while, and shouted: "Ah Jing, you come out for a walk, find a place to travel, give yourself a holiday, come to see the mountains and water, and go to nature to clean." Just like we are now. You don't know how good the air is and how beautiful the mountains and rivers are. We are all imprisoned in the city of steel, and we will only be busy and busy, and we will all be prisoners. ”
The words made Ah Jing's heart move. Oh, yes. Go on a trip. Look at the mountains, look at the water, let yourself stand a little farther away, stand a little higher, maybe see a little more clearly. Or, when you come back, you don't have any worries.
"Okay, I'll go find a place to have fun for a few days." Ah Jing made a decision.
Ah Jin smiled on the other end of the phone: "Yes, yes, yes." It's a pity I wasn't there, otherwise we'd have gone together. Be careful, or call Luan to come along. ”
Ah Jing closed the line and turned on the computer to find scenic spots.
Let's go, let's go, go out for a walk, you can definitely change your mood.