Mom

Lu Zishan squinted and smiled when he saw her recently, as if he had seen through something. And when he smiled like this, Ah Jing always blushed as if he had been seen through.

After all, he is Lu An's second uncle, just like his father. But is it also her master? Why laugh at her like that?

Ah Jing only dared to whisper in his heart. But now someone has stood up for her.

Lu An stood leisurely at the door when Lu Zishan was smiling, his white shirt blown up by the wind. He said, "Second Uncle, isn't the nearest meal very delicious and delicious, so you are happy to be like this?" ”

Lu Zishan didn't look back, turned his back to Lu An, squinted and frowned at Ah Jing, and this time it was Ah Jing's turn to smile. didn't help, Lu Zishan could only sigh loudly and muttered: "It's okay now, the two strands of rope are twisted together to bully me." ”

Ah Jing leaned over with a smile, and his voice was sweet: "Master, if you don't bully me, I won't bully you with him." ”

Ah Jing's practice has gone one step further. Although he can't see the eye of the needle as big as a grinding disc as Lu Zishan said, he can accurately see whether he has threaded a thin thread into the eye of the needle from a distance of three meters.

Lu Zishan happily told her: "I graduated in the second semester." ”

Ah Jing happily asked, "How many semesters are there in total?" ”

"Well, if it goes well, twelve semesters will be enough, and if you are an apprentice, you will be dull, it will take fifteen semesters." Lu Zishan answered seriously.

With that, she just entered a threshold. Ah Jing's face lost his happy look, and he sighed sadly. Lu Zishan cheered: "Good boy, if ordinary people come to practice you for these two semesters, it will take at least three or five years to complete." Look how fast you are. ”

In the third semester, the difficulty is even more difficult.

Lu Zishan threaded the thin needle with the thin red thread and hung it on an equally thin rope, and at the other end of the rope pulled a rubber band out and tied it to the minute hand of a small alarm clock. Every time the minute hand jumps a square, a rubber band pulls the rope and shakes, and the needle hanging on the line sways back and forth.

"Stare at it. When can you see its trajectory clearly, and when to change guys. Lu Zishan pointed to the small needles swinging around.

Ah Jing's eyes widened, and his eyes followed the needle. This is really difficult, the still object suddenly starts to move, and after looking at it for a while, the eyes become astringent, sour and swollen.

"But you have to suffer a little," Lu Zishan looked at Ah Jing's tearful eyes, and laughed: "Your eyes also have to suffer a little before you can be reborn." ”

This exercise is really a bit harder. Every time he got off the table of the Eight Immortals, Ah Kyoto wanted to go back and rest his eyes, Rao was like this, his eyes were still red and swollen like peaches, and he was crying from time to time.

Under the supervision of Lu Zishan, he didn't dare to watch the TV, and he didn't dare to turn on the computer, so he isolated all these modern color stimuli, just to protect the weak eyes that are "being reborn" as Lu Zishan said.

Lu An felt distressed, but he couldn't stop it. Only stew some wolfberries, white fungus chrysanthemums and the like from time to time to do some dietary therapy.

On this day, Ah Jing passed early, but was stopped halfway by Lu An: "I won't practice today." Don't make your eyes red and swollen. ”

blocked Ah Jing back in the room, and after grinding his ears and temples for a while, he asked Ah Jing to change into a dress and drove out by himself.

"Where are you going? What are the arrangements? Ah Jing asked three times in a row, but Lu An finally smiled and didn't answer.

got into the car, got on the highway like a lightning speed, and drove for a while, Ah Jing saw some clues and looked at Lu An suspiciously. This way, go in the direction of the town.

Although it was extremely fast, it still took five or six hours. When Lu An drove the car to the bottom of the mountain and parked, it was almost noon.

Ah Jing sat in the car and didn't move for half a day. My eyes started to ache again. Want to shed tears. On this mountain, there is a dear father. She visited the grave once a year, and she always wanted to avoid it with her mother.

It's just that she never told anyone, including Ah Jin, how did Lu An know?

"Come down." Lu An opened the car door, the mountain breeze blew in, he carried a bag, smiled warmly in the sun, and stretched out his hand to her.

Ah Jing jumped out of the car, but rushed over and hugged him. In any case, she thanked him for his kindness and was willing to accompany her to see her father.

Luan patted her gently. The two walked hand in hand and walked up the hill together.

My father's grave was carefully manicured and clean. Surrounded by mountains, tall pine trees are planted at the top of the grave. The small trees that Ah Jing planted on all sides also grew tall and tall, surrounded by lush greenery.

Lu placed a long firecracker, and took out a pair of red candles and a handful of flowers from his bag.

Ah Jing knelt down respectfully and kowtowed. Luan knelt beside her and lit incense candles with her. Arrange flowers and worship together.

Ah Jing silently said in his heart: "Dad, this is the person I love the most, he took me to see you." You want to bless us and bless us forever. ”

The midday sun is spicy. The two of them didn't stay long, put out the incense and candles, except for the fire, and went down the mountain together.

Lu An walked halfway, took Ajing's hand, closed it on his chest, and looked at her: "Happy birthday." ”

Ah Jing paused for a moment. Throwing herself into Lu An's arms, tears finally flowed. It turns out that today is her birthday, how many years has it been since she had it? This day is almost forgotten by herself.

"Thank you." Ah Jing's voice choked, "I really want to thank you." Yasuko. This is the first time I haven't cried in front of my father's grave. Once upon a time, every time I came, I would be sad. Life is so frustrating, I have always come alone, and every time I come, I can't wait for my father to take me away. Today, I really don't feel sad anymore. ”

"I don't want to go away with my dad either, do I? Life is so beautiful, the road in the future, I will walk with you, wherever I am, I will accompany you, right. Luan kissed her cheek. Give her a promise, and ask her for a promise.

Ah Jing nodded with tears on his face. Lu An smiled and wiped her tears: "You can't cry, otherwise your eyes will be swollen again." ”

After going down the mountain and sitting in the car, Ah Jing looked up and asked him, "This is what you said, the surprise you want to give me, right?" ”

Lu An smiled and didn't answer. Ah Jing lowered his head and repeated in a low voice again: "Thank you, Anzi, thank you very much." ”

The car drove out, but instead of going back, it entered the town and drove into a newly built community "Jinyuan Garden" in the east of the town.

The car stopped under the boulevard of the complex. Lu An got out of the car and took out the phone to call. Ah Jing could hear him say, "Yes, yes, it has arrived." "It turns out that he also has friends here.

Lu An opened the trunk and beckoned Ah Jing for help. Ah Jing ran over, wow, so many things. Two bottles of Moutai, two cigarettes with the best impression. A large red and bright gift Xuanwei ham, a box of Dai-flavored shredded beef, and two boxes of fresh fruits.

Ah Jing smacked his lips: "You can give this gift heavy enough." ”

Someone hurried over, and Ah Jing bent over. Immediately stunned, the people who came over, full of gray hair, tall and thin. "Uncle Ren!"

Ah Jing swallowed his saliva with difficulty and cried out, still a little in disbelief.

"Ah Jing, you are so delicate!" Ren Wutong came over and held Ah Jing's hand, "Child, you have suffered for so many years!" ”

Ah Jing's eyes immediately turned red again. Speechless.

She had never seen from afar, never daring to approach anyone around her mother to say hello. For so many years, she would send money to Ren Wutong every year, and she never only wrote, please pass it on to her mother. I didn't even dare to make a payment. She never expected that there would be a face-to-face day!

Lu An was very familiar with Ren Wutong, and greeted him with a smile: "Uncle Ren, there are a lot of things, you mention this wine first, and I'll move the rest." ”

Ah Jing looked at Lu An in confusion and emotion, what else will be in the future? She was suddenly a little scared.

"Silly girl, what are you doing in a daze, anti-ham." Luan smiled at her.

"That's a lot! Anzi, you're bothered! Ren Wutong smiled, took the wine generously, and turned around to greet Ajing: "Ajing, come in." ”

Ah Jing carried the ham, picked up the cigarette again, and followed Ren Wutong nervously. Not far away, into the unit, up to the second floor, the door is open, very refreshing small duplex house. In the living room, a table full of delicacies was set up and red wine was poured.

It seems that it has been prepared for a long time.

The room was silent, and there was no one else. Ah Jing came out to help Lu An carry the fruits and piled them together in the corner of the living room.

"Sit down, we'll be ready to eat soon."

Ren Wutong greeted.

Ah Jing remembered and asked Ren Wutong: "Is Aunt okay?" ”

Ren Wutong poured water, paused for a moment, and turned around: "She...... I got sick and passed away two years ago. ”

"I'm sorry." Ah Jing lowered his head. But my heart was beating wildly. So, then, the embroidered women's shoes on the shoe rack......

"Sit." Lu An pulled Ah Jing, who was standing stiffly, and sat down beside him.

Ren Wutong stood up and shouted upstairs: "Ah Hui, come down to eat." Anko is here! ”

Ah Hui! Ah Hui! Kyung almost jumped up from the couch. Lu An put his arms around her and pulled her to her feet.

Someone came downstairs with a bang. Ear-length short hair, navy blue skirt, old-fashioned embroidered shoes.

A-Jing's heart jumped wildly, tears welled up in her eyes, her throat seemed to be blocked by a huge air mass, if it weren't for Lu An pulling her tightly, she would almost have run away. She didn't think about facing it, she didn't have any preparation, the huge nervousness and inexplicable anticipation wrapped Ah Jing tightly, she had difficulty breathing, and she couldn't move.

The woman who came down had some wrinkles on her face, but it was still very moving. It's just that his eyes are a little fluttering, and he seems to be very unclear, step by step, carefully and tentatively, he stepped steadily, walked into the house, stood up straight, and then raised his head and smiled: "Is Anzi here?" ”

She stood so close, so close that it was suffocating. Ah Jing stared at her in horror and eagerness.

The smile that froze when she looked at herself, her lips and hands trembled slightly.

"Ah...... Akin! The mother let out a trembling, subtle call from the depths of her throat. Reach out and want to touch something.

"Mom. Mom. Ah Jing rushed over and hugged her tightly. It's been eight years. My mother was so thin and so weak.

It turned out that it was not difficult to take this step, but she didn't dare to try, but she flinched and didn't dare to take a step beyond the thunder pool. Back then, she was too deeply stimulated and hurt too much. actually carried a sour burden, and walked painfully and slowly for so many years.

The mother trembled in her arms, choked and stroked her head: "Ajing, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Mom I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry. ”

Ah Jing couldn't speak, just called his mother one by one. It seems that so many years of grievances, so many years of suffering, and so many years of hurt can all be washed away by tears, and all that remains is understanding and family affection.

"Okay, don't get too excited, just sit down and talk slowly." Ren Wutong pulled them away.

Only then did the mother wipe away her tears, looked at her closely, and reached out to touch Ah Jing's face, and the tears still flowed uncontrollably: "Child, you look so big, you are so delicate." Mom's eyes are no longer good and she can't see clearly. You are so ruthless, as soon as you leave, you really don't come back. Mom hurts you, it's too deep, too deep. ”

"Mom." Ah Jing took her hand, crying and laughing: "I'm fine." I've always been there for you, I just don't dare to come closer. As he spoke, tears flowed down his face, and he couldn't stop sobbing: "Mom, I just don't dare to approach." I have come to see you often, I have come often. ”

"Ah Jing, be happy. Ah Hui is not in good health. "Let Wutong pick up vegetables to Ah Jing.

"It's nothing," the mother smiled, "I'm stuffy." When people are old, they always have to be sick and painful. ”

Lu An didn't speak, and gave some dishes to Ah Jing, and when he saw that the two of them had calmed down, he smiled at Mother Song: "Auntie, I haven't let Uncle Ren tell you that I'm actually not his student." You're not angry. ”

"How could I be angry?" Mother Song smiled, but tears came again: "A-Jing found a child like you, I am relieved." ”

Ren Wutong scooped a bowl of soup for her and said carefully: "Ah Hui, I don't dare to tell you many things, for fear that you won't accept it." This house was bought by Yasuko. Everything is done by Anzi. ”

Mother Song's chopsticks stopped and sighed: "I said, where do you have such considerate and thoughtful students." ”

Ah Jing listened, and her heart became sad again: Mother's sigh is so similar to her usual! She used to be discouraged, mother, why not sigh all the time?

Mother turned her head, picked up the wine, looked at Ah Jing, and her eyes were full of love: "Ah Jing, you have such a husband, my mother is really happy." It's your birthday, Mom always remembers. Every year like today, I wish you a happy birthday and peace and security. As he spoke, tears flashed in his eyes.

Ah Jing shed tears, drank the wine, and lowered his head. My heart is full of warmth.

Ren Wutong gave Ah Jing a dish and looked at her sincerely: "Ah Jing, you must be very surprised." Let's move over, thanks to Anko's persuasion. The old skin and old face can't always take this step. Ah Hui is not in good health, and I am also alone. My children are still happy that I can be with Ah Hui and be each other's companions. You ......"

Ah Jing stood up and picked up his glass: "Uncle Ren, you have taken care of your mother for so many years, I can't be grateful, you can be with your mother to take care of each other, I can't ask for it." I respect you and your mother, and hope that you and your mother are healthy and safe. ”

Ren Wutong laughed, raised his head high, and drank it all.

While the family was eating, the mother babbled and asked about Ajing's living conditions. From the conversation, Ah Jing heard some reasons: after Lu An came to her last time, he paid attention, knowing that the old house was going to be demolished, so he bought this small leap in the new district, and contacted Ren Wutong to make an advocacy on her behalf, and pulled such a red line, so that the two old people could take care of each other. All along, coming and going, it was just an excuse that he was a student of Ren Wutong, and he didn't tell Song's mother the truth.

Ah Jing raised his eyes to look at Lu An. He must be busy, where does he find so much time to do this? Ah Jing's eyes were full of emotion and gratitude. Lu An smiled softly, reached out to hold her under the table, and then took the wine out and touched her glass lightly, smiling: "Happy birthday, forever." ”

Ah Jing terminal cup, old lady, you must bless me and him for a long time. My life is now very fulfilling. I'm so satisfied. You will bless us forever!

In the afternoon, Ah Jing accompanied her mother for a walk in the community, supporting her mother, and she was full of emotion. She never dared to look forward to this day. She's back, back to her mother, and now, she has another home. If you are sleepy, tired, and annoyed, you can go back to your mother. Where there is a mother, there is warmth and love. Eight years, but time passes, she is older, and her mother is old. Family affection will always stay here, waiting for her return.

The two of them walked quietly. There was a pain in my heart, and neither of the two dared to touch it, and neither of them wanted to mention it again. It was a bomb that had blown them up bloodied, and it was also a vicious fire that had injured them for eight years. Now, because of an angelic man, this fire has been extinguished. Buried forever.

If the mother didn't say, Ah Jing didn't ask. That's enough. Being able to hold her mother's hand, walk in the garden, and walk in the shade of the trees was a happiness and warmth that she did not dare to achieve. Now that it's all in front of her, she can't bear all the happiness she can't bear!

Warm times always go by. At dusk, his mother and Uncle Ren sent Lu An and Ah Jing back to the city.

"Ajing, I'll come back when I'm free." The mother stood by the car window smiling.

Ah Jing took his mother's hand, put it on his face, and whispered, "Mom, I love you." ”

The mother's eyes turned red, as if she wanted to say something, but she wanted to say nothing, only grabbed Ajing's hand and looked at her silently.

Luan started the car. The two old men faded away in the setting sun.

Ah Jing didn't wear a seat belt, suddenly turned around, leaned over from his seat, and hugged Lu An's waist.

Luan stepped on the brakes, leaned against the side of the road and stopped, pointing to the park across the road: "Do you want to go for a walk?" ”

Ah Jing nodded, and the two got out of the car. There is a large banyan tree in the park, old and thick, stretching out a green sky on its own.

Ah Jing was standing under the banyan tree, and someone was walking not far away, but she couldn't stop her heart from surging, turned around, and hugged Lu An tightly. sighed softly: "Anzi, you are so kind to me and have given me such a good gift, what should I give you?" How can I afford to do this? ”

Lu An leaned down to kiss her and buried his head in her hair: "You are the best gift." I love you, Ajing, and I want you to be happy. I will come into your heart. I'm your ally. If I don't solve your troubles, who will? Are you going to pay me back? Be by my side for the rest of your life. ”

"Of course, no one will drive me away." Ah Jing raised his head, stared deeply at his prince, put his hand on his chest, and felt a powerful heartbeat: "Anzi, I love you too." In this life, I will always be by your side. Not going anywhere. Never let go. ”

Lu An didn't speak, lowered his head and asked for a kiss, this kiss was thin and dense, long and long, as if it wanted to entangle the souls of two people together.