The ring Ajing didn't dare to wear it on his hand, and the diamond was so big and shiny. It's hard to say if you encounter robbers.

Lu An called Lu Ziliang to report, and then went back to the town with Ajing, officially met his father-in-law and daughter-in-law, and changed his name.

Ren Wutong chose an auspicious day, ordered two tables of sumptuous food in the hotel in the town, invited some old neighbors in the town, and invited friends from Lu An and Ajing. The two elders and Lu Ziliang Lu Zishan at the banquet, received two bows from Ajing and Lu An, and through such a simple ceremony, it was regarded as an engagement wine, and since then they have recognized the little two, talented and beautiful, and they have come in and out in pairs.

There's a lot of mess going on next. The one-way street has just had a birthday banquet with a very beautiful view. Ah Jing is also a person who does not want to be publicized, and does not want to hold a grand wedding. But Lu Ziliang and Lu Zishan disagreed.

is such a lone seedling, no matter how important things are, they can't compare to a good marriage of his. Therefore, the two brothers are surprisingly of the same opinion this time. No matter how good it is, it's time to celebrate. It's just that the date should be pushed back a little so that there is enough time to prepare.

Lu'an has long had a large villa in the city, and all of them have been renovated. The designer was invited to design the house structure and living habits one by one. Don't worry too much. It's just a big cost.

Ah Jing is now a happy little woman. Don't care about these things. Lu Zishan insisted on the wedding, and if he really wanted to do it, he threw it all to Lu Ziliang, and still dragged Ah Jing to the golf course to watch the ball.

As time went on, Ah Jing made progress, and Lu Zishan somehow got two military passes, and went so far as to sneak into the training range of a local army academy, where he sat in the duty room with Ah Jing day after day, and asked Ah Jing to observe the trajectory of the bullets fired from the muzzle of the gun at the shooting range.

And so it goes.

Ah Jing visits her mother every week. After Song's mother got engaged in Ajing, her face seemed to be better for a few days, but she didn't know why, and she was getting thinner and thinner. The spirit also seems to be getting worse day by day.

Ah Jing wants to take her to the hospital for a check-up. The mother smiled: "What's wrong with losing weight?" It's hard to buy money and get old and thin. After checking, it's just some old age. "Whether it is Ren Wutong or Ajing, they can't persuade her. I had to buy some nutritional products every once in a while.

It's just that every time she leaves, Ah Jing always feels that when her mother is saying goodbye, she always seems to have something to say but doesn't say. After talking to Lu An once, Lu An smiled slightly while opening the sheep: "Or is it reluctant to you?" Why don't you take your mother and Uncle Ren to live in the big house in the future. There is a care when you are together, and you don't have to run back and forth like this. ”

Ah Jing kept this idea in his heart, but he never thought about it, and before he put it forward, it could no longer be realized.

In November, the weather is getting colder. Ah Jing and Lu An go to the mall to buy curtains for their new home. The renovation has been basically completed, and in two or three months, you can move in, and at that time, you will really be a family. The wedding is expected to be after the beginning of spring. Luan plans to pick up the certificate before the wedding. Sweet days, finally about to open a new page, right? A happy smile spread across Ah Jing's face. She's been gaining weight again lately. No wonder people always say that the heart is wide and the body is fat, and it turns out that there is a basis for it. However, I don't know why, I occasionally get dizzy. This seems to have never been done before.

As soon as I walked into the mall, I received a call from Ren Wutong, and his voice was anxious: "Ajing, come over quickly, I'm in the hospital." Ah Hui ...... "I didn't say anything, and I couldn't cry anymore."

Ah Jing's heart only sank, and he comforted Ren Wutong on the phone: "Uncle Ren, don't worry, we'll come over immediately." When I hung up the phone, my face turned a little pale. Mom is getting thinner and thinner lately. It's so thin. But he refused to go to the hospital, but he was still deaf and clear-sighted. She should have dragged her mother a long time ago!

Lu An took her hand, asked clearly, and immediately turned his head. The two left the mall and drove straight to the town. The speed of the car is considered fast. Ah Jing sat in the car, his hands pinched by himself. My heart was filled with bitterness. Oh, my God. My poor mother has endured a lot of hardships to look forward to a few good days. Please make sure she lives well.

The car drove directly to the town hospital. Ah Jing ran to the inpatient department on the third floor. Looking at the snow-white aisle of the inpatient department, an ominous premonition struck, and Ah Jing almost fell into Lu An's arms.

The room was quiet. Song's mother was lying on the bed with her eyes closed. On one side, the detector was set up, and the liquid bottle was being instilled. Ren Wutong sat on the chair next to the bed, holding her hand, tears in her eyes.

Ah Jing almost knelt down, lying on the side of the bed, and when he saw his mother's skinny hands, tears immediately fell.

Ren Wutong wiped his tears and took out a stack of CT films and diagnosis certificates, infinitely painful and remorseful: "Ah Hui, she hid it from everyone. She's been hiding it from me for so long! I didn't even notice it. I just feel that she has lost weight, where can I think of it, where can I think of it! ”

Lu An helped him to sit on Shayou, and comforted him with gentle words: "Don't worry. There must be a way. ”

Ren Wutong stopped talking, just sighed.

Lu An looked at the film at the light, opened the medical records and diagnosis books again, and his face gradually became ugly.

"Mommy, Mommy." Ah Jing called softly at the bedside, and the nurse came to check and whispered: "I just gave the patient painkillers and sedatives, and I will wake up later." ”

Ah Jing sat up, Lu An took the medical record and held Ah Jing's hand: "You have to be mentally prepared." Mom is already at an advanced stage, and the cancer has spread. ”

Ah Jing raised his head in shock, his nails digging deep into Lu An's flesh: "What did you say?" What diffusion? ”

Lu An hugged her: "Mom is in the advanced stage of liver cancer, and the cancer cells have spread to the chest cavity ......"

Ah Jing covered his mouth, turned his head to look at his mother on the bed in pain, suddenly turned around and rushed out of the ward, rushed to the end of the aisle, couldn't hold back, squatted down and cried.

Lu An chased out, hugged Ah Jing and patted her: "Ah Jing, Uncle Ren is already sad, you have to be stronger." ”

Ah Jing cried so hard that he convulsed violently, hugged Lu An and shook his head desperately: "Mom is so miserable!" It's not easy to come out of the past.

How long have these days passed? It's not fair, it's so unfair! ”

Lu An hugged her: "Mom already knew. Some of those medical records are from three years ago! ”

Ah Jing looked up in disbelief: "You mean, three years ago, my mother knew?" ”

Lu An nodded silently.

Ah Jing's face turned pale, tears flowed down his face, and he muttered, "Three years ago, my God, three years ago." What am I doing? ”

Lu An shook her: "I don't blame you. Mom even hid Uncle Ren, who got along day and night. She must not want to tell anyone. ”

Ah Jing shook his head with tears: "Didn't she come out?" Isn't she very happy to live like this? ”

Lu An pulled her to the ward: "Wait for Mom to wake up, now, crying is not the way." ”

Back in the ward, Ah Jing looked at Ren Wutong, who was pale and old, and his heart swelled with infinite sourness, and he went over to hold his hand, sobbing and unable to speak.

Ren Wutong reached out to wipe her tears, but his voice trembled again: "Ajing, why does she want to hide it from me like this?" If I had known, I would have helped her make her wish come true. Why should she hide it from me? ”

Ah Jing hugged him and cried: "Uncle Ren, my mother must not want us to worry." She's so stupid. How can you not tell us? ”

A nurse walked in and unceremoniously reprimanded the old and the young and the tearful people: "The patient needs to be quiet." You can't put pressure on the patient in the ward like this! ”

Ah Jing didn't dare to speak again. Wiping away tears, he sat silently on the edge of the bed.

Lu An went down to fetch food, but the two of them couldn't eat. Neither moved on the side. Qian An went out to make phone calls again and made some arrangements. Xiaoqing got the news and asked for leave to come down with Ye Zhenghua.

Ah Jin's belly is getting bigger and bigger, so naturally he can't come. I can only call to comfort Ajing, but how can such a thing be comforted?

In the evening, Song's mother finally woke up, she had only been in the hospital for a day, but her spirit had deteriorated a lot, and her eyes were sunken. It's just that his eyes are still bright, looking at Ah Jing who is sitting at the head of the bed and smiling slightly.

Ah Jing's tears came immediately, grabbed his mother's hand, and cried out silently: "Mom! Mom! ”

Mother Song held her hand, raised her head, and saw Lu An standing behind her, and Ren Wutong sitting next to her.

Mother Song raised her head with difficulty, Lu An arrived on the side, and Lian Zhuang helped her up and sat up.

The ECG clamped the hand of the infusion to detect, and the infusion of the medicine flowed down drop by drop.

Song's mother gasped. Shaking his head: "It's really useless, and now it's hard to even sit up." ”

"Mom, you're going to be fine." Ah Jing cried.

Mother Song smiled lightly: "I already knew." Sooner or later, this day will come. I'm just afraid, afraid that there are some things that I can't tell you in time. I want to open my mouth, Ah Jing, I can't say it. Today, I'm going to talk about it. Having said that, I can go with peace of mind. ”

"Mom!" Ah Jing's tears fell like beads of broken thread.

Mother Song looked at Ren Wutong: "Wutong, after so many years, I can't repay your kindness." In the next life, I will report you again in the next life. ”

Ren Wutong sat closer, shook his head and shook his hand, his face was full of sadness: "Ah Hui, you shouldn't hide it from me." A person suffers such a sin. ”

Mother Song looked at Ah Jing, who was crying like tears, and sighed: "Ah Jing, I know you have forgiven me a long time ago." But I can't forgive myself. I thought about it for seven years and couldn't figure it out. When I figured it out, retribution came. Ajing: I'm sorry for you. I hurt you, and I lost your father, I'm sorry for you! ”

"Mom, what did you say?" Ah Jing wiped away tears.

Mother Song smiled sadly: "Ajing, I've been hiding from you for twenty-six years, I should have said it a long time ago." But I haven't said it, I know that you have been wondering in my heart for so many years, I don't know what your father died for. I don't know why Mom hates you. You're a good boy. You've never complained to me. If I don't say it, you won't ask. Ajing, you are really a kind child. ”

Ah Jing didn't cry anymore, and his heart jumped because he heard these words.

"A-Jing," Song's mother looked at her fixedly, "I'm not your real mother." ”

"Mom, you're confused. What did you say? Ah Jing's tears clouded his eyes again. Mother Song laughed weakly: "Ajing, people are about to die, and their words are also good." I've always wanted to tell you, but I can't. I'm really not your real mother. I haven't seen her. When your father and I got married, there was already a baby in the new house. Your own mother, your father calls her Shizuko. So, in the middle of the word, call you Xiao Jingzi! ”

Ah Jing stood up in amazement and stepped back, being hugged by Lu An's shoulders. She looked at Ah Hui in disbelief, and Ah Hui's face turned a little unusually red: "Ah Jing, you hate me, right?" Hate me now? ”

She laughed, looked through the startled Ren Wutong, and looked out the window at the gray sky of the twilight: "When I arrived in the alley, I saw a few men in black jumping on the roof and escaping, but Denan was no longer good. He only told me that he had exchanged his life for your peace. He traded his life for yours. In his heart, he has always pretended to be Shizuko. It was thought to be big, and then it was small. But there was never another one of me. Ah Hui suddenly laughed, and her voice was full of bitterness: "I like Denan. I've loved him since I was in middle school. He was away for so many years, and suddenly came back, heroic. I can marry him, and I often wake up laughing. He didn't love me, but he was a good husband, and he gave me all the joy except love. Even if he had a child with him, it didn't matter at all. Life at that time was so warm. She stopped, staring at the sky for a long time, as if recalling those happy days.

Ah Jing had already stopped crying and looked at her with wide eyes.

"But I'm still jealous. Jealous of the dead Shizuko. She took Denan's love with her. There is also a hope left for Denang to have a sustenance. I was destined to never get Denan's heart for the rest of my life. I hate her. Ah Hui turned his head and looked at Ah Jing with a sad look in his eyes: "I hate her, but I haven't even seen her."

Denan didn't bring anything of hers, only kept her in his heart. I can't even hate it. I didn't hate you. Ajing, you're just a kid. I thought I could raise you as if you were my own child. However, I can't even keep Denan alive, and Denan saved you with his own life. Do you know why I hate you? Your mother took his heart away, and you took his life away. I have nothing left! He lives only for your mother and daughter in this life. Where am I? Where do I live? I really hate it. Why are you snatching my things? I can't get it in my arms, I can't keep it! ”

Ah Hui hugged and cried. Ah Jing stared at her blankly, his face as pale as the sky outside the window. The body shook. Lu An hugged her tightly from behind and tried to pull her away, but Ah Jing struggled and refused to leave. Just stared blankly at the crying Ah Hui. She used to be her mother.

Ah Hui cried for a while, Ren Wutong sat down on the edge of the bed, wiped her face with a tissue, and Ah Hui raised her head again and looked at Ah Jing: "I drove you away." If you are not in front of you, you don't have to worry about it anymore. I live with Denan in my heart, and now he loves me with all his heart and treats me with all his heart. He is mine, and in his heart, there is only me. I'm very comfortable like this. I gave you all the 400,000 I received inexplicably. If Denan knew, he would have been reassured. This money is enough to go to school. Ah Jing, I hated you at that time, and I didn't want to have this daughter who took the life of my beloved anymore. ”

She turned to Ren Wutong: "Wutong, I'm sorry, I understand your affection." But at that time, I only had Denan in my heart. I just want him to occupy my world. She lowered her head: "I lied to myself like that, and I also deceived Ah Jing, and I lived ruthlessly and cruelly." Ah Jing is only sixteen years old. I'm so ruthless. After so many years. Retribution has finally come. Because of the stagnation of liver qi, I was getting more and more painful day by day. When I went for an examination, I found out that Juxiong was cancer. Ah Hui smiled slightly, and was a little calm and happy: "When death was approaching, I began to understand how confused I was. So many years have passed. Where is Denan? He's guarding his Shizuko in heaven, right? There has always been a sycamore beside me. But I don't know how to cherish it. I've lived for so many years, and I've been lying to myself. ”

Ren Wutong sat down next to her, didn't speak, just held her hand tightly.

Ah Hui turned his head to look at Ah Jing: "Ah Jing, you hate me, right?" I've lied to you for so many years, too. You must be in pain. You always thought I was your mother, but how could a mother do that to her daughter? Ah Jing, you are the most innocent, but I didn't let you go. You must hate me. Must hate me. I want to make it up to you. But I don't know where to start. I had to try to continue to be a good mother. I'm not qualified, Ah Jing, you must hate me, right? She turned her eyes to look at the pale Ajing, her eyes full of pain: "I'm not a good person. Child. I hurt you so deeply! ”

Ah Jing slowly approached the bed step by step, looked at Ah Hui, stood at the head of the bed and shook his head confusedly: "No, you have always been my mother." No matter what, I recognize you as my mother.

How could Dad not love you? He loves you, and when he took me to the mountains, he would say, my mother's figure is delicate and beautiful, my mother's smile is sweet and charming, and my mother is the kindest person in the world. Why doesn't he love you? He loves you and he loves me. ”

Ah Hui was shocked, and tears rolled down: "He said this about me? Does he love me? ”

Ah Jing knelt down, pulled the sheet, and wiped her tears: "We were so happy. How can there be happiness without love? Those are, of course, dad's love, how can love be pretended? ”

Ah Hui suddenly quieted down and looked at Ah Jing: "Child, do you hate me?" ”

Ah Jing shook his head: "If I really don't have a biological mother anymore, and you brought me to the age of sixteen, you will be my mother." No matter what you do, I don't hate you. You're my mother. How could I hate you? ”

Ah Hui took Ah Jing's hand, and a flash of brilliance flashed on her pale face: "You don't hate me? Am I still your mom? ”

Ah Jing nodded with tears in his eyes.

Ah Hui quieted down, looked at Ah Jing, and showed a smile from his mouth: "Good boy." Mom was wrong. Mom has always been wrong. ”

Ah Jing shook his head, and Ah Hui suddenly began to cough violently. Lu An immediately rang the emergency bell. The nurse came over and bent down to check.

Ah Jing quietly exited the ward and came to the corridor, Lu An followed her, Ah Jing turned around and cried on Lu An's body: "What should I do? What am I going to do? ”

Lu An patted her lightly and stroked her messy hair with his hand: "You did the right thing." It's all gone. Let her go in peace and happiness. ”

"But Dad really loves her, why didn't she find out?"

Lu An was silent for a while, and gently pressed his head on Ah Jing's shoulder: "Sometimes, hatred blinds people's eyes and makes happiness a color. ”

Ah Jing stopped talking, hid his face and sobbed softly: "Dad, Dad, what happened, you want to exchange your life for my safety?" ”

Lu An hugged her tightly and comforted her gently: "This is a clue." I'll send someone to find out. There will always be results. ”

Ah Jing cried, and suddenly raised his head to look at Lu An, his eyes were misty: "Anzi, I am actually no longer so obsessed with looking for results. Mom is like this, is it because she is too stubborn? I don't want that. I just want to be safe with you for the rest of my life. I don't want to come to the end of my life. It's too late. It's really too late! ”

Lu An didn't speak, and lowered his head to kiss her tears. Smiling: "We will be happy when we are bears, you are so kind, of course we must be happy!" ”