Chapter 151: Dirty
Li Wenwen didn't speak, and her mother began to give examples of what she had done recently, changing passwords, blocking their phones, and refusing to contact them.
In the end, her mother said sharply: "Li Wenwen, I need you to apologize to me and your father, and promise never to make such a mistake again!" ”
Li Wenwen listened expressionlessly, and when her mother finished speaking, she said:
"Mom, I'm pregnant."
"What if you're pregnant, if you're pregnant, you can be disobedient... What?! ”
The sound on the other end of the phone was broken, and there was no sound for a long time, Xiao Tao could imagine how surprised Li Wenwen's mother was when she heard that she was pregnant.
After a while, a man in his fifties spoke in a calm voice, and Xiao Taose shrank for a moment.
The man's voice was similar to that of her father.
"When?"
Li Wenwen's face turned pale and his lips trembled: "I ...... three or three months ago."
"Bastard!"
Li Wenwen's whole body trembled, and he closed his eyes in fear, as if Father Li was standing in front of her and reprimanded her.
Father Li: "No shame! You take your own leave and come back, and hurry up and give me this evil seed!" ”
Li Wenwen grabbed the meat of his thighs, took a deep breath, and said: "I want to prepare for the graduate school exam, and if I don't come back during the summer vacation, I will handle the children's affairs myself, and tell you that I just want to ......"
"Can you handle it yourself? How do you deal with it? Without waiting for Li Wenwen to finish speaking, Li's father directly interrupted, "You have an abortion and have to be confined, what if your classmates know, what if your teacher knows, how will we see people in the future?" If you don't want to be ashamed, I'll ask your mother!
Hurry up and get me back! ”
Li Wenwen looked desperate and begged: "Dad, I'm not shameless, don't say that......"
Father Li snorted coldly: "You dare to do it, we can't say it?" Are you going to be angry with me and your mother! I don't have a shameless daughter like you, if you don't come back, forget it! Get out of here! I don't have a daughter like you! ”
There were several violent coughs on the phone, Li Wenwen's mother patted his father's back and sighed:
"Wenwen, you are so disappointing to us, your father is so angry with you that his asthma has relapsed, alas, you, how can you let me say hello. Wenwen, you're a junior, so you should understand something.
Never mind... I'll buy you the ticket, and you can come back by yourself and admit your mistake to your father,"
After a few beeps, Li Wenwen's mobile phone screen jumped back to the dialing interface.
She stared blankly at the lake, tears streaming down her neck from the corners of her eyes, and she curled her lips and smiled self-deprecatingly, a sad smile.
She thought that her parents would be her backing and a haven for her, she was so tired and tired that she was already exhausted, and she wanted to seek comfort from her parents.
She thought that although her parents were usually very strict with her, they loved her, and in this case, they would definitely be able to give her spiritual support.
But Li Wenwen didn't expect that this would be a delusion.
She slowly moved her gaze to the smiling girl opposite, her eyes a little envious.
They are different from her, they are clean, pure, they are innocent.
They don't look at the wrong person like her, be deceived by their beloved, be abandoned, and conceive a fetus labeled as a sinister seed.
Their future is colorful and full of anticipation, and she will stink in the dark corners, constantly going down, down, down.
The medical history of the hospital and the marriage examination before obtaining the license will prove to her future partner and his family that she is a shameless woman.
In the old words, it was called a broken shoe.
Li Wenwen stroked her stomach and felt the beating of her little life in a daze, she knew that she should be disgusted, disgusted, disgusted, and even hated.
But she doesn't seem to have these feelings, she doesn't have love, she just simply marvels at life, like the wonderful feeling of exploring the world for the first time as a baby.
Xiao Tao looked at her with her cheeks, she could feel the strong emotional fluctuations in Li Wenwen's body, and the desire to live, but the will to die finally overshadowed that little bit of life.
Li Wenwen sat on a bench and waited until the afterglow of the setting sun dissipated, the sky turned dark blue, the street lamps were lit up in unison, the students got out of their evening classes, and the pedestrians on the road dispersed.
She still sat motionless, like a statue, blending into the bench.
In the end, when the lights in the dormitory were turned off, the security guards on campus dozed off, and there were only kittens scurrying around on the road, and Li Wenwen finally moved.
She wrapped a stone in her clothes, tied it around her waist, and jumped into the artificial lake, which was shallow to her knees, and she walked step by step to the middle of the lake, which reached her waist.
She slowly crouched down and stretched her limbs and lay on her back, like an old man on the verge of death, her movements were slow, and each time it was like a slow motion of a movie.
The gravity of the stone carries her downward, whether you want to die or not, but at the moment of suicide, people will burst out with a strong sense of survival, and do their best to seize every opportunity to live, which is the instinct of being human.
Li Wenwen was the same, when she kept sinking, she couldn't help but start splashing in the water.
A few kittens stood on the shore and watched her, meowing and meowing, but they meowed all day long, attracting no one's attention.
Li Wenwen's lungs drilled into a large amount of lake water, her hands could not find a point of focus, and the clothes around her waist were tied in a dead knot, and she couldn't break free.
Eventually, her hands stopped, her messy hair floating in the water, the top of her head looming, and she was about to sink completely.
Xiao Tao stood on the shore and watched coldly.
Master Ming Ming has already told her, don't die, don't die, live to live, this woman, why don't you listen?
When people are dying, there will be black and white impermanence to pick them up, but now on the shore except for her and a few kittens, there is no sign of Yin Cha appearing at all.
Xiao Tao was a little angry and used his ghost power to move Li Wenwen to the shore, and learned the movements on the TV to perform chest compressions.
Li Wenwen first twitched, spat out a mouthful of water, and then coughed violently while holding his lungs.
When she found herself lying on the shore, she couldn't tell whether she was more fortunate or regretful, she moved her eyes and saw a woman in Qing Dynasty costumes.
Li Wenwen heard the other party's crisp voice with anger: "Have you read all the books in the dog's stomach?" Jumping into the river for a man? Your life is so worthless? ”
Li Wenwen was stunned, grinning, as if crying rather than crying.
Xiao Tao was even more angry: "You have read so many books and read so many words, don't you know how precious life is?!" ”
Li Wenwen closed his eyes: "I'm pregnant." ”
Xiao Tao clenched her fists: "Why didn't you protect yourself in the first place?" ”
Li Wenwen hugged his head in collapse: "I don't know!" I had no idea!
I've read a lot of books, but none of them have taught me how to protect myself as a girl!
They talk about sexual perversion, and I see that I am a hooligan! ”