"Teacher Lu." Kotone tugged at his sleeve.

"I don't know why you're so sad, but you really shouldn't be like this all the time."

"What should that look like?" Luan looked at her. sighed slightly in my heart, naïve little girl, there are some pains and sorrows in life, and you may not be able to understand it for a lifetime.

"You can't let sorrow stay with you in your life all the time. Everyone should start a new life when the pain has passed. You can't always dwell on the past. What is past is gone forever. Isn't it? ”

Lu An smiled. Noncommittal.

"You must think I don't understand anything. Actually, I'm sad too. Kotone stood up and looked into the distance. The wind blew her long hair fluttering.

"Because of a shock and surgery, I lost all 23 years of my life." Qin Yin slowly turned his head, looked at Lu An who was standing beside him, and smiled slightly bitterly: "I don't remember anything." Twenty-three years, how did I get here? Who have I loved? What did I hate? What have I done? What do you like? I don't remember at all. All the past is blank. Even when I saw my former lover," Qin Yin lowered his head, pulled a leaf and rubbed it in his hand, and raised his head again, his eyes full of confusion: "I won't feel like my heart is moving." I don't remember anything. I went to the Ghost Gate, and I lost myself. ”

Lu An didn't speak, and looked at Qin Yin with some shock. These are things he doesn't know. He thought she was a child who had no worries about food and clothing, and grew up happily. Lost the past? What does that taste like? If he were replaced, would he be willing to throw away the past? No, no, about the past, about Ah Jing, he is now, there are only memories. It must not be lost again.

"I'm sorry." Lu An lowered his head. He used to be a little snub to this girl. And the reason for snubbing is completely his personal feelings.

Kotone smiled. "Teacher Lu, there is no hurdle that cannot be crossed. It's just that you're willing to cross. You see me, I'm trying, I forgot yesterday, I use each today to create. If I lose myself, I look for it little by little, and if I can find it back, I will still be the same person, and if I can't find it back, I will reinvent myself. Life is always to be faced with joy. Isn't it? ”

Luan looked at her. There was a faint smile on the girl's face. Such a smile, so plain and peaceful. Like wildflowers blooming on the hillside in spring, they are vibrant, fresh and beautiful.

He was suddenly willing to talk.

"I'm just missing my deceased wife." Luan sat down and broke a branch with many new leaves. Rubbing it gently in her hand, "She has been away from me for more than two years. But I really miss her. I miss every day and night she was by my side, her smile, her hugs, every word she said to me. I didn't want to go back to the place where I lived with her, every single thing made my heart ache. In this remote mountain, listening to the pine waves and blowing the mountain breeze seems to alleviate some thoughts. Looking at the smiling faces of the children, I will forget. ”

He plucked a few young leaves and threw them in the dust, his face full of sadness: "My happiness and peace have been taken away by her." ”

Qin Yin stood, looked at him, and shook his head: "No, Teacher Lu, my wife must not want you to live like this." She must want you to be happy and full of life. ”

"Am I not angry? Is it gloomy? Luan laughed.

"It's not." Qin Yin also laughed, and was dazzled by Lu An's sudden smile, "When you are just in a trance, you look sad like an old man, but looking at your face, you are really young." ”

Lu An smiled: "Anyway, thank you." ”

With this in-depth conversation, the relationship between the two people has become much closer. Qin Yin often sat far away in the playground, looking at the book, and couldn't help but look up at the silhouette in Luan's room. Why do you feel so familiar, as if you have seen it all your life? Those dark blue pupils often make her feel her heart beat when she sees them. What's wrong with her? Could it be, in the past, that she had known him?

This thought startled Qin Yin, and then it was a little funny: if she knew her in the past, she would have lost her memory, but Teacher Lu did not have amnesia. How can it not be recognized? It's really cranky.

Seven days are over in the blink of an eye. The books of Emperor Qinyin have basically been overturned. Bored in the afternoon, she went to the activity room to play the piano. Su Wu once said that she was very good at playing the piano. Two years won't be great practice, but at least I'll be able to play fluently. I just don't know how much difference there is from the previous level?

Melodious music wafts from the activity room. Lu An couldn't help but put down the book in his hand and walked out slowly. In front of the piano sat this beautiful young girl. Wore a short skirt with black on a white background. Revealing white and thin foot bars. Her black hair was scattered, and her body rose and fell with the movements of her hands.

He likes girls like that. Simple, simple, tranquil, quiet, and like Ajing, like a beautiful little flower blooming on the side of the road. It's not a voluptuous rose, it's not a fiery bird of paradise.

After so long, he gradually got used to her presence. What she's wearing. I won't be shocked by the similarity with Ah Jing anymore.

Qin Yin played for a while, turned back inadvertently, saw Lu An, and smiled at him.

Lu An was dazzled by this youthful smile. He turned and walked back to his room. He closed the door and sat on the edge of the bed. What's he doing? He's so confused. Such a young and beautiful girl will have her bright future. What was he thinking? So quickly, he adapted to the presence of another woman? There is no substitute for Ajing. Never. If he can't get rid of it, then it's good for such a person to indulge.

The children are back, and the elementary school is lively.

After answering a phone call, Qin Yin became nervous. Su Wu wanted to see her.

He's a good boy. However, she didn't feel that he was like an ordinary friend, and it was not even as good as her current friendship with Teacher Lu. What should I do when I come? Do you want to make it clear to him?

On the morning of Su Wu's arrival, it was raining lightly. It's Saturday. Qin Yin held up a small umbrella and stood on the school branch playground early and waited.

Luan saw her standing in the rain wearing a pink dress and holding a blue umbrella. Small figure, delicate and beautiful. Then he saw a boy coming up from the junction, with a round face, smiling, and a lovely dimple on his cheek, striding towards her.

He turned and closed the door. I took out a book, but I couldn't read it. I was a little annoyed. So he took his raincoat and walked down the mountain. There are many villagers in the village. He was happy to have a drink with them, listen to their harvest, and play a game of chess with them.

Kotone lets Aso into the room and knocks on Luan's door to introduce him. But the door was locked. He's still there? I was a little stunned. To get along with Aso alone, she is a little uncomfortable out of nowhere.

Su Wu looked at the sound of pouring water, she really changed, there was a slight smile on her face, and she was no longer thin arms and legs like bean sprouts. Like spring bamboo shoots in the sun, full of vitality. There is no embarcidness that does not exercise all year round, and the depression and loneliness that I used to have are gone, as if I have changed a person.

Taking the water from Kotone, Aso smiled happily. In this laughter, a wave of confusion swelled up: two years later, he couldn't find the original sound. She has become so much, changed so much, so healthy and happy, can he still grasp their future?

Cook with Kotone, take a walk in the grounds after the rain, and play the piano in the activity room. Su Wu became more and more surprised, she would cook by herself. She reads boxes and boxes of books of all kinds, and she raises her hand to play bright and relaxing music. This is something that the former delicate and unemotional piano could not have imagined. At that time, she played the piano under the flower stand, and the music she played was heavy and full of resentment, with resentment and sadness accusing the injustice of fate. He was her only friend and support. But now, her life is like a clear sky. She herself, like a little sun, illuminates every place she is. He couldn't even find a trace of him in her life.

Su Wu was happy for her, but he was a little heavy. "Qinyin, you've become so much that I can't even recognize you." Su Wu sat on the edge of the playground and looked at her slightly.

"Isn't that what I am?" Qin Yin asked, tilting her head.

"That's not the case," Su Wu held her hand: "It's completely different. But now it's a great thing. ”

Qin Yin quietly pulled out his hand, lowered his head and smiled, but he didn't feel much in his heart. She didn't like it when he held her like that. She really didn't like it.

Of course Su Wu could feel it. But before, he didn't do anything more. At that time, the sound of the piano was weak and delicate, and she couldn't be emotional at all, and the slightest movement and emotion that caused the blood to accelerate or the blood vessels to expand could kill her.

withdrew his hand and walked up and down the mountain, but Su Wu's footsteps were not as relaxed and happy as when he came. He kept looking back at the pretty figure standing on the edge of the playground and the dress fluttering in the sun. The farther and farther I went, the more strange the figure became. People are the same, love is gone. He started running wildly on the mountain road. He felt that he had really lost her. But he didn't want to give up. The sound of the newborn piano, how cute!

Lu An began to be always away from school again, and he couldn't be seen except in class. Even when they did, he only greeted him lightly, as if none of the friendships they had formed in May had happened.

Qin Yin was a little disappointed, but there was nothing she could do. Once a person closes the door of his heart, it is not easy to knock on it again.

Lu An now has a longer beard, which looks more vicissitudes.

When Qin Yin looked at him, he felt a little sad in his sorrow, he must miss his wife more, right? Otherwise, why bother to make yourself like this?

The days flashed by quickly. In a blink of an eye, the sound of the piano has been coming for more than half a year. The contract is about to expire, should I continue the contract? Children in the mountains can already speak simple conversations in English and tell short stories.

She wanted to renew her contract, and was thinking about discussing this matter with Lao Yu, but the school received happy news from the Education Bureau: because of the development of compulsory education, considering the special situation of Dongzishan. Children in Dongzishan will be subject to 12 years of compulsory education, and at a very small cost, they will go directly to the town's primary school to board and study, and the school in Dongzishan will be abolished.