took out a lighter, lit two pairs of red candles, lit six sticks of incense and inserted them in front of the tombstones of Yang Tianao and Ling Peipei, took out the lighter and began to burn paper money.

After a while, the paper money turned into black soot and slowly flew into the sky, dancing with the wind as if saying goodbye to her, making her feel like drinking a cup of bitter wine, bitter from her mouth to her heart.

He took out all kinds of fruits from the bag and put them in front of the tombstone, and said hoarsely: "Mom, I'm sorry, I haven't come to see you for so many years.

Forgive me, I don't know what you and Uncle Yang like to eat? So, I bought a little bit of everything, and you all try it! ”

The wind of the summer night, neither the material of the spring breeze, nor the bleakness of the autumn wind, nor the cold of the winter wind, it came and went, bringing the heat and the residual warmth of her.

"Mom...... Now I ...... It's become like this, don't you know Cher anymore......

It's not what you think it is...... Are you disappointed?

Are you wondering, how did I become like this? ”

She looked at the small mountain made of dirt, and it was clear that she was so close to her mother, but she still couldn't touch her, and crystal tears slipped silently from her eyes.

His throat was like being stuffed with cotton, and he choked up, "Why did I become like this?" I don't know, maybe it'...... It's so hard to want to live

The harsh reality knocked me back to the point where I had to change to this look...... Never mind...... I am fine...... Still strong...... Still working hard...... It can still shine brightly......"

She reached out to wipe the tears from her face, in fact, she really didn't want to cry.

However, when she came to this place, she couldn't control her tears, so many injuries, so many grievances were like a flood, and they kept coming out of her eyes.

"Mom...... Are you doing well in heaven? Is a house in paradise pretty? Is food in heaven good? Do you still hurt in heaven?

Do you remember the letter I wrote to you? It's been ten years, why haven't you given me an answer? You...... Why lie to me? You have been gone for fourteen years, how can you ......

Won't even give me a dream? Other people's mothers also go to heaven, why can they dream of their own mothers? I miss no less than they do.

Why am I calling out so desperately...... I haven't been able to summon back the slightest mercy from you......" The hoarse voice was desperate, like a flower falling, like a leaf remnant, like a lamp going out......

"Why? Why are you all so ruthless? I just left, and I was only willing to tell me at the last minute, why didn't my grandfather come to see me?

Why didn't Master come to see me? Don't you love me? Is this the love you have given me? Did God think I was too bad to let you come to my dreams?

Mom...... I know I was wrong, and you gave me too late advice...... If it's when you just left this place...... I may do what you say...... Go and be an ordinary little girl......

Right now...... It's too late...... It's too late...... "A sudden gust of evil wind blew between heaven and earth, rolling up the sand and leaves on the ground.

The sky was flying as if she was crying, and the birds on the branches were suddenly chirping as if they were crying for her.

Jian Junxi raised her head, looked at the sand leaves in the air with red eyes, and her heart was like thorns stabbing unscrupulously, scraping mercilessly, making her feel pain everywhere in her body.

Crystal tears rained down her cheeks and fell into the dust, how to describe her current mood?

I wish there was an illusory shadow in front of me, even if it was black, and it didn't matter if I couldn't see my face.

(End of chapter)