Early October, Iceland.

There were pigeons parked here and there in the square, and someone threw a handful of breadcrumbs, which attracted a flock of pigeons that were nearer to snatch them, and one of them was dumb and fat, and he took a step slowly, and the crumbs were empty, and he looked left and right, spread his wings, and fluttered at the hand of the woman who had just sprinkled the breadcrumbs.

"You see it moving so slowly, and you don't know how to eat so fat."

But the woman sitting on the bench broke the bread and scattered it in front of the dove.

"Well, that's how you are fed fat, which is called the best life of the spoiled pigeon."

Jin Ling looked at the woman beside her with a bracing face, smiling and quipping.

"Goo~"

The pigeon, having eaten the breadcrumbs, crowed coincidentally.

Zhang Yunyun broke most of the bread in her hand, snorted, and reached out to touch the pigeon's feathers to earn a little face, but the pigeon spread its wings and flew away with agility.

"Hey!" Zhang Yunyun raised her head, the white pigeon had a round belly, and she felt funny in her heart, "Treat me as a tool man." ”

Jin Ling smiled: "I guess I'm afraid that you will put it in a cage." ”

"What am I going to do about it?"

Zhang Yunyun subconsciously replied, and after speaking, she suddenly fell silent.

A fish that jumps from a fish tank into the sea will never want to return to the fish tank again.

Zhang Yunyun sighed lightly: "It was me who swore that I would be separated, but it was you who said that I would leave." ”

Jin Ling will always see more clearly than her.

"Looking back now," the warm sunlight made Jin Ling squint comfortably, "I really don't understand why I can't get out, I can't see through." ”

"yes, I think it's ridiculous too." Zhang Yunyun lowered her head and wiped the crumbs of bread from her palms with paper, "There is a good saying, called: There is nothing in the world, and mediocrity disturbs itself." ”

Jin Ling closed her eyes and leaned back on the back of the chair: "You and I are both laymen, life is eight hardships, I can't ask for it, love and parting, resentment and hatred, birth, old age, sickness and death, if you can see through it, then it is not far from becoming a monk." ”

Zhang Yunyun raised her head slowly, people came and went in the square, some looked hurried, some were aimless, and there were fashionably dressed men and women standing in a pile and becoming the focus of attention.

She whispered: "Actually, I don't understand what people live for. ”

"From birth, everything is arranged, learn to walk, learn to speak, go to kindergarten to elementary school, junior high school, high school, university.

After graduation, I started to work, and then I fell in love or went on a blind date while working, and anyway, I will end up going the only way, getting married and having children.

gave birth to a second child, used the knowledge he learned to take the child to explore the world, and when the child grows up, he is waiting to hold his grandson......"

"It's boring, but it's busy, it's always on the road, the end is the grave, and you can only rest when you die."

Zhang Yunyun was puzzled: "If this is the case, isn't the robot better and more worry-free than us, or rather, what is the difference between us and the robot, just like a piece of code that has been written and implanted in the body, not exactly the same, but in the end it is exactly the same." ”

Jin Ling opened her eyes, turned her head, and stared at Zhang Yunyun with strange eyes.

Zhang Yunyun was full of question marks: "What's wrong?" ”

"You're thinking about what it means to be alive." Jin Ling said with certainty.

Zhang Yunyun nodded: "Yes, I have read a best-selling book, which says that people live for the sake of life, but what is life itself?"

People have a hope, a thought, stuff these things into life, life will not be empty, but I don't have these things now, and I don't understand what life itself is. ”

Jin Ling asked rhetorically: "After the fire ignited the villa, why did you change your mind and choose to survive?" ”

"Because it's not worth it." Jin Ling replied without hesitation, "I think it's ridiculous to see those things, everything has lost its meaning, life or death, it doesn't make any difference to me."

But after the fire was lit, standing in the flames, I suddenly felt ridiculous. ”

"Do you know, that's the kind of..."Zhang Yunyun sat upright and gestured with her hands, "Since there is no difference between life and death for me, then why should I stand still and let the fire consume me?"

It was inexplicable, and then I found out that my brain had tricked me, and I was supposed to want to live.

Because of that sense of absurdity, it made me feel that even if I died, there was no point.

So I opened the door and ran out. ”

After listening to this, Jin Ling asked, "You don't think there's any point in living now, right?" ”

"Yes." Zhang Yunyun nodded, "It's boring." ”

"Should I see a psychiatrist? I suspect I have depression. Zhang Yunyun frowned, with a serious expression.

Jin Ling smiled and shook her head: "You go crazy shopping with your credit card, bungee jump with me, do whatever you want, and the rest of your life after the catastrophe makes you feel unreal floating in the clouds."

You look down at the bustling people on the ground and feel in, don't understand, so you want to stimulate yourself, but you still don't feel anything.

But I'm sure you definitely don't suffer from depression. ”

"So, Yunyun, it's time for us to go back." Jin Ling got up, patted the folds of her clothes, and stretched out her hand towards Zhang Yunyun, smiling, "I believe you will soon understand what life itself is." ”

Zhang Yunyun was stunned, Jin Ling carried the light on her back, the warm sunlight hit her body, and the contours of her face were also sprinkled with a layer of light, and her quiet and peaceful temperament made people feel very peaceful.

Zhang Yunyun has a sense of unreality.

She put her hand on it, got up with the force, and the two of them walked back hand in hand.

However, from a distance, I could see that Zhang Yunyun was walking with a limp.

It was not without her price to escape from the fire that she had escaped, her right ankle was bloodied by the falling crystal lamp, she gritted her teeth and crawled out of the villa.

The medical treatment is developed, but it can only recover eighty percent, but Zhang Yunyun doesn't care, she is a little better, and she goes parachuting with Jin Ling in a plaster.

On the way back, Zhang Yunyun turned her face and said, "I never thought that I would become good friends with you." ”

In the past, no matter how good the conversation was on the surface, she didn't look down on Jin Ling at all behind her back, but after that, she told Jin Ling about her situation, and Jin Ling decisively took her to Iceland to recuperate.

"The world is impermanent." Jin Ling raised her lips, "If you want to apologize for your stupidity and arrogance before, I forgive you, but Miss Chu is probably about to open the golden mouth." ”

"You are really ......" Zhang Yunyun smiled dumbly, and then felt stunned.

When she remembered how ignorant she was in the first place, how much she wanted to go back in time now.

After returning to China, the only person she didn't dare to face was Chu Hanxing.

Because she was so stupid at the time.

Blaming the misfortunes of her life on the people who helped her, apart from being stupid, Zhang Yunyun couldn't think of any other words to describe it.

Is it the so-called regular life to be kept in the dark and live in a prepared dream?

Thinking of this, Zhang Yunyun smiled.