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His eyes were full of vicissitudes, and he said in a dumb voice: "Gong Jing, we seem to have known each other for ten years, time flies so fast, I remember the first time I saw you.

You are as noble as a prince, and you look at everything with such disdain with your proud eyes, I never thought of being friends with someone like you, no......

I didn't think about being friends with anyone, I was too busy to think about anything that had nothing to do with my studies and interests.

Actually, when you confessed to me for the first time, I thought that if I had the rest of my life after taking revenge, it seemed that it was not impossible for you to be the person who was by my side

I never thought that meeting again made me know you again, Nangong Jing, do you know what it became in the end after tasting all the flavors of life? ”

After a pause, the corners of her thin lips pulled out a sneer, and she said hoarsely: "It's tasteless, as light as boiled water.

So calm that I no longer care about anyone's life and death, including myself, the world is like smoke, you and I are passers-by, I don't understand why you are so obsessed? ”

She suddenly exhaled a long breath of turbid air, and glanced at Nangong Jing, who still didn't move.

Said helplessly: "Actually, I'm not very good at chatting, I don't know what to say to you?"

Or, let me tell you about the first time I killed someone, I was terrified at that time, and now I think about it, heh......"

She sneered, as if self-deprecating, as if bitter, and said leisurely: "That year, I was nine years old, and I remember that it was a weekend, and my master and I went up the mountain to collect medicine.

As soon as we came home from the mountain, a man suddenly rushed in and said that he was going to rob us, he should have been staring at us for a while, seeing that we were old and young, and it was easy to get it.

Master was kind to the old man and gave him all the money in the family, but he took the money and felt that the money was given too smoothly, and he was worried that we would call the police and want to kill us.

I was very short at the time, and in order to be fatal with one blow, I took advantage of his lack of attention, picked up the scimitar that cut herbs, and stood on the chair.

A knife cut his throat, and he died on the spot, and the master turned pale with fright, and immediately snatched the knife from my hand, in order to protect me.

After he called the police, he said that he killed the person, because there was no camera, and the man was a habitual offender of robbery, and the police knew it as soon as they checked, and they were sentenced on the spot to justify self-defense and not constitute a crime.

Master and I were fine, and He kept telling me that I should never tell anyone, including my parents, about this.

Actually, I didn't feel anything other than surprise when I killed him, but that night, I had nightmares

I dreamed that the man had come to me for revenge, covered in blood, with a hideous face, very terrifying, chasing me and shouting to strangle me

I still remember that fear vividly, because in my dreams, I could feel a pair of very cold hands holding my neck.

It's like a thousand gold cubes of ice on my neck, and when I wake up, I'm covered in cold sweat, and what's even more terrifying is that there is really blood on my neck.

I took a new shower and found that there were no wounds on my body, and at that moment, I believed that there were really ghosts in this world.

I didn't dare to turn off the lights, I didn't dare to go to sleep, I didn't dare to tell anyone, I always felt like as soon as I lay in bed, he would blow into my ears

A burst of cold air surrounded me, making me feel very cold and cold, and such days lasted for about a week, and as soon as I fell asleep, he came as scheduled.

My complexion is getting worse day by day, and I don't have energy to do anything, but I have a lot to deal with and a lot of knowledge to learn

Do you know what I ended up doing? ”

(End of chapter)