Yamaki Chapter 19 Existence and non-existence

"No one can confuse truth with falsehood, and there is no absolute truth in this world. You can understand what I mean by truth and falsehood as yang and yin, good and evil, black and white, existence or none. Sometimes we name a concept, and it's easy to be confined by the concept. ”

Zuo Ci set fire to the peach forest, took out a real peach and handed it to Zhang Jiao.

"I can try to understand, but I can't describe it, I can only understand it, not put it into words." Zhang Jiao's eyes were bright, looking at the burned peach forest and muttering to himself.

The atmosphere of the Zhang family during the meal was still lively and warm, Zhang Liang's face was flushed, and he excitedly told everyone that he had just gone to Beihai with Master Zuo, and he gestured with his hands to describe it to everyone, saying that he had seen the legendary kraken with the head of a fish and a fish.

Zhang Bao was very envious, because with Yu Ji's speed, he could only go to Jingzhou at most in this short period of time, and in fact, Zhang Bao had only been to Jingzhou with Yu Ji once.

Guo Jie was not interested in the Siren, she felt unprecedented ease in Zhang's house, and at this time, while eating, she secretly looked at Zhang Jiao from time to time.

Zhang Jiao's hair was scattered at this time, only tied behind his head with a hemp rope, and he was wearing a gray robe, and his casual outfit looked more uninhibited.

"What are you peeking at? Don't peek at my big brother. Zhang Ru noticed Guo Jie's small movements, leaned into her ear and whispered a warning, but everyone heard it, because Zhang Liang was still describing the kraken on the shore of the North Sea, and everyone listened very seriously.

"What nonsense are you talking about! Who peeked! I... I'm looking at that plate of nepeta. Guo Jie instantly blushed. As a result, everyone turned their heads to look at this side in unison, because this matter seemed to be more interesting than Xiao Liang's kraken.

Zhang Jiao hurriedly put the plate of nepeta in front of Guo Jie, wanting to relieve her embarrassment.

"Yo, it turned out to be this plate of nepeta." Hu Yuer joked with a smile in her eyes.

"It's this nepeta!" Guo Jie was annoyed and angry, and said viciously.

"You eat first, I ate too many peaches, and now I'm full." Zhang Jiao saw that the atmosphere was not right and withdrew from the table.

"Stop, nepeta returns." Zhang Ru's little girl shouted at her eldest brother.

This made Guo Jie unable to eat, and went out with a red face.

"You're walking pretty fast." Guo Jie chased Zhang Jiao to a small study.

"Maybe it's because of me, I'm sorry." Zhang Jiao was also very sorry, thinking that he had known that Guo Jie liked to eat nepeta, so he shouldn't have brought the plate to him.

"Now everyone has misunderstood, what should I do!" Guo Jie's face was flushed, looking at this nerd, she was angry.

"To... Or I'll pay you... How many pounds of nepeta will you lose? Zhang Jiao felt that this kind of thing was not easy to explain, so he touched his head, thinking that if he paid some nepeta, he would let everyone know: Guo Jie really likes to eat nepeta.

"Well... Yes? What did you say? Guo Jie originally heard him say "accompany you", but this guy said "compensate you". I was about to cry when I was angry.

"Don't ...... Don't cry. Zhang Jiao panicked.

"I really thought that this girl was rare for your plates of nepeta!" Guo Jie was so angry that he hammered him, and wanted to raise his legs and leave, but he stopped, snorted, and turned his head.

Zhang Jiao struggled incomparably, no matter how wooden he was, he should understand Guo Jie's mind at the moment. It's just that I'm going to cultivate the Tao, and if we're really together, I'm afraid that we will get together less and leave more. He couldn't bear to let the girl in front of him wait in the most beautiful years. What's more, the illusion of nothingness seems to see blood, as if he feels the soft body gradually becoming cold and stiff in his arms.

Zhang Jiao wanted to reach out and touch the girl's shoulder, which was turned away from him, but he didn't take action.

"Don't you understand my mind!?" Guo Jie turned her back for a long time, but she didn't see the slightest response from the person next to her, stomped her feet, and ran back to the room in tears.

"Hey! You kid, I think you're pretending to be confused! Zuo Ci didn't know when he hid on the beam of the house and peeked, and when he saw Guo Jie go out, he suddenly scolded Zhang Jiao.

"Senior brother, but... But I'm a cultivator, and in two months... I also have to practice with the Master. Zhang Jiao's heart throbbed, and the girl's tears hit her heart like lightning.

"Who told you that you can't marry a wife in your cultivation? If the Master finds out, he will have to scold you! Zuo Ci pointed to Zhang Jiao's nose and blew his beard and glared.

"Huh!? But ......" Zhang Jiao was like being struck by lightning, and he didn't know what to say with his mouth open.

"Do you have concerns?" Zuo Ci pulled him to sit down. Sitting cross-legged in front of him, asked.

"Miss Guo is the only daughter of Guo Fu... Destined not to walk with me, if... If you really follow me, I'm afraid it will be less together and more separated. Zhang Jiao's voice was a little hoarse.

"No one girl is afraid, and you are hesitant to do something!" Zuo Cigang wanted to slap this kid on the head, but he held back.

"Division... Senior brother, I won't tell you, I have a demonic obstacle in my heart, I... I could see a woman die in my arms... I'm afraid..."Zhang Jiao burst into tears as if he didn't realize it, clenched his fists, and his body trembled slightly.

"Huh? Having a nightmare? Zuo Ci's expression was a little serious, he could see that Zhang Jiao might be reincarnated, but he couldn't see through everything after all.

"Well... It seems to be... I'm not sure, I don't remember well, I can't remember. ”

"The woman in the dream is this girl?"

"I don't know... I can't remember her face. ”

"Alas...... I won't say anything more, junior brother, listen to your heart! Zuo Ci saw that Zhang Jiao was in a trance and couldn't help himself, so he patted him on the shoulder and floated away.

"Child, do you have something on your mind?" Zhang Huailin and Liu Yue'e also entered the small study, looked at the tearful Zhang Jiao and asked worriedly.

"Daddy, Auntie, I'm fine." Zhang Jiao wiped away his tears, took a deep breath, and squeezed out a smile to say to his parents.

"Jiao'er, if you have something to say, just tell your parents, maybe we can't solve it, but we can always help you feel comfortable." Zhang Huailin was very worried, and for the first time since his eldest son grew up, he saw him cry.

"If you like the girl of the Guo family, let's go and propose." Liu Yue'e also stepped forward to comfort.

"Daddy, Auntie, I'm really fine, I'm just having a nightmare, and I'm doomed by a vision. It'll be fine in a while. Zhang Jiao interrupted his parents' reassurance and told them not to worry.

"Alas... This child..."Zhang Huailin and his wife were at a loss, they felt that the child must have encountered some difficulties and did not tell them.

In the next few days, Zhang Jiao's situation was extremely embarrassing, because Guo Jie was depressed, she either followed Liu Yue'e out to give soup porridge during the day, or followed Zhang Huailin out to see a doctor, and the rest of the time she often got along alone, secretly showing sadness. provoked Zhang Ru and Hu Yuer to treat Zhang Jiao coldly, saying that he was a bully.

As for Zuo Ci and Yu Ji, they also sighed when they saw him in the past few days, and then turned around and walked away. even grabbed Zhang Bao and Zhang Liang, who wanted to play with him.

Zhang Huailin and his wife wanted to comfort Zhang Jiao a few times, but they didn't know how to speak, so they didn't look for him.

In the whole family, only the thin dog Ah Fei followed Zhang Jiao every day.

After another three days, Zhang Jiao took peach wood as the body, and asked for some silk from Zuo Ci to make strings and make a lyre.

Zhang Jiao hugged the qin nervously and hesitated in front of Guo Jiefang's door, wanting to knock on the door, but he was stunned for a long time, and then sighed in vain, leaving the qin at the door and turning away.

Guo Jie in the room looked at the door expectantly with a roll of sheet music, and after hearing the sound of departing footsteps, she fell to the ground in distraction, and then threw the sheet music to the door with all her might, hugging her knees and crying. The bamboo slips were scattered, falling to the ground and crackling, as if to compose a melancholy music.

"Sister Guo, has he been here, big brother? Did he you off again? Hu Yuer heard the movement, hurriedly came to Guo Jie's door, picked up the piano on the ground and knocked on the door gently.

"Sister Yu'er, let's go in and have a look." Zhang Ru's little girl was eating snacks in the room, but when she heard the movement in Guo Jie's room, she hurriedly came with some dried meat and fruits in her clothes.

"Sister, don't be angry, look, the eldest brother made you a piano." As soon as Hu Yuer entered the room and saw Guo Jie squatting on the ground, she thought of the guqin at the door, and instantly understood what was going on, and comforted her.

"Sister is not angry, eat pears!" The little girl handed out a pear.

"It's... Is this what the nerd did? Seeing someone coming in, Guo Jie quickly wiped her tears and took the peachwood piano.

A girl's love itself is complicated, and often those who can't say the reason for love are the easiest to sink and fall in love. And this affection will accompany you for a lifetime, tenacious and lingering.

The lyre came with a fragrance, and the red body was carved with thirteen petal-shaped piano emblems, Guo Jie held the piano and looked in the direction of the door blankly, and his resentful eyes seemed to pass through time to see the young man who was hesitating at the door just now.

"Why didn't he give it to me personally..."Guo Jie sighed, her voice a little shy and angry.

"Big brother must like you too!" Guo Jie didn't take the pear handed by Zhang Ru's little girl, and then took a bite of it herself, and comforted her.

"Humph! Then why won't he see me? Guo Jie's voice was still a little complaining, and she snatched the pear from the little girl's hand and took a bite hard.

"Hee-hee, I'm going to drag him over." Zhang Ru saw that Guo Jie was no longer sad, and suddenly felt that it was her snacks that had played a role, and she was now open-minded, shaking her pigtails and going out to drag her eldest brother back.

"Don't...! Don't go. Wait for him to come to me himself. Guo Jie hurriedly called the little girl. If you call it, it's shameless to call a girl's house!

Guo Jie looked down at the guqin again, and was happy in her heart. Just kidding, I can't take you from the eldest lady of the Guo family? Hmph, what a little alchemist like a wood.

As Guo Jie was no longer sad, holding the piano and tilting her head there, she didn't know what she was thinking, and the atmosphere became cheerful.

"Oh, sister, try this piano." Hu Yuer picked up the music scores and bamboo slips scattered all over the place, found a rope to tie it and handed it to Guo Jie.

"You idiot!" Guo Jie flicked it and scolded shyly.

Although the piano made by Zhang Jiao is beautiful, it has no shape, and basically all of it runs out of sound.

So Guo Jie tuned the strings for a long time, making it a really good piano.