1435 Seeking Buddha or Revenge?
Yang Hui's eyes gradually swelled, remorse was like the most ferocious flood beast, devouring his internal organs, now Jian Junxi, he didn't even care about revenge, what should I do?
About Nangong Jing, it is like a taboo at home, and no one dares to mention it......
In fact, her current state is just the calm after the hurricane, and her sanity is gradually returning.
It's not so much how much she loves Nangong Jing, it's better to say that she blames herself too much.
She owes him too much, knowing that this will be the result, but she still accepts his approach.
What's more, between them, it has always been Nangong Jing's unilateral dedication, and she has never done anything for him.
Or rather, she has been walking alone for too long and too long, both physically and mentally tired, tired, tired......
Looking back, since I came out of the countryside, I never stopped for a moment, and I didn't even have time to examine myself.
Is that the right thing to do? Can I correct my mistakes?
Lying in bed, she thought to herself over and over again, why did she live her life like this?
After all, she was too persistent, taking a wrong step and making a wrong step.
If she didn't take revenge, she wouldn't have taken the forbidden medicine, her grandfather wouldn't have died, and if she hadn't taken revenge, she wouldn't have gone to Green Water Villa.
will not meet her master, let alone Nangong Jing, as well as Ling Guoliang, Nangong Runzhi, Qin Li, Leng Qing......
After thinking about it, I found that all the people who had accidents were all related to revenge.
It seems that as long as her intention of revenge moves, the more people she kills, the people around her will have accidents one after another, which is like being cursed!
But now that it's all here, is she going to give up?
Even if she is willing to give up, will Huangfu Zhiyuan let her go?
It's impossible, so walking on this thorny road, no matter how much she wants to stop, it's not something she can control.
Also, Lin Yiyi guards her almost all the time, once she can't see her, she will be extremely emotional, as long as she is well, she is very normal.
And herself, from time to time she goes blind and deaf, so even what does she want to do? I can only think about it.
But she is also a human being, and her endurance is limited, and suffering is always wave after wave, violently attacking her body and mind like a tide.
Especially Nangong Jing, who disappeared without a trace, didn't even dare to let himself think about it, any memory was painful.
After calming down, she knew better that she was different from Nangong Jing, in her world, there was not only love, but also her parents, and a lot of people who needed to rely on her to feed.
Therefore, she chose to be silent, empty herself, suppress all her love and hatred in the bottom of her heart, and tell herself not to think about anything.
There was no better way for her to do that......
Being so silent, silent, and silent doesn't mean that she doesn't know anything, nor does it mean that she doesn't act.
What should be done, she did not do less, otherwise, they would not have been able to have such a stable life.
During the time when she was asleep, the people in the shadows were ready to move, but Yan Rongliang's defense was in place.
Nangong Jing's matter, no matter how upside down the Nangong family is, someone has to deal with the things that should be handled.
I am afraid that the form of politics has changed, Nangong Rui is in charge, and Jiang Heng has been secretly looking for Nangong Jing.
Although Jian Junxi controlled everyone with drugs, she never interfered in political affairs.
Of course, she didn't have the energy to care about those things, and just taking revenge would have exhausted her.
(End of chapter)