She hung her head in pain, able to block thousands of troops and horses, and withstand all the suffering, but in the end, she was defeated by the sentence "It's not your fault".

Ever since she was a child, when the children scolded her for being a disaster, this bomb has been buried in the depths of her heart.

I don't want anyone to get close to me, because I'm afraid that I will bring bad luck to others, but if I get close to her, none of them will end well.

This makes her how can she not blame herself, even Nangong Jun, who has nothing to do with her, she is all on herself, and this sentence "It's not your fault"

It was like an exit that suddenly appeared in the darkness, rushing out with these burdens that overwhelmed her, and all the grief in her heart collapsed in an instant, and blood and tears became a river.

"Hey......" Hongyuan sighed, and persuaded leisurely: "Obsession sleeps his heart, no one understands the pain, the world is impermanent, why bother to stain the dust, Amitabha!" ”

Jian Junxi's eyes were hazy, wiped away the tears on his face, and said hoarsely: "The King of the Earth Bodhisattva said, if I don't go to hell, who will go to hell?"

If sacrificing myself can save more people in the world, I am willing to sacrifice myself in exchange for peace in this world.

I just wanted to ask if someone killed his real parents and kept hunting them down for years

The power of the family is so strong that his family has nowhere to hide, nowhere to hide, if he were me, what would he do?

What would you do if you were me? ”

Hongyuan didn't even move his eyebrows, his expression was as plain as boiled water, and he said lightly:

"If it were me, since there was nowhere to hide, then I wouldn't dodge, but I was a mortal body with a physical body, and life and death should be calm, I think, the Jizo King Bodhisattva would also make such a decision!"

The corners of Jian Junxi's lips twitched slightly, and he actually knew in his heart that he would answer like this, and said sarcastically: "It's okay to sacrifice me to fulfill all the people in the world, but it's not okay to sacrifice my whole family!"

Therefore, you are Buddhas, and I can only become demons, and I can't put down the butcher's knife, even if I stand on the ground, I can't become a Buddha! ”

"Amitabha! There is no good or evil in people, you are not a demon, Bodhi has no tree, the mirror is not a platform, everything has a cause and effect, let go to be liberated! ”

Hongyuan looked at her calmly, and his voice was unusually loud.

Jian Junxi felt as if there were ten thousand insects devouring the marrow in his mind, and he couldn't help but grab his hair with a painful face, and asked worriedly, "What is letting go?" What is liberation? ”

"Loved, hated, hurt, repented, and let go of it if you see through it.

Liberation is the elimination of the troubles in the heart, no matter what is happy, no matter what is sad, no matter what is separated, no matter what is together.

It is difficult to practice in adversity, and there is no fear to see through the red dust, and the words of Amitabha Buddha ......" Hongyuan are full of seriousness.

"But...... I can't let go, and I can't get rid of ......"

Jian Junxi's tearful eyes were full of grief, and he said painfully: "Once, I also wanted to be a good person, and I also wanted to go to heaven

But on this thorny road, I am cautious, walking on thin ice, if I don't become the strongest, I may be choked by others at any time.

Even if I don't take revenge, that person won't let me go, to be a good person, you have to stand there and wait for others to kill, why?

I can't! I'd rather become a demon, even if I want to go to hell, never be reborn, and never look back! ”

"Hey......" Hongyuan sighed, helpless between his eyebrows and eyes.

The corners of his lips full of wrinkles moved slightly: "One thought of good, one thought of evil, one thought of rising, one thought of falling, the cause of the past life, the effect of the present life, are all between one thought!" ”

"Hehe......" Jian Junxi raised his lips and sneered, the face of crying and laughing, no matter how you look at it, it is heart-wrenching.

(End of chapter)