"Shouyun?"

"Well, ma'am...... I came back late. ”

There are no superfluous words, but they can both understand their hearts - it is the greatest blessing to be able to see this side in this life.

Now He Qing'an has already grown up, and she is not the little girl who will complain about Ning Shouyun in front of her sister, but only watch the reunion of her sister and brother-in-law and hide her face.

"The newspaper said that you donated the Piro in your hand to restore the weaving for the machine shop?"

"Half a horse." He Qinglian has worked hard for many years, and he is indeed a little old, and he is a little weak when he speaks, "Not long after you left, I sold more than ten meters out." ”

"Okay, okay......" I haven't seen him for decades, Ning Shouyun doesn't know how many things he wants to talk to his wife in his heart, and before he meets the latter, he doesn't know how long it has been brewing.

But when Ning Shouyun really stood in front of He Qinglian, all his worries and love only turned into a sentence of 'I'm back'.

The young man has a long desire to serve the country, and he has returned to his hometown for thousands of years. Ning Shouyun didn't dare to ask his wife how he had been doing over the years, a pair of children were still alive now, and in the former's heart, he would be satisfied to see him once in his lifetime.

The three of them walked one after the other, until He Qinglian was so tired that he fell asleep, helped the former to the side and sat down, and then the younger sister spoke: "Sister's memory has become worse and worse over the years, and I will always miss you when I have time......

"It's my fault, I'm sorry Qinglian, if I was willing to listen to my parents back then, maybe I wouldn't have let my wife work so hard." Listening to He Qing'an's words, Ning Shouyun couldn't help but blame himself a little.

It's just that Ning Shouyun couldn't imagine that he would forget even his closest people because of his injury? In vain, let his wife take this big family and everyone in the machine workshop to work hard to make a living.

In that era, countless young people rushed to the front line of defending their families and the country for their families and the country, and many families did not even have a single descendant. Ning Shouyun also knew that there was nothing wrong with their choice, but when it came back to himself, he was indeed not half worthy of his wife.

He Qing'an is no longer the ignorant and reckless girl when she was a child, seeing Ning Shouyun's inner entanglement, the two of them sat like this, accompanying He Qinglian, who had never woken up.

"You're not wrong." He Qing'an had to speak, "Sister, she has never blamed you. ”

Facing He Qing'an, who is so reasonable now, Ning Shouyun was stunned for a while, pursed his lips slightly, and didn't know how to respond. Then he lowered his eyes again and remained silent.

"Are Hua'er and Xia'er okay?" I don't know how long it has been, the slanting sun on the horizon hit people crookedly, Ning Shouyun asked sullenly, "Are they still ...... In, right? ”

"Yes, how can you not be?"

"You also know that my sister went by herself, and it is impossible for these two children to have an accident."

"Anwar and Anxia now have stable jobs, have their own families, and are planning to have children...... Then you will have grandchildren. ”

"Hmm......" Ning Shouyun put his heart down, "It's good that everything is safe!" ”

The sunset reflected the distant mountains and scattered the figures, but He Qinglian was still asleep, Ning Shouyun couldn't help but worry: "Qinglian, what's wrong with her, have you been sleeping so much lately?" ”

Speaking of this, even He Qing'an also felt strange, his sister's memory is getting worse and worse now, she always talks about the past for a long time alone in the mirror, and she loves to sleep more and more, and spends half of the day in a dream.

At first, He Qingan thought that his sister was running away from something, escaping from the separation for many years, and nostalgic for the years when the family was right...... Later, He Qingan began to worry about his sister's health.

"Recently, my sister has always been sleepy, and she always misses you." Thinking of the hardships of his sister and brother-in-law over the years, He Qingan didn't want to worry about the two of them anymore, and the words that came out of his mouth couldn't help but be a little evasive, "I think I've been thinking about you for a long time, and I always have to worry about the past every day." ”

"Even when I see Anwar and Anxia, I always think about some old things in the past, and I don't even ask much about recent things during this time." He Qing'an was worried about his sister's situation, but he didn't want his sister's children to worry about their family and work, and they also had to worry about their sister's body.

"Have you taken her to see Lang Zhong?"

"Have you been to the hospital?" Ning Shouyun realized that his previous sentence was outdated, and he was busy adding, "Did the doctor say anything?" ”

"Where can I take her to the hospital to see ......" The forbearance sigh could not cover the snoring of He Qinglian on the side, and she was really helpless to be a little sister, "If you talk to her about going to the hospital, she is afraid that she will think that she has a serious illness." ”

"Besides, my sister, she doesn't think it's a big deal, and going to the hospital will affect my life with Anwar and Anxia."

Needless to say from He Qing'an, Ning Shouyun also knows what kind of temper his wife has. As long as you have made up your mind, even if others say it, you will not be shaken, so you will naturally blame yourself for worrying.

"Ansha said, maybe it's Alzheimer's disease in the West." Taking advantage of the fact that his sister had not woken up yet, He Qingan told Ning Shouyun about the possibility that he least wanted to become a reality, "That is, a kind of dementia that the ancestors talked about." ”

"This disease, if you use the methods of the ancestors, I am afraid it will not be cured."

When the words came out, He Qing'an was worried that the brother-in-law who had just met with his sister would panic, and hurriedly added a sentence that I didn't know whether to explain or add to the chaos: "If it's really this dementia, I'm afraid that my sister will forget us all and only remember the events of many years ago......"

A small whimper came from He Qing'an's words, and Ning Shouyun, who had not seen his wife for decades and endured excitement without shedding tears, was finally broken through the last barrier in his heart by He Qing'an's unintentional words.

"You ......" How could He Qing'an not react now, if he was suitable, he stimulated his brother-in-law? But in the end, I was speechless for a while, and I didn't know how to comfort the latter's emotions.

"Madame, do you blame me for forgetting the events of the early years all these years? Is it because God also complains that I can't stand my wife, so he wants to punish me like this? ”

"Obviously I remembered, obviously I just remembered...... Why? Is it that these years have been too bitter, and she doesn't want me to blame myself? ”

Ning Shouyun couldn't help himself for a while, Mo said to control his tears, it was this sad words, which only flowed out of his mouth, and was not controlled by anyone at all.

"You calm down, so that my sister will see when she wakes up." Today's He Qing'an is no longer the little girl whose emotions are still uncontrollable, and she understands that there are many things in this world that ordinary people can't control.

"Obviously, I saw the Hangluo in my niece's mouth, and I remembered her, why?"

If nothing else, Ning Shouyun is now the same as Fan Jin who was lifted, one sad and one happy, explaining that he was lost in phlegm, and he couldn't ease his senses for a while.

"Sister will never want you to blame yourself like this......" As soon as these words came out, He Qingan also knew that he was powerless, but he still had to follow his words, for fear of irritating Ning Shouyun again.

"Although my sister and I have worked hard all these years, we have lived a stable life in the rear, if it weren't for you to fight against the invaders, where would we be today?"

"What's more, Sister still remembers now, even if Sister doesn't remember, we can make Sister remember us over and over again, right?" He Qingan is persuading his brother-in-law Ning Shouyun, and he is also persuading his heart that can't calm down, "If you forget one day, we'll tell her about it for a day." ”

"If we forget for a month, we will talk to her for a month...... As long as we don't forget her and don't bother her, even if she really forgets us now in her life, we can make her remember it again and again, right? ”

"Why did I sleep so long?" Ning Shouyun was left to hide his face silently on the flower bed on the side, but he didn't expect He Qinglian to wake up at this time impartially, "Are you...... Qing'an? ”

"Qing'an, what are you making a fuss about? How did you get yourself so old? ”

"You too, why are you messing around with her?" Sure enough, how Qing'an said, there is a problem with the memory of being a sister, just if she is still living in the years of the beacon war decades ago, "No, you are?" ”

Just when he heard He Qinglian's voice sound, Ning Shouyun was stunned and revealed his face buried in his hands, who would have thought that he would ask the former to read it together.

"Ning Shouyun?"

"How did you get back? You're not going...... Well? Why did I know you? Master is saying that there is a boy from the Ning family who wants to go on a blind date with me. ”

Seeing that his wife had really become like this, Ning Shouyun was really scared, afraid that He Qinglian would one day kick himself out of the house because he forgot himself - Ning Shouyun looked at He Qing'an's gaze and couldn't help but ask for help.

Knowing that the latter had no choice, Ning Shouyun still got He Qing'an shook his head in hesitation, and waved his hand in response. If there was a way, I would have tried the latter a long time ago......

When he looked back at his wife He Qinglian, his eyes were a little sad, Ning Shouyun still didn't have the ability to hide his emotions in front of his loved ones after all.

"Why are you upset?" Before Ning Shouyun could think of how to respond to his wife's previous words, He Qinglian already smiled and spoke, "Do you always think I'm stupid?" Can I not know? You, me, and Qing'an are all old! ”

"It's just a joke, why are you still more serious than me?" He Qinglian seemed to really don't know how worried he was about his state, but at this time, he not only laughed, but also teased his husband and little sister, "When people are old, their personalities are not allowed to change?" ”

"If I were stupid, I wouldn't donate Naro in my hand so that the machine could restore it...... The country, the people, I know this, how can there be a physical problem? ”

My sister said this, could it be that she heard the conversation between herself and Ning Shouyun? He Qing'an's eyes dodged, he was talking bad about his sister behind his back!

"Okay, okay, don't look at me like that." He Qinglian slept soundly, of course he didn't hear it, but the attitude of the little sister and the same pair of children in the past had already made the former see the clues, "You usually talk about me openly and secretly saying that I am demented." ”

"Where am I demented? It's just that sometimes I forget something......"

Ning Shouyun knew that He Qinglian was really sick, maybe it was really the Alzheimer's disease that Xiaomei Shicai said-but what did it matter, after so many years, how could he let his wife really forget herself?

"After years of war, it is not easy for those looms and crafts to be preserved, and I don't know how many people have made sacrifices later, so that you can still see this Hangluo now, so that at the end of the last century, we can have this job, and the country can rely on this to have income!"

He Zhenhua's story is obviously finished, and the truth that his grandfather wants to tell An Ji, and even the strength and persistence that he wants to send to An Ji, is just beginning.

"Well, at that time, foreign exchange was earned, and textiles and daily necessities were sold to other countries, not to mention anything else...... In the end, it provides certain financial support for the country's subsequent development. ”

There are pros and cons to everything, and nothing is absolutely good or bad, which An Ji has always known.

Whether it was my grandfather's laid-off or the relatively cheap sale of foreign exchange earners, some people said that it was the tears of the times, but An Ji didn't think so.

Sacrifice and contribution to the family and the country during the war years are also indispensable in the peace years. The only difference may simply be the way it is manifested......

In the eyes of the older generation, there may be regrets, regrets why they don't choose another one. But in fact, when they see the future of their descendants and society, everything is still worth it!

"The reason why your mother doesn't want you to contact Hang Luo should be directly related to me." Where would He Zhenhua not know his daughter's temperament, and why his granddaughter was tied.

"But in the past thousands of years, dynasties have changed, aesthetic changes, and economic development have ...... The predecessors paid too much. ”

"And Hang Luo can stay from the time of his ancestors to the present, he must have his own value." The purpose of being a grandfather is very clear, he supports An Ji's choice, and hopes that the latter will persevere, "Since you have this intention to inherit now, grandpa hopes that you will persevere." ”

"Your mother's place, she should be able to figure it out tonight." After telling the story, He Zhenhua is also very excited now, "If you can't figure this out, she has been a teacher for so many years!" ”

"As for the last hurdles in her heart that she can't get over, grandpa will go and talk to her." Turning his head to meet his granddaughter's eyes, He Zhenhua muttered softly, "So, the choice is yours." ”

"You want to do it yourself, and the whole family will stand behind you and support you. If you want to give up, we will naturally advise you not to feel too guilty......"

Seeing a curtain with a slit on the side, He Zhenhua stood up and carefully covered it, and then turned back to look at his granddaughter An Ji: "You are still young, do what you want, if you don't do well, there is a future, do it well...... Maybe these old things can break new ground under the hands of you young people! ”

(1) Alzheimer's disease has been recorded in Chinese Ming Dynasty books and is a kind of "dementia"

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