As if she couldn't say any more, she covered her lips with her other hand, and it was as if a knife was stabbing and scraping on her heart until the flesh was blurred......

"I ...... I'm really tired...... Why am I doing everything wrong...... I don't think I've ever been right...... Even if you don't do anything...... Or is it wrong......

You tell me...... What is the right way to do it...... Woo-woo-woo......" She covered her lips and muffled herself from crying.

The suppressed choking is full of heart-rending grief.

"Gong Jing...... If...... If I say...... I love you...... Can you open your eyes...... Look...... I'm scarred......

From the time I was sensible...... I don't know what happiness is...... I dare not look forward to the so-called rest of my life...... I knew it for a long time...... I won't be in time for long......

So...... I cherish every moment...... Because of you...... I...... I really want to live...... I'll look forward to it...... What do you call a happy life......

But...... I'm a disaster...... I'm scared...... I'm afraid I'm going to bring you bad luck...... You see...... They...... It's all for me...... Woowoo......

I just want you to live...... At least proven...... I was wrong...... Outcome...... You're still ...... Woowoo woo ......"

The wounds revealed in his eyes are like broken years, and this unforgettable pain comes so wantonly.

How strong is she Jian Junxi? Even if her wings are broken, with the help of someone else's wing, she will accomplish her goal.

She also knows that she is a person who is not qualified to cry out for pain even if she dies of pain!

Because every step is her own choice, whether it is killing someone or pushing Nangong Jing away, if she must blame someone, she can only blame herself!

There are many difficulties to go through in life, and among them, love is the saddest.

Many years ago, she warned herself that no one should love, and if you keep your heart, you are invincible!

After a lot of hardships, I eliminated all kinds of difficulties and dangers, and in the end, I tried my best to win the world, but I still lost to love after all!

For the first time, she felt that she had lost so completely......

It turned out that in this tug-of-war of love, she had already sunk unconsciously......

She always thought that she felt more guilty than emotional for Nangong Jing, and it wasn't until this moment that she understood

She really wants to be with him forever, and she yearns for that happy life

In this life, apart from revenge, this is the only reason that can keep her motivated.

"I throw in the towel...... It's true...... Defeated to you...... As soon as you wake up...... I promise...... Never push you away anymore...... I'll try...... Try to keep yourself alive......

From now on...... We will never be apart again...... I'll always ...... Never let go of your hand again...... In case of...... You can't hold on......

That. Then you're waiting for me...... Wait for me to put ...... Gave birth to Jinyu...... I'll go to you...... Woowoo woo ......"

She clenched her lips, and heartbroken blue tears burst out of her eyes, but after all, she still couldn't hold back and cried out.

The endless pain spread, as if the internal organs had shifted their positions, and the pain of the liver and intestines was so broken that she could not breathe.

Turning her head to look at Nangong Jing's handsome face that was still bloodless, she wished that he could open his eyes and look at herself, but the faint heartbeat reminded her.

The possibility was slim, almost impossible, and in the end, she buried her head in the socket of his neck, clutching his clothes tightly, grieving.

The only sound in the huge room was her suppressed crying, whimpering, like a pianist playing the saddest song in the world.

The uncontrollable crying of sorrow and self-control was sad and bitter, and the sound made Ruan Ji despair......

(End of chapter)