"Ah......h

After rolling on the bed for nearly five minutes, the pain in her head began to subside, but she was panting, sweating profusely, and her mind went blank in pain.

Looking at the top of the cave in confusion, he didn't know what was going on, and the strength in his body seemed to be drained by an invisible force, and he wanted to move, but he didn't have any strength.

The crimson eyes were full of confusion, and suddenly as if he had thought of something, he stretched out his right hand and looked at it in front of him

Just now, she was very out of control, as if she almost killed someone? Why is this happening?

She sat up with great difficulty, folded her hands, and kept reciting the Vajra Prajnaparamita Sutra in her mouth.

The vajra metaphor is the sharpness, tenacity, and firmness of wisdom, which can cut off all afflictions.

Every time her heart is restless, as soon as she recites the Diamond Sutra, she can slowly calm herself.

"Inner demons" refer to the demons in people's hearts, which can also be understood as mental, conscious, and psychological defects and obstacles.

And Jian Junxi's inner demon is the instinct of self-protection that has been lurking in the subconscious for many years.

Whoever dares to hurt her or the people she wants to protect, she will instantly turn into a demon and kill those who want to hurt her.

Hongyuan sealed her memory, and it only made her forget her hatred and unwillingness for a while!

He knew very well that if she didn't, no matter how many years it took, she would not be able to help her develop bodhichitta because the roots of hatred were too deep in her heart......

But even if she has no memory, the instinctive sense of self-defense still lingers in her mind, and when no one hurts her, she can be as calm as water.

If someone attacks her, she will be like a devil, and her subconscious mind will directly erect all the barbed armor to protect herself without going through her brain.

At that moment, she only knew that instead of waiting for others to kill her, then she should kill the other party first, this was her inner demon.

Once she meets someone who wants to hurt her, she will lose all her reason and can't control her behavior, which can also be said to be the sequelae left after Hongyuan changed her life.

And Hongyuan was also worried that she would repeat the same mistakes again, so he laid a spell, as long as she moved the killing thought, she would immediately have a splitting headache.

Break through her own demons and become a Buddha or a demon? Perhaps, it was also one of the tests that the Buddha put on her.

After Jian Junxi thought that his heart was calm, he slowly opened his eyes, and the dark bottom of his eyes was so dim that there was no trace of brilliance.

He came to Hongyuan's grave in a leisurely manner, knelt down like a criminal who wanted to be redeemed, and said hoarsely: "Master, just now, I almost killed someone, I ......

I found ...... I can't seem to control my behavior, I don't know why? Tell me, why the hell is that? ”

All she answered was the rustle of the leaves in the wind, and she hung her head in defeat, knowing in her heart that her master would never answer any of her questions again.

At this moment, she seems to understand why Hongyuan wants her to keep her bodhicitta ......

The sky turned from dusk to night, and a full moon rose in mid-air, and the ridges, the trees, the rocks, and the whole earth seemed to be sprinkled with a thin layer of silver powder, and a white light glowed.

Ling Yuan told Hongye that Jian Junxi was going to kill him.

Hongye rushed over with a volley, pushed open the crumbling door, but the hole was pitch black, Hongye called softly: "Enlighten the heart......"

However, no one in the cave responded to him......

(End of chapter)