It is impossible to live forever in the dark,

It's impossible never to know what your name is.

She wants to let others know her name.

It doesn't matter who it is.

She's going to tell everybody,

She is not a cowardly coward.

She has to get stronger.

""

""

"

She clenched her fists.

She suddenly looked forward to seeing Zhou Zhou.

anyway

I must see Zhou Zhou,

She wants her to understand,

Now she is better than before, she is stronger than before, she can protect herself.

She's going to see her.

"

"

""

She thought.

"

""

She walked into the elevator.

When I got downstairs,

She found that Zhou Zhou was already waiting for her in the company.

She saw him,

He saw her, too.

The two men looked at each other and smiled.

"

""

She approached him.

Zhou Zhou also walked towards her.

He hugged her.

""

""

She leaned on his shoulder.

""

"

"You know what?

I just thought about it all night.

I decided to give up my old life.

I decided to change my fate.

I'm going to try to be stronger,

I'm going to be stronger, I'm going to have more things. "

"

""

""

She said.

""

""

Zhou Zhou hugged her tightly.

"

""

"I see."

"

""

He said,

"Don't overthink it.

I'll be with you. "

"

""

""

He said.

His voice was warm.

She felt her heart become very settled.

"

"

""

She laughs.

"

"Where do you want to travel?

"

Zhou Zhou said.

"

"I don't know.

"I don't know where to play.

"I don't know where to go."

""

""

"What about you?"

""

"

"Let's go and have fun together.

"

"I don't like to play games that aren't nutritious.

"

""

Zhou Zhou said.

She thought for a moment and said,

"I want to go to Beijing."

She wanted to go to Beijing.

She wanted to see the beautiful landscapes,

Want to see those nice street art,

I also want to visit the old buildings and cultural heritage.

She wanted to see the monuments and artifacts of civilization,

There were also a lot of landscapes she had never seen before.

She didn't just want to see the legacies and artifacts of this civilization, there were many, many things.

She wanted to know about her past.

If her parents are still alive,

She will live with them.

If her father were still alive, she would be as filial to him as she had been before.

If her father is alive,

She will also study hard,

Don't let them worry.

She wants to let them know she's great right now,

It's strong, she's grown up, she's old enough to take care of herself, she's on her own.

She wanted them to know,

Her world is big, it's big, it's big,

She's no longer the coward she used to hide.

"

She thought about it for a long time,

It's decided.

She's going to Beijing.

"

"Where do you want to go?"

Zhou Zhou asked her.

"

"I want to see Beijing."

"

""

"I want to see this beautiful and mysterious city."

""

"

"What about you?"

"

"I want to go too."

""

"

""

Zhou Zhou nodded.

She suddenly remembered something,

After Zhou Zhou's parents died, Zhou Zhou's family left her with one child.

Zhou Zhou has no relatives now.

She felt that she might have to go and see Zhou Zhou's parents.

thereupon

The two of them packed up and got on the train and went to Beijing.

After she went to Beijing,

She went to Zhou Zhou's house, went to Zhou Zhou's grandparents' house, and went to see Zhou Zhou's younger brother and sister.

She also met a friend.

This friend of hers is surnamed Sue.

This friend of hers is a very young girl.

Her name is Susan.

She looks very pretty.

She looks very intelligent.

She and she have been living abroad,

She is very familiar with China.

She said that the scenery in China is very good.

She has a very cheerful personality and she loves to be lively.

When she was chatting with her, she said,

"

"You know what?

When I was in Beijing, I met many new people.

They are all very cute.

I envy them.

"

"

"They can all talk to you.

"

She said.

"

"They're cute."

She said.

"

"

"You'll have friends, too.

"

"I hope you can be the same girl as them one day."

"

"

"You're a man with a story.

"I can feel it."

"

"I want you to be happy.

"

"You'll find someone who really understands you."

"

"

"We can be friends too."

"

"There's so much in your eyes that you can't see.

"But I want to help you."

"Thank you."

"

"You don't need to thank me."

"I just feel like I should help you."

"

"You know what?

"I didn't have any family ties since I was a child.

"Until I met Zhou Zhou and Uncle Zhou,

"It's that makes my world shine differently.

"

"I cherish it."

"I'm glad you like me.

"

"Let's be friends!

"

"I hope we can get along like this forever.

"I hope we'll never break up because of one person.

"

"Will you give me a chance?"

She looked at Zhou Zhou.

"Of course.

"Of course I'm willing to give you a chance.

"We can get along forever."

She smiled.

Zhou Zhou had lunch with her.

"

"Let's go to the movies!"

"Good!

"Go to a movie.

"I want to see movies in Beijing.

"I haven't seen the Beijing cinema yet!

"I heard it was fun.

"Shall we go for a walk first?

"

She said to Zhou Zhou.

"

"Okay!"

Zhou Zhou agreed with a smile.

She thought for a moment and said,

"Then let's go watch the movie first.

"Let's go play together!"

"Hmm!"

"You wait,

I'll get the tickets! "

She ran into the cinema, then took out two movie tickets and handed them to Zhou Zhou,

"Let's go!"

"

"

"What are you going to see?

"

"I want to watch 'I Am Not God'"

Zhou Zhou said with a smile.

"

"What do you think of this?"

"

"I love this movie."

Zhou Zhou said,

"Look in my eyes."

Zhou Zhou pointed to his eyes.

"

That eye is the best answer.

"Isn't it?

"I know exactly who I am."

"

"I don't think I can be a god anymore.

"But I want to be a normal person."

"

"You can.

"As long as you can change who you are now, you can do this.

"

"Isn't it?

"Don't care what people think of you."

"You're thinking very openly."

"

"If it's me,

"I couldn't have given up so quickly.

I also follow my dreams and beliefs.

"We can give it a try."

"

"Good!

"We're working together.

"You're a nice girl,

"You also have a kind heart.

"You're going to be happy."

She looked at Zhou Zhou and said.

"Thank you!

"

She laughs.

The two of them went to the movies.

After watching the movie,

"

"Let's go play first!

"Then go get a cup of coffee."

"Okay!

"Let's just go play."

"

"I think we should go to a movie.

"Isn't it?

"Isn't it?

"I think you'd love to be able to go to the movies with me, wouldn't you?

"Don't you like to go to the movies too?

"Let's go to the movies!

"I also like the movies you like to watch."

She said with a smile.

The two of them went to a movie together.

After the movie ended, the two of them went back to the hotel to rest together.

"

"

"I'd like to talk to you.

"We are friends.

"Isn't it?"

"

"That's right!"

"So you're welcome."

"Hmm!"

She said.

She went to the bath with him,

"I'll get you a change of clothes."

"I'll go find a bathrobe."

He said.

"Okay, I'm sorry for you.

"Thank you!"

"You're welcome."

She walked into the bathroom.

She brought him a bathrobe,

Then he walked out and hung the bath towel on the bedside table.

"Let's go take a shower first!"

She laughs.

She took clean clothes and went into the bathroom.

"

"You wash it first!

"I'm looking for a bath towel."

"Hmmm!

"Okay."

She said.

He took a shower, then changed into clean pajamas and lay down on the bed.

She sat on the edge of the bed and watched him quietly.

He slept with his eyes closed.

He's very handsome,

There was a faint sadness on his face,

There was a faint melancholy between his eyebrows,

And the pain that lay deep in his eyes.

His lips were a little pale, and he looked like a vampire.

He's so beautiful!

Zhou Zhou thought in his heart.

She looked at him for a long time.

She suddenly reached out and stroked his cheek.

He opened his eyes.

"Can I kiss you?"

"

"Nope.

"I just wanted to see you.

"Your eyelashes are so beautiful!

"I'm envious."

"

"Your eyelashes are beautiful too."

"I love your eyelashes.

"They leave a mark on your face.

"But you don't care about it."

"

"I just care about you."

"You don't like it.

"Do you like to do it the other way?

"Like me?

"You know, you're my first love.

"I don't want to forget it."

"Don't you like it?"

"I don't really like it.

"I prefer to solve problems in other ways."

"You're not kidding!

"Do you like to solve problems in other ways?

"I'm worried."

She said.

"You're thinking too much.

"I just don't like it.

"If I want to do one thing,

"It will be put into action."

"But I don't think there's any need for me to waste time here.

"I'm tired.

"I want to go back to my old life."

"You can't do that."

"I know that my life is peaceful and there are no worries.

"I just have to have fun in my family and in my life, and that's it."

"I don't want you to stay in my world any longer.

"It's not fair to you."

"For me,

"It doesn't make any sense.

"I just have to enjoy life.

"I just want to do what I love to do.

"Isn't it?

"The two of us are similar in thought,

"You should understand me.

"My soul is also lonely.

"I don't want to be disturbed.

"I don't want to be a laughing stock in the eyes of others.

"You caused it all.

"You are a sinner.

"So I'm going to take revenge on you.

"You know, I have a lot of ways to deal with you."

"You can't do that.

"I don't want to do that either.

"But if you don't, I can't change anything.

"Let's just go through it!

"Okay?"

"Good!

"Let's just live like this!"

"Hmm!"

She said.

She sat next to him and kept him company.

"I'm sorry."

She whispered.

"Nothing."

"You're a good guy."

"Thanks for the compliment."

"

"That's good."

She said.

"Then you should rest early!

"I'll come back to see you tomorrow."

"No need.

"You don't have to come to see me.

"I'm not used to that.

"And I don't want to see you.

"I want to live the life of an ordinary person.

"But my life wasn't all smooth sailing."

"Isn't there still me?

"I can help you.

"Haven't you been short of money to spend?

"Then you can consider my suggestion."

"What do you mean by suggestion?"

"I can help you find a job."

"Oh!"

She deserves it.

"Haven't you been in school all the time?

"I can get you a job when you graduate."

"Thank you."

She said.

"You're welcome, that's what I'm supposed to do.

"Hurry up and go to rest!"

She said.

She got up and went to wash.

He looked at her a few times,

Then he turned his head away.

He didn't know if she would agree.

His heart was full of doubts,

Because he wasn't sure if she would promise him.

He knew he wasn't a perfect person.

He had a somewhat short temper.

But deep down he is so warm.

He would never turn down anyone's approach.

Even if his heart is cold.

He also doesn't like people touching his skin.

He even hates skin-to-skin contact with women.

He never knew he would have so many shortcomings,

Maybe he really should change himself.

But how can he change it?

He was confused.

The next morning, he woke up early.

"Good morning!

"Good morning!

"Did you sleep well last night?"

"It's okay, good morning too!"

She said.

"You're a very good person, you don't have to worry about my life,

"I'll be leaving the city soon.

"I'm not going to get in your way."

"I know."

"I want to talk to you.

"Shall we talk?"

"Good!"

"I don't want to live like this anymore,

"I hope we can start again.

"I can give you money.

"I can give you everything you want.

"Don't you refuse, okay?

"I know I'm being selfish to do that.

"I can't control myself.

"If you don't agree,

"I had to give up."

"Nope!

"You can't give up."

"Why do you say that?"

"If we can start over,

"I'll try."

"You are really kind.

"I'm glad I met you.

"But I don't really need that much property.

"I'm not going to let you break the bank."

"No!"

"Don't shirk.

"This is my heart.

"If you don't take it.

"I'm really leaving."

She said with her head down.

"I know I shouldn't have done this."

"It's okay, we're divorced anyway,

"I'm not in a position to make you pay for me."

"Am I taking over your feelings too much?

"In doing so,

"It pains you.

"Don't do this to me.

"I'm really not going to give you any trouble.

"You just have to wait for me to leave.

"That's the best for you.

"Say yes!"

She pleaded.

"I see.

"Okay!"

She said.

He agreed.

She smiled brightly,

"Great, you promised me.

"It's really fantastic.

"Do you know how much I like you?

"I've always liked you."

"I know.

"But it's impossible between us.

"It's impossible for us.

"You don't want to do that, okay?

"You're not going to end well."

"I don't care.

"As long as I can stay with you.

"I'm already happy.

"I will watch over you for the rest of my life.

"You know what?"

"No!"

She hurriedly interrupted him.

"You know I'm not worthy of you,

"We can't be together.

"I'm not worth it from you.

"You're a good man,

"Either way, we're not fit together.

"You deserve a better life.

"I really won't affect you.

"I believe that as long as you find your own happiness,

"You'll forget about me.

"Don't think of me anymore.

"Don't feel sorry for me.

"I really don't care about that anymore.

"You know what?

"You can't blame me for these things,

"If it weren't for you,

"Maybe it wouldn't have happened.

"You don't have to blame yourself."

She said with a smile.

"I'm not blaming myself,

"I'm just sorry.

"We're really not fit together."

She nodded.

"