2055 Why Do You Become a Monk?
Jian Junxi ignored him and continued to chant the scriptures......
Nangong Jing was extremely annoyed when he heard this, and shouted angrily again: "I said you don't want to read it, and if you read it again, I will kiss you!" ”
Jian Junxi was so frightened that his spine stiffened, took a deep breath, and didn't read it again.
Except for the inexplicable loss of control and injury to Ling Yuan that night, it can be said that he hasn't been angry for several years, and he doesn't know what it's like to be angry.
At this moment, she could inexplicably feel a raging anger in her heart, rushing straight to her brain, and suddenly understood......
Why did Hongyuan ask her, "If you meet a wicked person, he shames you, insults you, scolds you, regrets you, deceives you, and harms you, how should you deal with it?" ”
Allow him? How? What should I do when I can't tolerate it and can't beat it?
"Monks should have compassion in their hearts, remember not to kill, and not to indulge in earthly feelings, the Buddha said, life is created by oneself, phase is born from the heart, everything in the world is incarnated, the mind does not move, everything does not move, the mind does not change, everything does not change."
Hongyuan's words often calmed her irritable heart......
Slowly opened his eyes, staring at Nangong Jing's handsome face, his frightened eyes were already calm and waveless, and his thin lips moved slightly: "You let go first, my feet hurt!" ”
Nangong Jing remembered her injury at this time, let go of her and picked up the flashlight on the ground, ready to lift her robe.
Jian Junxi took a step back and said coldly: "I'll come by myself!" ”
Nangong Jing looked at her worriedly, obviously getting so close, but he felt extremely far away from her, so far that no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't seem to catch up.
Especially her light eyes, there are no tears left, and she is no longer the hard-mouthed and soft-hearted Xue'er she used to be.
Although I have imagined the scene after meeting thousands of times in my heart, I can imagine how many times I can't beat the heartache of this time in front of me.
Jian Junxi squatted on the grass, untied the strap that tied his right trouser leg, and lifted the corner of his trousers, revealing the mottled wound on his right leg.
Nangong Jing wanted to go over to help, but Jian Junxi immediately shouted: "Don't come here, I can handle it myself!" ”
Nangong Jing saw impatience in her eyes, and her heart was like a beast biting, it hurt very much......
He didn't move again, just sat there and watched her wipe off the bloodstains, the wound was not big, just a little deep.
There was no trauma medicine to apply, so she had to tear a cloth from her body and tie the wound tightly.
"There's no way I'm going back with you, you can let me go!" Jian Junxi said while tying his trouser legs, his tone was very light, and he didn't even raise his head.
Nangong Jing's eyes suddenly gathered a thick haze that could not be dissolved, and replied coldly: "Impossible, I advise you to be vulgar and less useless struggles!" ”
Jian Junxi said lightly as if he hadn't heard it: "No matter what happened to us in the past, but now that I have entered the empty door, it is absolutely impossible to be nostalgic for Hongchen anymore!" ”
Nangong Jing felt like there were thorns in his heart, and he sneered coldly: "Huh...... A good sentence "no longer nostalgic for red dust"
Hongyuan cleared your memory and made you forget everything, you forgot what we said about growing old together, and you forgot everything you promised me! ”
Jian Junxi lifted his eyes, pursed his thin lips, and was silent.
Nangong Jing's eyes were as bright as cold stars, and his heart ached that he had never forgotten the past, but in her memory, there were no ashes left.
After a pause, he continued: "You have forgotten that you are waiting for your parents, and our child, he is also waiting for his mother to come home.
Let me tell you, you have a family, you have never been alone, we have not agreed, why should you become a monk? ”
(End of chapter)