"Ding... Bite... Bite! The hurried class bell rang throughout the school, Nan Qianzhe and Xu Yu hurriedly put their bicycles in the school's carport, and then began to run hurriedly towards the same classroom, there were no other students around, only the hurried backs of the two of them!

In the world of promises, the only thing to be proud of is to be able to walk into the classroom with a boy like Nam Chi-cheol, who is sunny and handsome, tall, and has excellent academic performance, and is also the object of admiration of many girls in the school, an almost perfect boy.

Every time Xu Yu and Nam Qianzhe walked into the classroom, Xu Yu didn't have to look with his eyes, he could feel all kinds of complex eyes projected from all directions in the classroom, there were jealousy, envy, contempt...!

It's like each of them holding a different color laser light in their hands, shining towards Promise in all directions, forming a colorful light in this limited space, even so, Promise still raised the corners of his mouth slightly without care, and greeted them with very contemptuous eyes, as if he was silently announcing his position!

In fact, deep in everyone's heart, there is a deeply hidden, demon-like seed, once it encounters the nutrients suitable for it, it will instantly grow into a towering tree with lush branches and leaves, blooming with huge petals like blood, as if breaking through the invisible seal!

Although Xu promised that although he looked ordinary, and he wore cheap clothes that were basically bought from street stalls, he never cared about these external things, and he never compared with his classmates, and his limited monthly living expenses were only barely enough to save food and inspection, so she had few friends around her, except for Nan Qianzhe, who had played together since childhood, there seemed to be no one else, but she didn't care about these either, she may have been used to getting along with loneliness, maybe loneliness is her best friend!

The early morning fog was gradually swallowed up by the warm sunlight, and the light that was not dazzling shone through the glass window of the classroom, shining on Xu Promise's somewhat pale and immature face, perhaps because of the warm sunlight outside the window, Xu Promise stopped the pen she was writing in her hand, and gently raised her head to look at the clear sky outside the window, maybe what she saw in her inner world was not light, but a world as dark as ink...!

At the end of the evening self-study, it was already nine o'clock when Xu Promise returned to the apartment, and Xu Promise knocked on the door gently.

"Mom... Open the door, okay? I'm out of school! ”

Because of the cold weather, Xu Promise kept rubbing her hands, and from time to time she was waiting anxiously for her mother to open the door, when a woman's sharp voice came from inside the room,

"You didn't bring the key, don't you have the key yourself, it's really annoying!"

"I forgot to bring the key this morning, hurry up and open the door, it's cold!"

"It's good to be cold to death! I'm annoyed to look at it! ”

At this time, there were a few slow footsteps in the room, and he suddenly opened the door, didn't look at the promise, turned around and sat on the sofa in the small living room again, and continued to knock melon seeds, watching the costume TV series that was playing on the TV.

"The dishes on the table are cold, you can take them to the kitchen and eat them hot!"

Xu Yu looked at the two dishes on the dinner table, one was fried shredded potatoes, and the other was oily wheat cabbage.

Xu Promise gently put down the schoolbag, and then came to the kitchen with the already cold food, ready to be warm, she saw that the food in her hand was not eaten much, so she asked, "Mom, have you eaten?"

"I don't need you to care if I eat or not, the more I look at you now, the more like your conscienceless father, I shouldn't have given birth to you in the first place! I owe you all this life! ”

"You don't owe me, I owe you, it's my dad who is sorry for you, and it's not me, why target me?"

"You're reasonable, aren't you? You dare to talk back to me, I raised you so big for nothing, something with no conscience! ”

At this moment, Promise's mother was like crazy, rushed to Promise, who was still in place, and quickly snatched the two dishes that Promise had not yet put in the pot in Promise's hand.

Syllable...! The plate was slammed to the ground!

"I told you to eat!"

At this time, Xu Xu didn't see any change in expression, just quietly watched the middle-aged woman in front of her keep scolding and accusing, and her thin and thin body showed even more loneliness and helplessness......!

She always doesn't believe in the fact that the woman in front of her is her mother who loved her a long time ago...!

The heart has been broken as completely as the plate, and it is completely broken, the broken porcelain piece has been deeply pierced into the heart that is still beating with holes, maybe it is numb and can't feel the pain!

The cold wind whistling outside the window, through the gaps between the glasses, emitted a "woo... Woo "... The sound seems to be someone whimpering sadly...!

In the dark night, in the distant sky, there hung a moon shaped like a sickle, emitting a faint yellow light, enveloping this not a prosperous city, full of faint sadness...!

Xu Promise slowly picked up the porcelain pieces that were falling everywhere, put them in the palm of his left hand, and then put them in the trash.

Everything is calm again, Xu Yu took a steamed bun with a little residual warmth in his hand, and gently opened the door of his bedroom, the small space can only put down a single bed, even the writing desk has no extra space to rest, every time I write homework, I can only sit on the bed, my back is against the head of the bed, a thick book is placed on my knees, and then I put my homework on top of the book, and I feel very tired every time I finish my homework!

In the dim light, Xu Promise nibbled on steamed buns, the pen in his hand quickly wrote various English letters in the notebook, and the cold wind was still howling outside the window, and the faint yellow moonlight!

I don't know how long it took, Xu Promise stopped the pen in her hand, looked out the window at the city that made people feel inexplicably sad, and the unspeakable loneliness arose, she pulled up the quilt and buried the whole person in the quilt, tears uncontrollably burst out of her eyes, tears flowed down her face...!

The appearance of my father seems to be becoming more and more blurred in my mind, even if I try my best to piece it together with my memory, the picture projected in my mind is still blurry, when do I remember that I am still very young, my father always likes to lift himself above his head every time, and he always laughs happily, but he seems to have forgotten when his father left her and left her mother, and when life has become like this...!

The clock hanging on the wall opposite the bed, dripping... Da.. Drip. Da... The second hand is constantly turning, the time is passing second by second, the hour hand slowly freezes the direction of two o'clock in the morning, promising to shrink the body, hold himself, and fall asleep...!