Chapter 360: If It Were Not Me

Ning Xiang felt that she should live, because she carried the desire to live on her shoulders.

It was a pair of eyes, and when they looked at her, they showed hope. Hope she's better, I hope she can live.

At that time, Ning Xiang told the person in the mirror, "You have to be strong and live out your sister's happiness." ”

You deserve to live, you deserve to live in this world, you deserve to be happy.

Now, Ning Xiang asks herself, what do you live?

Your life is extremely bad, indulged without knowing it, without self-respect and without self-esteem, as if there are many voices accusing, cursing, and asking rhetorical questions, making people avoid and retreat.

"You're a bad guy! You're a big wrongdoer! You are the one who brings misfortune to others! You don't deserve to live. ”

Thinking of this, Ning Xiang held her head and gently knocked the wooden board of the crib.

Ning Xiang knew that she couldn't close her eyes.

If you close your eyes, you will fall, you will fall.

Forget who she is and where she is.

Close your eyes and fall into a weightless space, like when you were a child.

Dizzy for a while, then unconscious.

In the fog, Ning Xiang would hear her mother say, "If it weren't for you, I would have won the Best Actress long ago." ”

"yes, if it weren't for me, wouldn't everything have happened?"

Because she gave birth to a child, she delayed her mother's good youth and life.

It was because of Qin Ningxiang's birth that Zhang Yue was in a hurry and lost the opportunity to debut.

Originally, one child was enough, but she became pregnant unexpectedly.

I used a condom, but I still got pregnant.

Zhang Yue didn't blame Qin Ming, nor did he blame himself, he just blamed this child who was too strong in his life.

The child that this condom can't stop is Qin Ningxiang.

Because of mercy, he saved the cub he was accidentally conceived.

If Zhang Yue had been ruthless back then, he would have been a child and then made a comeback.

However, Zhang Yue gave up her comeback plan for the sake of Ningxiang, and missed it once and missed it forever.

A mother, because of the greatness of motherhood, gave up her dreams and freedom, and personally destroyed the glittering star path for a child who was not conceived and formed in the plan.

So, in this case, what reason does she have not to be the victim of this marriage?

What's the reason to ask for it endlessly?

For her alone, so many people died, is Qin Ningxiang not worthy of living?

After sacrificing so many lives to get everything, is there really no smell of blood?

In today's villa, is there black blood floating?

Is the food you eat and drink today with innocent blood in your mouth?

When I lie down today, is the silk quilt that touches my body woven by someone else's body?

Is it all because of her?

Today's health and beauty are exactly what Zhang Yue's star journey has exchanged.

And Zhang Yue's life was finally ruined, in the hands of his most beloved daughter.

Ning Xiang was helped up by the two of them and placed in the sofa, and the paper towel was handed to her.

After wiping away the tears, the baby's babbling sound, as if there is a rhythm, like the sound of heaven, dotted in the lonely night sky, blooming on the decadent planet. Ningxiang's mood gradually stabilized.

These people have seen a lot of emotional breakdowns of new mothers, and two of them are very experienced, and they have taken care of at least 10 mothers. What kind of haven't I seen. In general, this postpartum depression or anxiety, confusion about one's role and positioning, as well as stress and exertion can basically be relieved after three months. Many mothers have experienced the loss of friends, circles, focus, ideals and even careers for a short time, and finally adjusted with strong adaptability.

Ning Xiang is so young, she may be able to do it in less than two months, and she will return to liveliness and optimism again.

What's more, this family is so rich that there are no financial difficulties.

Although I haven't seen the man yet, I've heard that it's a talented man.