189 Open your heart
He hugged her tighter, and said in a firm tone: "It's okay, I can wait, I can wait for a long time." ”
"Then do you want to come with me to meet my friend?" Hua Shu's heart was sweet, but she didn't forget her plans.
"Okay, as long as you're happy, I'll listen to you." Of course, he wanted everyone around him to know that she belonged to him, but in order not to let her be criticized, he had been worried a lot, and now since she didn't care, he was naturally happy to see it.
Hua Shu raised her eyebrows, "I'm the only one who is happy?" ”
"Of course I'm happy, well, very happy." Feng Ming smiled, Shu'er after opening her heart, it turned out that she still had such a naughty side, it was so cute!
"Poof! Hehe......" Hua Shu couldn't help but laugh herself.
She suddenly found that she would be so naughty in the face of her beloved, like a coquette, making some small harmless little tricks to make it a little difficult for her boyfriend and let him coax herself.
Feng Ming stared intently at her smile, raised his hand as if enchanted, and gently stroked her eyebrows.
"You've always been so cute, so cute that you're mesmerizing." No matter in my past or present life, I can't resist your charm and be intoxicated by your smile.
He didn't say the next words, but Hua Shu was so keen, he had already noticed his extraneous voice, his brows couldn't help frowning slightly, and the smile on his face was no longer there.
"Feng Ming, who are you looking at through me?" She withdrew from his embrace, distanced herself from him, and looked him in the eye earnestly.
Feng Ming was stunned when he heard this, then smiled helplessly, met her gaze, and said slowly and firmly: "What I see is you from beginning to end, and it will only be you." ”
Hua Shu shook her head and said affirmatively: "You are passing through me, missing the person in your memory." ”
"Shu'er, that person is you, don't get me wrong, don't be angry, I'm just ......"
"You don't have to worry, I didn't misunderstand, and I didn't get angry." Hua Shu interrupted his explanation, looked at him calmly, and said: "Since you let me visit Qinglian Space, you haven't missed the past during this time, originally I didn't plan to break it, but now that I am in love with you, I have decided to go hand in hand with you, and some hidden thoughts in my heart should be told to you without concealment." ”
Feng Ming's heart tightened, and he grabbed her hand a little nervously, as if he was afraid that she would suddenly disappear, and held her hand tightly.
Hua Shu didn't dodge and let him hold his hand in the palm of his hand, at this moment, she could feel that he was really afraid of losing her, and her heart was unconsciously relieved, and at the same time, she was more determined to open her heart to him completely.
"In your eyes, maybe the person in your memory is the same person as me, but for me who doesn't have the same memory as you, it's different, since I can remember, I grew up as an ordinary orphan, and everything I have experienced is real, but the past you said, because there is no memory, so it is not real to me."
She looked up into his eyes, and saw that he was staring nervously at her, and her slightly heavy mood unconsciously became relaxed, and her tone became more and more calm, as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with her.
"I can see that you are affectionate and unforgettable to the person in your memory, but you are with me, sometimes I can't help but wonder, did you recognize the wrong person? Is your affection for me because you recognize the wrong person and transfer your feelings for that person to me? Could it be that everything I see now is an illusion, and when you find something wrong, you don't hesitate to take it away? ”
Ever since he appeared by her side, her feelings for him have deepened, and she has always had uneasiness in her heart, originally she didn't plan to say it, but the deeper the feelings, the more unbearable some things become. If she didn't talk to him thoroughly, she felt that unless she had the same memory as him, she would definitely become a hidden danger between them one day.
"Shu'er, you're thinking too much." Feng Ming sighed lightly, a little annoyed.
In the end, she was careless, and she didn't notice Shu'er's uneasiness, indeed she was different from him, she had recovered her memory and knew everything, but she had no memories of the past, and it was normal to be uneasy. Why did she ignore such an important point, thinking that she could accept the status quo with peace of mind and wait for the day when her memory was restored?
"I didn't recognize the wrong person, and I can't admit it, you are you, there has never been anyone else, as long as you wait until the day when your memory is restored, you will know that whether it was in the past or now, the person I love in my heart has only one you from beginning to end."
"But I don't remember the past with you, and it's not the same person you remember." She knew that maybe what he said was true, but she just felt that he was remembering another person, and she felt a little uncomfortable.
Feng Ming looked her up and down seriously, and nodded matter-of-factly, "Well, it's indeed different, especially the personality, it's really changed a lot." ”
Hua Shu glared at him unhappily, although she had tried her best to hide it, the gloom that flashed in her eyes was so obvious.
"Hehe, silly girl, I'm just kidding." Putting her gloomy look in his eyes, Feng Ming couldn't help but feel distressed, wrapped his arms around him, and hugged her into his arms again, "Your bloodline and soul are the same from beginning to end, the difference is only whether you have memories or not, you and my souls are connected, and it is absolutely impossible for me to admit my mistakes, so you are simply thinking too much, and you can't get along with yourself." ”
Speaking of this, he couldn't help laughing, eating his own jealousy like this, he was also eye-opening, although he felt sorry for her and had been silently bearing the uneasiness in his heart, but he couldn't help but rejoice in her heart because she was jealous of herself, it turned out that she loved him, and she loved him enough to eat her own vinegar for him!
"Humph! I don't have a memory anyway, so I can say whatever you want. Hua Shu's face burned a little, turned away from his embrace, sat on the sofa, and ignored him with a pillow in his arms.
"Shu'er." Feng Ming chased her to sit down, stretched out his hand to hold her little body, and said helplessly: "What do you want me to say before you can believe me?" ”
Hua Shu was silent, in fact, she knew that most of her uneasiness was due to the crankiness of caring too much about him, but when she thought that she was in front of him, he missed the past through herself, and she felt uncomfortable in her heart, even if she knew that what he was thinking about might be her former self.
"It's not a question of believing each other at all, we are obviously facing each other, you are talking to me, but your eyes are not looking at me in front of you, if we take the opposite position, how do you feel?"