344 Mixed feelings
Abandoned in an orphanage since childhood, and after being adopted by his adoptive parents, he didn't have a good life for a few days, faced cold violence for a long time, and then was abandoned in the orphanage again.
For Xiaoshu, that memory is probably only dark, and even when she looks back now, she has a lot of emotion, as well as deep distress for Xiaoshu.
She didn't know why Xiaoshu's relatives abandoned her in the first place, but thinking of the hardships she had suffered since childhood, she felt sorry for Xiaoshu at the same time, but she couldn't help but resent those who abandoned her children. However, she has personally experienced the hardships of being an orphan, and knows how important it is for a child to have a healthy family or have a loved one, so she sincerely hopes that she can recognize her relatives and live well with them, so that the road will be smoother in the future.
"Xiaoshu, since you have finally found your relatives, you should be filial to your parents and live in harmony with your relatives, why do you bother like this?" He Ling sighed lightly, although she was dissatisfied and resentful of the people who abandoned the child, but for the sake of Xiaoshu's future journey, she couldn't say anything bad.
He Ling's thoughts, Hua Shu only had to pay a little attention, and immediately understood everything, and her heart couldn't help but warm slightly, and there was a little smile on her face.
"Aunt He, don't worry, how you want to get along with them, I will depend on the situation, as for me and Feng Ming, hehe, my fiancé is so good, they will definitely not object." Anyway, she had already made up her mind, and even if they objected, it would be useless.
Besides, the Hua family is not stupid, whether she recognizes them or not depends on her mood, and at this time she jumped out to oppose it, didn't this drive her out? Besides, Feng Ming is the young master of the Feng family, the largest family in the immortal cultivation world, and he is also a peerless genius who is amazingly famous in the entire immortal cultivation world, such an excellent man can't look down on him, what kind of person do they think they can pick?
Of course, if they really make a mistake and insist on opposing it, she doesn't mind fighting them to the end, anyway, she has no feelings for them, even if they don't get along with each other, she won't be too sad.
So, in fact, these worries are unnecessary, and she doesn't pay much attention to them at all.
She smiled brightly, looking indifferent, looking at He Ling's eyes, she couldn't help but feel a strange feeling in her heart.
Today's Xiaoshu feels something different, as if she has grown up all of a sudden, obviously a thirteen-year-old child, but she doesn't look like a child at all between words and deeds, if you don't pay attention to it, it's easy to ignore her age, and there is a feeling of facing her peers.
In fact, she has already discovered that since the death of the old dean and Xiaoshu's serious illness, it seems that suddenly the whole person is different, without the previous inferiority, silence and caution, replaced by self-confidence, calmness, and convincing bearing, especially the dusty and noble temperament that exudes from the inside out, introverted but difficult to ignore, and it is different from her before.
She didn't understand why Xiaoshu had such a big change, but this change was obviously developing in a good direction, so she didn't delve into it, but now looking at Xiaoshu's words and deeds like an adult, she suddenly began to wonder if her laissez-faire attitude made Xiaoshu mature prematurely, was it right or wrong?
He Ling's mind turned a thousand times, and because she was too focused, her complexion changed frequently.
"Aunt He, what's wrong with you?" Hua Shu shook her arm and looked at her strangely.
"No, it's fine." He Ling came back to her senses and shook her head.
Forget it, don't say anything, Xiaoshu has suffered a lot over the years, and it's not strange to be precocious, and she has a career at a young age now, and it is good for her to be more mature, and it has come to this point, and it is useless to think about it here.
Hua Shu didn't know that He Ling had thought so much in just a moment, and for the first time she took Feng Ming back to the orphanage where she had lived for three years, she was also in a bit complicated mood now, not only the happiness and joy of finding a partner who could be with her for a lifetime, but also a lot of emotion about the orphan experience in the past and present life, and she had a lot of mixed feelings for a while.
"Aunt He, I'll take the seal around first." Holding Feng Ming's hand, Hua Shu turned back to He Ling and said.
Seeing that the two of them were in a good relationship, He Ling nodded with a smile, "Okay, you guys go, the children are coming back soon, I'll go prepare dinner." ”
Seeing the back of the two of them walking hand in hand, He Ling no longer had the initial shock and unacceptability in her heart, but felt very relieved, because she could see that the young man named Feng Ming looked at Xiaoshu's eyes full of pampering and tenderness, as if he could only see Xiaoshu alone in his eyes, so focused, so affectionate, as long as his eyes were not blind, he could see at a glance that he was sincerely in love with Xiaoshu.
Just by looking at Xiaoshu's eyes, she was completely relieved, since the two of them really liked it, and they had already set a marriage contract recognized by the family, what else could she not accept?
On the other side, Hua Shu took the seal to the backyard.
In fact, there is nothing to see in the orphanage, except for the house, the backyard is relatively wide, planted with some seasonal vegetables that are usually eaten, and a few common fruit trees and flowers are planted.
However, thanks to the Spirit Gathering Array under Hua Shu's cloth, the backyard, which was originally usually nothing to see, has now added a bit of color. The few fruit trees that were originally wilting and drooping grew luxuriant because of the aura, and the few flowers and plants that almost died also grew with flowers and branches, and they still bloomed arbitrarily after the flowering season. Even the various vegetables grown on the ground grow better than those sold on the market, and the green and tender pieces of water look very appetizing.
Feng Ming carefully looked at the surrounding scenery, and his heart was also full of mixed feelings.
From the moment he stepped into the orphanage, he felt that the aura here was richer than elsewhere, and it was naturally not difficult to see that there was a spirit gathering array here, but even if there was a spirit gathering array that continued to gather spiritual energy, the environment in the orphanage had changed slightly, but it still couldn't hide the true appearance of this place.
The house in disrepair, the poor and withered environment, this is where Shu'er has lived for three years, and it is not difficult to imagine what kind of life Shu'er lived before looking at this environment.
Thinking of this, his heart was even more sour and distressed, and he held her hand unconsciously tightened.
Hua Shu sensed it, held his hand back, and smiled at him.
"Don't show such an uncomfortable expression, although it was true that I had a bad time before, but that is in the past, since I was reborn and came back, I have changed my fate and life, and everyone in the orphanage has also lived a prosperous life, and now that I think about it, the previous hard life is not so terrible."
(End of chapter)