Being suddenly hugged, Hua Shu's body subconsciously stiffened, but thinking that this person was her biological mother, although she was still very uncomfortable, she still let herself relax and did not resist this hug.

However, although she is a mother, she is still very strange emotionally, seeing her crying, Hua Shu can't say anything comforting even if she can't bear it in her heart, and she is not good at comforting people.

Quietly let Su Yixuan hug and cry for a while, and after her emotions were almost cathartic and gradually calmed down, Hua Shu finally broke away from Su Yixuan's arms lightly.

However, when she inadvertently looked up, she happened to see Hua Likun looking at her expectantly, this man who always seemed mature and stable and forbearant and restrained, at this time he could not avoid the gaffe, looking forward to his daughter being able to call himself a father.

Not only Hua Likun, but also the Hua Ting Hua Zhen brothers next to them were also happy, and their expressions revealed undisguised hope.

They haven't heard Xiaoshu call them brother yet! At this time, they were really envious of Hua Lin, and they actually let him take the lead and become the first family member to be recognized by Xiaoshu, and they were also the only ones among their brothers who were currently called brother by Xiaoshu. Therefore, they very much hope to hear Hua Shu call them brother at this moment.

Facing their expectant eyes, Hua Shu's eyes couldn't help twitching, to Hua Lin and Su Yixuan, she was also in love before she screamed, and now that they were looking at them expectantly, she was uncomfortable and couldn't open her mouth.

Secretly stabilized her mind, she straightened her expression, spoke calmly, and said: "I know the purpose of your coming today, originally I planned to find a suitable time to sit down and talk to you, but since you are here now, it is better to choose a day than to hit the sun, and if you have anything to say, I will explain it once today!" ”

As soon as these words came out, everyone in the Hua family suddenly became nervous, and even their sitting posture couldn't help but become upright.

"I've heard from my eldest brother about what happened back then, and although I know the reason why I was in the orphanage, I can't blame you for it, but ...... To be honest, I didn't plan to recognize you at first. ”

Hearing this, Su Yixuan couldn't sit still, and hurriedly spoke: "Xiaoshu......"

"Don't worry, listen to me first." Hua Shu interrupted her words, smiled at her soothingly, and continued: "I remember when I was a child, although the orphanage was not big, there were not many adopted children, whether it was eating or dressing, they had to fight desperately, the friendship between the children was weak, and they held together, the only one who was good to me was Grandma Zhao in the orphanage, if it weren't for her quiet care and care in private, I am afraid I would have been out of this world a long time ago." ”

"Later, I learned the concept of parents and family for the first time, at that time I saw that other children have parents and family love, but I have nothing, at that time I was really envious and wondered, why do other children have parents but I don't? Then, I couldn't help but ask Grandma Zhao, why don't I have my parents? ”

"Looking back now, I can still clearly remember Grandma Zhao's expression at that time, which was incomprehensible to pity, sympathy and forbearance when I was young."

In her previous life, she couldn't clearly recall Grandma Zhao's expression, but she could recall it so clearly, or after being reborn, she cultivated and strengthened her memory. Although, she doesn't want to remember the not-so-good old days when she was young.

"Grandma Zhao had a good heart and couldn't tell me the cruel truth to my young age, so she chose a white lie, she told me that I also have parents who love me, but they have important things to do, so they temporarily foster me in an orphanage, and when they are done, they will come to pick me up. For a long time after that, I believed this lie, even after going through many things, coming here, as I grew older and more experienced, I understood that it was just a lie, just because I really longed for family affection and wanted to have a home so much. ”

Hua Shu spoke eloquently, as if she was telling someone else's business, and her tone was surprisingly calm, but if you look closely, you will find that her eyes have turned red and quietly moistened their sockets.

On the other hand, the Hua family members present, they have long been unable to maintain calm, especially Su Yixuan, who cried again when she heard Hua Shu start to speak, and at this time she was already unable to cry and almost collapsed. Even the four of Hua Likun, father and son, who are men, couldn't help but reddened their eyes at this time, their eyes were moist and they looked sad.

Although they have been repeatedly investigated, they almost know everything about Hua Shu's experience over the years, but they only know at this moment that their so-called understanding is simply superficial, and it turns out that the suffering and psychological trauma she has suffered are unimaginable that they have never experienced in person.

Guilt, self-blame, distress, pity...... and so on, emotions are rising and rolling in my heart, even if it is a few big men, I can't bear it for a while.

Hua Shu raised her head, looked at the ceiling and blinked, forcing back the tears in her eyes.

"In this way, I waited from my ignorant childhood, until I grew up, and then waited until I ......"

When she entered society, her beautiful expectations were wiped out by the cruel reality, and she was no longer naïve and no longer had unrealistic expectations.

She added silently in her mind.

She wouldn't reveal her experiences in her previous life, and she couldn't tell them these words, she didn't care if they could understand it, she just wanted them to understand it when she said so much, and their so-called understanding of her was nothing in her eyes. Although she decided to recognize them, this must be based on true knowledge and understanding, otherwise the difference of ideas and mutual incomprehension will only lead to inevitable contradictions in the end.

“…… Woowoo...... It's my fault that you have suffered so much and suffered so much...... Whining...... My poor daughter, I'm sorry...... Xiaoshu, mom is sorry for you......" Su Yixuan couldn't cry, and hugged Hua Shu with tears streaming down her face.

For the sake of her body, her husband and sons only told her about Xiaoshu's general experience over the years, she knew them too well, and immediately guessed that they must have hidden something from her, so she knew that Xiaoshu must have suffered a lot, and she blamed herself for it, hoping to make up for her daughter as much as possible.

However, before she heard Xiaoshu tell it with her own ears, she didn't know that the orphanage also had the weak and the strong, and when she thought of Xiaoshu's age at that time, her heart hurt as if she was stabbed by a knife.

What's worse is that the physical suffering is secondary, and the psychological trauma is the most deadly, Xiaoshu has been suffering from both physical and mental suffering since such a small lump, she can't imagine how this child has come over the years.

As long as she thinks of Xiaoshu's experience, and the grievances and pains hidden behind those experiences, she doesn't know, her heart will break.

Work is so busy, can you imagine working overtime until 9 or 10 o'clock every day, all month long? There's no yard energy at all.,Or can't remember the yard at all.,Today's update is thanks to the Qingming Festival holiday.,But it's only one day.,I feel like I'm going to take a dog sooner or later......

In addition, although the update is very slow, but this book took a lot of my thoughts, even if the serial cycle will be very long, I will definitely finish it, I guarantee that it is not too prison, I hope the little fairies will support!

(End of chapter)