Thinking of the past, Hua Shu couldn't help but sigh, "Looking back now, at that time, I had resistance to strange relatives, but more of it was actually the fear of recognizing my family, I had never gotten along with my parents and relatives, in the face of strange them, I didn't know how to get along with them, would they like me, and whether my feelings for me were family affection or guilt to make up?" ”

All kinds of apprehension and hesitation filled her heart, and she couldn't resist rejecting them, but she didn't find it at the time, and only later realized her true mood at that time.

In fact, deep in her heart, the desire for family affection and home has never disappeared.

Now, she can't help but be glad that she has made up her mind to take this step, recognize her parents, and return to the Hua family, otherwise she may miss this warm and happy home.

"You're just thinking too much." Feng Ming gently stroked her hair, looking at her with pity and pampering in his eyes.

His eyes are so poisonous, how can he not see her hidden thoughts? Before she even knew it, he had already seen her subconscious thoughts clearly, but he hadn't broken it.

He knows that she has a deep knot for her life experience and for her parents and relatives, so he just mentions it appropriately, and does not dry up her decision, because he knows very well that only by letting her figure it out by herself and taking the initiative to take that step can she truly untie her knot, let her completely let go of the past, and face the present and even the future calmly without any obstacles.

"I also know that sometimes my personality and some thoughts are really annoying, but I have developed such a mind since I was a child, and I want to change it overnight?" Hua Shu sighed helplessly.

Compared with her previous life, her personality has changed greatly, but some places have not changed, and she sometimes feels quite annoying, but it is the environment and experience since childhood, it is difficult to change it all at once, and it can only be left to the natural and time to solve it.

"Sensitivity is good, fragile is good, this is a life experience, our life is still very long, we can slowly change, let it be!" Feng Ming stroked her hair, her voice was soft, but her eyes couldn't help but drift a little away.

Thirty years of life experience, for many people, may be equivalent to half a life, that is a long life that cannot be ignored, but for the seal with thousands of years of memory, thirty years of time is so short, it is really just a snap of the fingers, if you don't deliberately rummage, almost all of them are forgotten in the corner of memory.

Today's Hua Shu has not recovered the long memory of her past life, and some are only before the passage of time, as a human Hua Shu's thirty years of experience and memory, that is almost all of her past, so whether it is her character or thinking, she will be affected by various experiences in the past, sensitive, cowardly, inferior, defensive, and other character defects that make people feel not very good, which are developed in those thirty years of experience, with her current state of mind cultivation, it is impossible to completely change.

However, this is only for her now, when she recovers the long memory of the 10,000,000 years in her previous life, these short thirty years are like a drop in the ocean, which cannot stir up any ripples at all, but will become the nourishment of her soul, helping her improve the cultivation of her state of mind, which is similar to the so-called red dust refining heart.

Before he was reincarnated as a seal, he also had several lives, his life was long and short, and his experiences were different, and some life experiences were unforgettable for him at that time, but when he recovered the memory of his previous life, those unforgettable memories became insignificant, and it was difficult to make a little wave in his memory.

It was precisely because of the fusion of the memories of previous lives that he clearly felt that his state of mind had improved a lot, and when he returned to his former realm, his strength was definitely much stronger than his original peak state.

As a person who has come over, Feng Ming knows very well that Hua Shu's troubles at the moment will become worthless in the future, so he does not persuade or comfort her, and lets her experience the transformation process of her heart by herself, which is more beneficial to her mood improvement.

The hidden meaning in Feng Ming's words was too deep, and Hua Shu couldn't understand it, but she felt that she seemed to have understood, so she just nodded ignorantly, thoughtful.

"Don't think about it, such a beautiful view, why do you have to worry about it?" Feng Ming tapped her forehead and said with a smile.

"Speak as you speak, what do you do with your hands and feet, if you break it, what will you compensate me?" Hua Shu pursed her lips and glanced at him with disgust.

Feng Ming's smile deepened, stretched out his fingers and lightly picked up her chin, seemed to measure it carefully, and said with concern: "Well, such a cute little girl, if her brain is broken, it would be a pity, then why don't you compensate me to you, let me raise you, and spoil you?" ”

"Go!" Hua Shu's face was slightly red, her eyes were shining, and she stepped back, dodging his fingers.

"Flee from what? Didn't you say, let me pay? Feng Ming's lips hooked up a wicked smile, and he reached out and hugged her in his arms, "Anyway, no matter whether this little head is good or bad, your life, the next life, and the rest of your life are mine, see where you run away?" ”

He had a smile on his face, but his eyes and tone were so serious that no one would think he was joking.

At this time, the two of them, sitting in a small boat, hugged each other, their faces were so close that they were almost close to each other, each other's faces were magnified in front of their eyes, and they could feel each other's temperature between breaths and touches, and even the temperature of their skin seemed to be transmitted, which made people blush and hot.

One of them is handsome, graceful, the other is delicate and exquisite, beautiful and picturesque, the two hug each other, with the boat and the swaying lotus flowers around them, forming a beautiful picture.

"You, you let go of me first" Hua Shu's face turned crimson, and her eyes dodged and struggled twice, wanting to leave his embrace.

In front of Hua Shu's eyes, Feng Ming looked at her affectionately with a smile in his eyes, those eyes were like a deep starry sky dotted with stars, exuding a mesmerizing magic that made her can't help but sink into it.

Her eyes flickered, dodging the irresistible eyes, but she didn't know where to put them.

This man is so attractive, there seems to be a kind of magic all over his body, which attracts her all the time, especially when she is close to him, she feels that every time she is with him, it is a test of her mind.