Chapter 158: Du Zhenghai and his mother Ge Shi met unexpectedly...
Du Zhenghai believed that he came to Qingyunguan from the reins, wandering in this dilapidated courtyard in a daze, and was feeling sad and sad, he suddenly heard a low and desolate voice, and it was a woman's voice.
He couldn't help but wonder: in this desolate and dilapidated place, where even ghosts don't want to come, there could be anyone else but himself? So who could it be? ……
He searched for sounds, and at last found the woman who spoke in the room where his father used to sit.
The woman was ragged and unkempt, with her pale hair facing herself at the doorway, but her face was facing inwards, and she knelt on the ground, babbling something to the spiritual table on the broken table in the room.
It was as if she was repenting, and it was as if she was praying.
The words on the spiritual seat are: the spiritual position of the ancestor Du Gong.
Du Zhenghai only felt his head bang and almost fell. He wondered if he had seen it wrong, rubbed his eyes vigorously, and carefully identified the words on the spiritual seat: Ancestor Du Qian! ……
Not bad at all. Who in this world is qualified to be called his father? Could it be that this old woman who was kneeling on the ground and mourning and repenting turned out to be her own mother, Ge Shi?!
At that moment, it was as if he had been thrown into the boundless cold deep sea, and the blood in his body was about to freeze.
He just stood still, but the old woman's words reached his ears like a sharp knife, slashing at his heart, which was almost bleeding from pain.
I heard the woman say miserably: "Wrong, everything is my fault." A moment of misstep, eventually into a thousand years of hatred. I think my Ge clan has fallen to this, but I also suffered it myself! I just don't know if you, under the Nine Springs, will you forgive me?
"Husband, do you know how your wife came to be after she left you for more than twenty years? The world is cold, people are cold, and all the people are bullying me, spitting on me, and avoiding me from afar...... I was tortured and lived a life that was not human or ghostly, and life was worse than death. Alas! This is the punishment that God deserves for me! ……
"The reason why I have survived as a wife so far is because I still have something on my mind. Husband, if you know from the spring, can you tell me where our son is?
"Twenty-four years, every night in my dreams, all in my dreams are his shadow. If you can't tell me in your dreams, God can't pity me, let me see him again for the rest of my life, I won't be blind to death! ……”
At this point, the woman could no longer weep.
Du Zhenghaijue's chest hurt so much that he was almost out of breath, and his unwillingness to accept it was finally confirmed by the cruel facts.
This gray-haired woman is really her mother, Ge Shi!
His heart was in turmoil, his face was raised, and tears flowed unconsciously. He said in a trembling voice: "Don't say it! ……”
The woman was stunned for a moment, then turned her head tremblingly.
Du Zhenghai saw two terrible scars on her face at this time, which were shocking, making the old face that was originally crawling with wrinkles even uglier.
Du Zhenghai's heart couldn't help twitching in pain, he couldn't believe that the hateful woman in front of him could actually be his mother Ge Shi!
The woman was a little frightened, and the young man in black who appeared in front of her like a descending from the sky made her stunned for a moment. She stared blankly at the other party's sad and resentful face, and said in a panic, "You...... Who are you? …… Why are you here? ……”
Du Zhenghai asked rhetorically: "Who are you?" Why are you here? ”
The woman muttered, "I have come to pay tribute to my deceased husband......
Du Zhenghai trembled and pointed to the spiritual position and said, "He is your dead husband?" ”
The woman nodded silently.
Du Zhenghai raised his head and laughed, laughing miserably and sadly.
He said in a deep voice, "He's your husband?" You ask yourself, have you ever fulfilled your responsibilities as a wife? Don't you feel ashamed of not abiding by women's morals, breaking morals, and doing those unseemly things? You still have the face to say that he is your husband? ”
The woman looked at his face intently and trembled, "You...... Who are you? …… Why would you say such a thing to me? ”
Du Zhenghai's eyes were filled with a layer of mist, and he laughed miserably: "Who do you think I will be?" ”
Two lines of cloudy tears flowed from the woman's dry eyes, and she stammered, "Hai'er...... You must be Hai'er! …… On your face, I found the shadow of your father, your eyebrows, your nose, almost like your father. Hai'er, you are my Hai'er! ……”
With that, she struggled to her feet from the ground and staggered a few steps forward.
Du Zhenghai found that her right leg was a little lame, and he couldn't help but feel sad: in the memory of childhood, her mother used to be a beautiful woman, but she didn't expect it to become like this now, the world is really ruthless......
Ge Shi saw that Du Zhenghai was just looking at her infatuatedly, and he didn't speak for a long time, so he said in a dumb voice: "Hai'er, what's wrong with you?" Don't you believe that I am your mother? Your birthday, at noon on the ninth day of the ninth month of the Jiazi year, and the red mole on your back, as well as your favorite ...... when you were a child"
Du Zhenghai's eyes were cold, his lips were pursed, and he said sharply: "Don't say it!" What if I believe it, and what if I don't? Don't expect me to recognize you! Did you raise me? Have you ever fulfilled your responsibilities as a mother? Have you ever given me and my father a little happiness and love? Not only that, but you have brought untold calamities and disasters to our whole family!
"Just because of your fault, He Yuting's dog thief was angry with our whole family and sent his minions to make trouble at home! My grandfather was forced to death by them, and my father endured humiliation and burdens for me, fled the capital, and lived a life of displacement and fear all day long, do you know the suffering we suffered? Where were you at that time? ……”
Ge's eyes were dilated, and he cried bitterly: "Hai'er, I'm sorry for you, all the mistakes are my fault!" The reason why I am here today is all because of God's punishment for me! However, 'the son is not ugly for the mother', I have suffered so many years of pain and suffering, and I have become what I am today, can't you still forgive me? ”
Du Zhenghai's eyes were churning with some obscure emotions, he wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, just smiled bitterly and turned his empty eyes away.
Ge Shi only felt a chill in his heart, and muttered: "It seems that you can't forgive me in this life and this life, and don't expect you to admit me as a mother and call me a mother in this life......"
She hung her head weakly, her long eyelashes covered the loss in her eyes, and said gloomily: "Actually, it doesn't matter. Heaven has mercy on me, and I am satisfied that I can see my son again in my lifetime. As for whether you forgive me or not, what can you do if you recognize me as a mother or not, because I am not worthy of being your mother at all! ……”
Du Zhenghai raised his face, held back the tears that were about to flow, and said bitterly: "Don't say it!" ”
Ge Shi said: "No, I have to say, otherwise I am afraid there will be no chance in the future!" After more than 20 years of hard life, I have long been exhausted, and the reason why I have survived so far is because I still have something to worry about.
"One is that I have not been able to see your father and son again in my lifetime, and the other is that I have not redressed my grievances. In any case, I always have to see He Yuting, the sanctimonious hypocrite, and ask him for an explanation; And I'm going to tell him a big secret. ”
Du Zhenghai's pupils shrank, "You want to go to He Yuting?" ”
"Yes."
Du Zhenghai said: "I advise you not to kill yourself, that dog thief is insidious and vicious, he will not let you go easily." ”
Ge Shi said: "I have suffered so many years of sin, I can't end up with a lifetime of grudges and hatred, as long as I can get back an explanation and give me justice, and life and death are no longer important to me......
Du Zhenghai said: "No! Whatever you say, I can't let you die in vain! ”
Ge Shi cried with joy: "Hai'er, with your words, my mother has no resentment even if she dies." ”
Du Zhenghai said: "I'll tell you, don't mention anything dead or alive, I hate these two words the most." ”
Ge Shi said: "Okay, good, listen to you!" Hai'er, aren't you angry with me, I'm so happy! ”
Du Zhenghai sighed lightly and did not speak.
Ge Shi said: "Child, it's not early, I'm also a little hungry, you go get something to eat!" ”
Du Zhenghai was happy. Although he still can't forgive her for her mistakes, he is licking the calf after all.
Under the influence of the power of mother-son affection, he behaved like an obedient child. He went out to gather some fruit, caught two wild meats, and returned with a full load.
That night, he and his mother lit a bonfire in the yard, and the tempting aroma of game wafted in the yard, and Du Zhenghai tore off a large piece of fragrant fat meat and handed it to his mother.
Ge was so excited that he burst into tears. She raised her head and looked at the dark and secluded sky, only to see the Milky Way in the sky, and the jade dew was scattered.
She sighed softly and said, "God, you're not too ruthless to me......
The mother and son had a full meal, and then Du Zhenghai went outside to pick up some firewood and grass and spread it on the ground in the room. The mother and son lay on it, only feeling soft and comfortable, very comfortable.
That night, Du Zhenghai had a sweet dream.
In the dream, he returned to his beautiful childhood, under the meticulous care of his father and mother, he was happy, happy, laughing and running on the endless field, and from time to time he looked back to see if his father and mother had caught up......
Du Zhenghai didn't know when he was suddenly awakened. He sat up suddenly, and saw that it was already bright outside, and the pillars of light shining warmly on him through the tattered doors and windows.
He rubbed his sleepy eyes. At this time, he suddenly found that his mother was missing from his side!
His heart couldn't help but tremble, and he jumped up and ran into the courtyard in a few steps. He turned around several times in front of Qingyunguan, but he didn't see his mother, and he couldn't help but cry out in his heart.
When her mother disappeared suddenly, did she say goodbye without saying goodbye, or did she encounter an accident? ……