Chapter 246: When she learned that her loved one had died, she was devastated
Ding Jiying heard Lu Qiuyue ask about Jiang Chun's news, and his face changed; He hurriedly hid the panic in his heart with a far-fetched smile, and said if he didn't care: "Not yet, I think he should leave the capital!" Qiuyue, you don't have to worry too much, in fact, no news is not good news, which shows that Jiang Chun is doing well now. β
Lu Qiuyue raised her face, a little tear in her eyes was surging in Yingying, "Really? β
Ding Jiying looked at her with obscure eyes, and an inexplicable sadness welled up in his heart; He bit his lip slightly, turned his face away, and did not speak......
During this period of time, Lu Qiuyue's eldest girl Caiming always felt that the atmosphere in the house was a little wrong.
The family members and girls in Ding's mansion seemed to be whispering in private, looking mysterious; And when she approached, everyone immediately stopped, and walked away one after another like a plague god, with a sneering face and looking very uncomfortable.
Doubts arise in Chaeming's heart, and when she grabs a girl and asks what happened; But the girl's eyes wandered, and she refused to tell her. This is true for several people in a row.
With a belly full of suspicions, Cai Ming told Lu Qiuyue about the confusion in his heart.
Lu Qiuyue's eyebrows frowned slightly, and a faint sense of foreboding came to her heart. She told Chaeming to keep an eye on the house.
On this day, Ding Jiying was talking in the room with Lu Qiuyue, when suddenly his confidant Ding Xinxing rushed in and said to Ding Jiying: "Second son, the second son of the Hou Mansion, please come over to the house." β
"What's the matter?"
Ding Xin said: "I heard that the young lady of the Hou Ye Mansion is happy, and the second son of He is very happy!" β
Lu Qiuyue was stunned for a moment, "Lord Huanyu? β¦β¦β
Ding Xin's eyebrows danced and said: "Exactly, now the Hou Ye's mansion is full of joy, and everyone is busy celebrating!" β
Lu Qiuyue had a lot of feelings for a while. She lowered her eyes silently, her long eyelashes covering the complex and unknown emotions under her eyes, and she was speechless for a long time.
Ding Jiying looked at her worriedly and said, "Qiuyue, what's wrong with you?" β
Lu Qiuyue said weakly: "It's nothing, since it is the second son of He who sincerely invites you, you can go quickly, so as not to wait for everyone to be in a hurry." β
Ding Jiying answered and hurriedly followed Ding Xin.
There are only two people in the room, Lu Qiuyue and Cai Ming. Cai Ming whispered, "Miss." β
Lu Qiuyue looked out the window with empty eyes and muttered: "People say 'lovers eventually become married', are these words all lies?" He Chengqi and Lord Huanyu, Jiying and I, who obviously don't love each other, but they just walked together; But what about people who really love each other? β¦β¦β
As she spoke, her vision blurred. In the hazy eyes of tears, Jiang Chun's shadow flickered.
Since marrying Ding Jiying, she has been sad, depressed all day long, and sometimes shouting Jiang Chun's name at night.
Fortunately, Ding Jiying is open-minded by nature and doesn't care about these; He loved her deeply and was considerate to her in every way.
That time, Ding Jiying collided with his father Ding Jinzhi just for her, which angered Ding Jinzhi and attracted a merciless whipping.
For this reason, he lay on the collapse for more than half a month, and Lu Qiuyue was very unhappy; Ding Jiying said affectionately: "As long as it is for you, I will die willingly......"
At that moment, Lu Qiuyue burst into tears.
Thinking of the past, Lu Qiuyue couldn't help but sigh lightly.
Cai Ming said: "Miss, are you thinking about Jiang Gongzi again?" β
Lu Qiuyue's eyes revealed a deep confusion, and she smiled bitterly: "What do you want, is it useful?" β
Cai Ming said: "So don't think about it." In fact, this is what is the case in this life, what love and hatred, glory and wealth, but it is just a passing cloud, so persistent, but why bother? It's better to let go of the previous grievances and grievances, go with the flow, and pass this boring time in a chic and comfortable way every day. β
Lu Qiuyue said indifferently: "Maybe what you said is right......"
At this time, there was a sound of footsteps outside the door, and Xiuming led Mrs. Ding's girl Xiaocui in, saying that Mrs. Ding was looking for Caiming to have something to do; So Cai Ming followed Xiaocui to Mrs. Ding's room.
There is nothing important, just some trivial matters, Mrs. Ding finished explaining, and before leaving, she told her to serve the second son and the young lady well, and not to make any mistakes.
Cai Ming agreed repeatedly.
Seeing that there was nothing to do, she withdrew.
When I passed by the back garden, I saw the two family members in the house, Ding Yi and Ding Cheng, looking sneaky, whispering something.
Cai Ming's crystal eyes flickered, and her previous experience made her more mindful, so she lightened her steps, quietly detoured behind the two of them, and slowly approached them through the shadow of the flower branches.
I only heard Ding Yi say: "From the truth, are you really interested in Xiaocui's girl?" β
Ding Cheng said anxiously: "What am I lying to you for?" Now that I can't see her for a day, I can't eat or sleep. β
Ding Yi glanced at him with a pair of smiling eyes, "What about her?" β
Ding Cheng said: "My intuition tells me that she likes me too." β
Ding Yi rolled his eyes and said, "Don't be sentimental. β
Ding Cheng said: "How can you be self-inflicted? I believe that if I have a concubine with her, there will definitely be a lover who will eventually become married. β
The corners of Ding Yi's mouth hooked up a disapproving smile, "A lover will eventually become a family?" Are you stupid, do you still believe this nonsense, how many real lovers can be successful? Don't talk about it, it's just in our house, our young lady and her old lover ......"
Ding Cheng was shocked and said: "Be quiet, if others hear it, then we won't be able to eat and walk around!" But then again, this thing is really tragic enough, a good pair of mandarin duck dependents were broken up alive!
"What's even worse is that Jiang Chun has been dead for many days, Lu Qiuyue doesn't know anything about it, she is still waiting stupidly and looking forward to it, and she is still innocently immersed in the beautiful dream she has woven and can't extricate herself, it's really pitiful! β¦β¦β
Ding Yi said: "That Jiang Chun's death can be described as unjust, and Lu Wenzheng's old man is really ruthless!" On the surface, he looks sanctimonious and upright; In fact, he is a kind and cold-hearted hypocrite in his bones - alas, this is called knowing people and knowing faces, but not knowing their hearts! β
Ding Cheng's eyes widened in horror, revealing a look of disbelief, "Isn't it?" I heard that it seems to be Xu Zhixia's poisonous ......"
Ding Yi's narrow eyes became distant, and he said unhurriedly: "So this is Lu Wenzheng's cleverness, that Xu Zhi is actually just a scapegoat......
Cai Ming only felt that her ears were ringing, as if something had enveloped all her hearing, and she couldn't hear the rest of the words......
She staggered, ran back to Lu Qiuyue's room in one breath, and said what she had heard incoherently.
Cai Ming's trembling voice was like a thunderbolt, which came into Lu Qiuyue's ears, and her face immediately turned dead gray; At that moment, her mind went blank.
She grabbed Caiming's hand, her nails almost embedded in Caiming's flesh, and muttered, "Impossible, impossible......"
Before the words were finished, the delicate body had collapsed limply.
Cai Ming was shocked, hurriedly held her with both hands, and shouted repeatedly: "Miss! Miss! β¦β¦β
Ding Jiying came back from the Hou Ye's Mansion and heard about Lu Qiuyue, so he hurried over.
Lu Qiuyue was lying on the bed, her beautiful body empty like a dead wood without any life. The huge stimulation and despair of the future made her despaired, and her spirit was on the verge of collapse.
Her face was as pale as paper, and she asked in a tone that was cold below freezing and unquestionable, "Tell me, what is going on with Jiang Chun?" β
Ding Jiying knew that everything could no longer be hidden, so she had to lower her head and tell her what happened, and finally looked up at her, and said in a choked voice: "Qiuyue, you listen to me, it's actually ......."
Lu Qiuyue's eyes were almost numb, "Don't say anything, you go out, let me be quiet......"
Lu Qiuyue's silence is three days. Ding Jiying was by her side untied, and her eyes were red.
Three days later, Lu Qiuyue finally struggled to get up from the collapse and told Ding Jiying that she wanted to take a look at Jiang Chun's grave.
Ding Jiying was a little embarrassed, but finally agreed to her, and asked cautiously: "Let me go with you!" β
Lu Qiuyue nodded silently.
Ding Xin reminded Ding Jiying whether he wanted to talk to the master.
Ding Jiying asked rhetorically: "If the master knows about this, will he still let us go?" β
Ding Xin said: "Then what if the master knows about it in the future and blames it?" β
Ding Jiying sighed and said, "Let's talk about it." β
In front of Jiang Chun's tombstone. Lu Qiuyue has white flowers on her sideburns, and she is vegetarian. White paper money fluttered all over the sky, like thousands of butterflies fluttering.
In the hazy eyes of tears, Lu Qiuyue murmured softly:
"Near the cold rain-eating grass and grass,
Wheat seedlings and wind grass reflect the embankment.
A good year must be remembered,
The most orange-yellow-orange-green ......"
In a trance, it seems to have returned to the beautiful and bright spring five years ago, in the back garden of the Shangshu Mansion of the Criminal Department, all kinds of red and purple flowers are blooming, and a pair of lovers are whispering under the flowers.
Lu Qiuyue raised her head, she seemed to see Jiang Chunzheng walking towards her with a smile on his face, and couldn't help whispering: "Jiang Chun, Jiang Chun, I'm here......"
With infinite yearning, she threw herself at him with open hands.
Ding Jiying stood not far away, and when he saw that the situation was not good, he couldn't help but shout: "Autumn Moon!" ...... rushed to stop her desperately.
It was a little too late, Lu Qiuyue's forehead had already hit Jiang Chun's tombstone, and she slowly opened her eyes, as if she saw everything in front of her turning a brilliant red.
In the red heaven and earth, she saw a person's shadow shaking in front of her, and couldn't help whispering: "Jiang Chun, is it you?" β¦β¦ We can finally be together......"
Ding Jiying hugged her tightly and said with tears streaming down her face: "Qiuyue, why are you doing this? ββ¦β¦
Like a dream of dust and smoke, the eyes in the wind cannot be dispersed,
Hurried years, can't fade the moving face,
Love and hate, can't keep the moment of leaving,
A promise for a thousand years is not a fate.
The reluctant joy, the clouds cover the eyes,
The sad song in my heart can't be sung endlessly,
Heroic and soft-hearted, sent to heaven and earth,
Once prosperous, in the blink of an eye, it was green smoke.
The vast world, the encounter is full of sighs,
Rich and ordinary, how can they be transcendent,
If you want to fly to the blue sky and see the vicissitudes of the sea,
Who can change everything in the world?
ββExcerpt from Ye Fan's song "Like a Dream of Dust"