Chapter 1009: Fanwai 8 Liang Jinxi's confessional dream
There was a knock on the door, and Su Jinxi said, "Please come in." ”
It's her coming!
Su Jinxi and the others stayed in Liang Jinmo and Qin Ningxiang's new villa after seeking Liang Jinmo's consent.
In order to wait for a woman, Qin Ningxiang.
I want to confess.
To be honest, this confession is somewhat spoofed.
Liang Jinmo became more and more naïve the more he lived.
After the goalkeeper leaves the field, the player can't score a goal.
Such a player must be even more pathetic.
After a bloody battle, the player kicked in a through ball and must be proud.
But even without a goalkeeper, the bad player kicked the ball to the railing and the ball flew out......
[Even if I give you a chance, you can't! 】
This is the message that Liang Jinmo wants to convey.
Liang Jinmo, his naïve and brave younger brother, is now familiar with feelings?
Is it that confident?
Then ...... Give it a try.
This time, be sure to speak out.
A fresh aroma of oranges entered the room, and someone called softly, "Ah~ It's my brother-in-law here!" ”
Qin Ningxiang!
Qin Ningxiang!
Qin Ningxiang!
Here she comes.
And the long-lost brother-in-law has brought back a lot of memories.
Yesterday reappeared.
Their relationship, orientation and distance are clear.
This greeting seems to rewind the timeline back to when they were still a family.
A family should be together.
The family sat neatly at the dining table, happily pushing the cup and changing the lamp.
"Qin Ningxiang." Su Jinxi's voice was soft, and such a tone and voice had never been heard before.
The woman in front of her also noticed it, and her smile was faint, like a magnolia flower.
Su Jinxi did not call Qin Ningxiang "sister", nor did she call her "brother and sister", but called her full name.
The man who turned around by the window was in the wind, but there was a kind of sick beauty, the sun was shining softly, the shadows of the trees were quiet, and the dappled light was sprinkled on Su Jinxi, and his expression was a little intriguing.
“……”
Qin Ningxiang seemed unmoved, there was indifference in elegance, there was a lovely atmosphere in indifference, perseverance and sassiness in loveliness, she may be the most gentle among women with sassy ears, "Liang Jinmo said, you have something to do with me?" ”
Su Jinxi's heartbeat began to accelerate.
It's like running two thousand meters.
"Hmm." Just answering this one question made his cheeks heat slightly.
Qin Ningxiang nodded slightly, and walked over with light steps, looking like a female college student.
She is indeed a female college student.
"How did he get out? Leaving you alone here? Qin Ningxiang did seem to be a little confused.
He ...... There's something important, it's okay, I happen to have something to talk to you about. Su Jinxi thought that it was to be alone with Qin Ningxiang that Liang Jinmo went out.
My heart beats faster.
Ay.
I'm still nervous!
"Do you have something to say to me?"
"Yes, I, I want to confess!"
Confession?
Right now?
Why?
Qin Ningxiang didn't seem to expect this man to be so direct, and he gave it straight without making up any reason, frowning slightly.
Su Jinxi understands people's hearts best, the woman in front of her is very happy now, what she wants to hear...... It's not this!
Since this is the case, Su Jinxi is not ready to speak nicely, and the delay makes Qin Ningxiang even more reluctant to listen, so he has to tell Qin Ningxiang directly why he wants to see her.
"Qin Ningxiang, I have admired you very much since I saw you for the first time in the past."
"Later, when you and Liang Jinmo were together, I could only give in."
"But, I know, I've always liked you in my heart."
"I'm not trying to do anything, I just want to tell you that in this world, you still have me. I am a true believer in you. ”
"Qin Ningxiang, I like you."
"You don't like me, it's okay."
"I like you."
Really?
Is this a reality?
Qin Ningxiangjue was suddenly lit from head to toe, it was hot.
Su Jinxi is really confessing, and there is no excuse.
In the past, when she was still in school, when she heard other people's confessions to her, Qin Ningxiang might still be a little complacent, look, how charming she is.
But now, she just feels, trouble!
"That's too ...... Suddenly, right? I never thought that Brother Su Jinxi would like me! Qin Ningxiang smiled ambiguously, "I've always regarded you as an elder brother." ”
Su Jinxi felt that this was the fastest confession to be rejected.
The first confession of life, the confession of failure.
Every second was embarrassing, every second of breathing was scorching, and the heat seemed to pierce Su Jinxi's chest, he was really going crazy.
He knew that this was the result, but it really happened, and it was difficult to accept.
"Brother...... Elder brother? ”
"yes." Qin Ningxiang's expression was like saying, don't you know that I'm married? Moreover, the last time I met you, it was enough to show that she loved Liang Jinmo.
"Then, what if, if there is no Liang Jinmo?"
"If it weren't for him, I would probably still like the seniors, right? Me and you may just be a brother-in-law and sister. ”
"But ......"
Worst! If you talk about it again, it seems like a stalker, but Su Jinxi really wants to say it, he doesn't even care about what Qin Ningxiang said, thinking that it is just an image, not a real person.
"Brother Jinxi, I've always regarded you as an older brother, you know I'm married, and what I like in my heart is-"
"I know!" Without waiting for Qin Ningxiang to say Liang Jinmo's name, Su Jinxi interrupted Qin Ningxiang's words, he had heard his name too many times. And said to her anxiously, "Qin Ningxiang, I know who you like, and I also know that you haven't liked me from beginning to end." However, I like you, it has nothing to do with whether you like me or not, I know that the fate between us is like a staggered jet lag. Spring flowers that can't be met in autumn, and summer fireflies that can't be seen in winter, there is no opportunity to get to know each other better. If you have the chance, you might like me. I'm telling you, just to show that I would love to help you, and I want to be your guardian. I know you have a family, a business, love, and a happy marriage. However, this affection for you is incomplete if I do not say it and do not reject it. Moreover, I also want to reassure Liang Jinmo and let him know that you like him completely, and even if I come to pursue you, you will not be with me. ”
Unexpectedly, I said everything in my heart, liberated, released, and truly free.
"Jin, Brother Jinxi~" Qin Ningxiang was really a little surprised, her mouth opened, but she didn't say anything more.
These words sounded so cruel, Su Jinxi didn't know how he said it himself.
If you like someone, the other person is married, meet at the wrong time, and you have to confess to him, it is really painful.
It's like some kind of end that must be crossed.
If they could, perhaps some people would rather not like it than have no intersection at all. But Su Jinxi still hopes to meet.
Su Jinxi still insisted, he would rather bear the pain of sobriety than choose to meet her.
I'd rather continue to maintain this sober pain and be her guardian with restraint than choose to meet her.
Why bother?
Doing so is just suffering yourself.
Doing so doesn't do him any good, but at least, in this world, there is one more person who likes Qin Ningxiang and one more person who protects him.
And for Qin Ningxiang herself, there is no impact.
They all deserve an ending.
For example, Jin Xin met an intern girl.
For example, Jin Yukun made his relationship with Mei Lan public.
For example, Jin Yuhan met a little fresh meat of the same sex, which is said to be called Bai Tao.
For example, Liang Zixuan has been pursuing Yi Jiayin.
For example, Liang Liang decided to marry Wu Shao after graduation.
For example, Lin Shushu has recovered her memory and personality, and has discovered the special functions of her body.
It seems that everyone has a happy ending, except for him - Su Jinxi.
"Thank you for your love of me. I hope you can meet someone who really likes you, and you can also have a love that belongs to you. Thank you for everything you have done for me, please stop sacrificing and paying for me, it's very unfair to you"
"Why? I can keep doing it. I don't ask for anything. I don't need your response, I don't need your return, I don't need anything, can't I do something for you? Please don't deprive me of my right to do something for you, can you? This is my last request, is that okay? ”
May I?
Can't you?
May I?
……
Su Jinxi discovered for the first time that people's eyes can really be on fire...... That's what he is.
The girl's body was covered with golden light, and the whole person was like a transparent crystal.
Qin Ningxiang pondered for a moment, as if she had finally made up her mind, and said, "I understand your kindness, but I have Liang Jinmo." He should have done everything you said. He has the power to protect me, and I will only accept his protection. I hope you will come out of this illusory relationship and find your own sun as soon as possible. When you meet her, a great light shines into your life. Her light illuminates the dark paths, and you are each other's light that will merge together to become a brighter light. Brother Jinxi, this is a wonderful feeling, you must not miss it. Coming into this world, you deserve someone who likes you, may you live well and stop wasting time on me. ”
Su Jinxi's confession to Qin Ningxiang, Qin Ningxiang did not be ambiguous, or give him a chance to survive, but rejected him bluntly, leaving no life, cutting through the mess quickly, and not giving any hope.
Not the slightest possibility was left to him.
Not even a single imaginary phrase was given to him.
I won't even give him a thought.
I thought that I could help Qin Ningxiang and silently stay by her side.
Who knows, she doesn't need it at all.
It's also good......
Su Jinxi at least had a chance to confess, and he gave up.
Perhaps, in the future, the silent guardian will come to life in other ways.