134 Blame! (Ask for collection)
Seeing Su Yunjin looking so serious, Fu Lin didn't say anything more, and asked the driver to put the destination in the villa area.
In less than half an hour, Su Yunjin came to the villa.
From a distance, Su Yunjin saw that the lights were on in the study belonging to the fifth grandfather.
Sitting in the car, Su Yunjin breathed a sigh of relief, if the fifth grandfather returned to the sect, she would probably have to fly back overnight.
After getting out of the car, Su Yunjin turned his head to look at Fu Lin, "Thank you, I'll go up first." ”
Fu Lin: "Well, call me if there's something." ”
"Okay."
After saying goodbye to Fu Lin, Su Yunjin said a few words of thanks to the driver, and then bowed slightly and turned around and walked into the villa.
knocked on the door, and Aunt Qiao quickly opened the door.
As soon as she saw Su Yunjin, she showed a relieved look on her face, "Yunjin, you are finally back, and the fifth master is waiting for you in the study." ”
"I know, you go to sleep, Aunt Qiao, I'll go find the fifth grandfather."
Su Yunjin will not hide his injury.
First, "Bloody Soldiers" is a live broadcast this time, and it can be seen all over the country.
Second, I went to bed early according to the sect's schedule at this point, but the light in the fifth grandfather's study was still on, and he must be waiting for himself to come back or wait for her call.
Taking a deep breath, Su Yunjin went upstairs and came to the fifth grandfather's study.
knocked on the door, Su Yunjin pushed open the door and walked in, the overall decoration style of the study was extremely classical.
Tables and chairs are woven of rattan, a chessboard and tea table are placed on a low coffee table, and a faint smell of sandalwood lingers in the air.
Sitting at the rattan table, the old man who is nearly seventy years old is sipping tea and reading a book.
"Fifth grandfather."
Su Yunjin shouted.
The fifth old man, who lowered his head, raised his head, put the book in his hand aside, and beckoned directly to Su Yunjin without saying a word, "Come here, show me the injury on my hand." ”
"Hmm."
Su Yunjin walked over and handed over his injured left hand.
She didn't have to do it herself, the fifth grandfather untied the bandaged bandages by herself, and as the white bandages were bypassed layer after layer, the wounds on Su Yunjin's hands appeared.
The black flesh line looked particularly hideous on her white hands, but at this moment, this wound was looked at by the fifth grandfather like a rare treasure.
"Move."
After being turned over and over a few times, the fifth grandfather spoke.
Su Yunjin also moved his five fingers obediently, but because of the pain, he only moved slightly.
"Bend back and see how far you can bend."
Su Yunjin moved according to the words of the fifth grandfather again, but this time, she found a huge problem, the five fingers of her left hand could only bend less than ninety degrees with the greatest force.
"The wound is so deep, it must have hurt a lot of nerves, even if the big nerves are not damaged, and the small nerves have been cut by your knife, I don't know how many have been cut."
The fifth grandfather's words came again, and Su Yunjin raised his head, and what he saw was the reproachful gaze of the fifth grandfather.
This is a real reproach, which makes Su Yunjin feel ashamed.
"As my heir, the heir of your sixth grandmother, you should know how precious your hands are.
When you were a child, no matter which of your grandparents you studied with, I would pay special attention to the protection of your hands.
Now do you know that your knife has almost wasted our hard work! ”
"I'm sorry Grandpa Five."
"Is it still useful to say sorry now? As a healer, his hand is already considered a waste, and even if it is good, it is only a half-crippled. ”
The fifth grandfather's words were harsh, but at this moment, Su Yunjin did not dare to refute in the slightest.
If she still didn't care a little when she was in the hospital, she only regretted it in her heart at this time, a deep, deep regret.
Because of her own stubbornness, she disappointed her grandparents.
Especially the fifth grandfather, the inheritance of medical Taoism is his lifelong dream, and for this, he has spent a lot of effort on himself.
But she just wasted the old man's life's hard work.
This guilt hit her heart, pursed her mouth, Su Yunjin's vision gradually blurred, and the old man in front of her was blocked by the mist, "I'm sorry Fifth Grandpa." ”
"Okay, don't cry, it's already happened, remember this lesson, don't be so reckless next time."
The fifth grandfather's tone was still cold, but Su Yunjin understood the meaning of his words, this was forgiving himself.
But this forgiveness made Su Yunjin unable to suppress it any longer, covering his face and letting the tears fall down in large numbers.
"But...... But I failed to live up to the expectations of my fifth and sixth grandmothers......"
Gritting his teeth, Su Yunjin almost forced himself to make this sentence clear.
She is not afraid of pain, she is not afraid of losing her hands, but she doesn't want to live up to the grandpa and grandmother who raised her.
Especially the sixth grandmother, she is so gentle, when she was a child, whatever mistakes she made were covered by the sixth grandmother.
Even if she followed the third grandfather to learn the Tao and wanted to be lazy, the sixth grandmother would stop the third grandfather from punishing herself.
However, such an old man who loved himself gently and lovingly was left behind by himself a few hours ago.
She forgot the mission she carried, and forgot the grandparents who were full of hope for herself on the mountain of Zongshan.
She injured her hand, and the life's work she had given her to Grandma Six was nearly ruined.
She couldn't forgive all this, and she couldn't forgive herself.
Gritting her teeth, Su Yunjin tried not to cry embarrassed, but in the end she still let out a whining cry.
Shame, self-blame, pain, regret......
All emotions lingered in her heart until she felt a large hand on her head.
"It's good to know that it's wrong, there is still a way to hurt the fifth grandfather this point."
The gentle but powerful voice of the fifth grandfather came.
Su Yunjin raised his head from the pain, looked at the fifth grandfather, and couldn't stop sobbing and asked, "That's ...... Then what else can I ...... It's still the same as ever...... Is it the same? ”
"It depends on whether you have the will or not, you have followed your grandfather from elementary school to adulthood, you should understand that the way to recovery is three points in the doctor, and seven points in yourself.
What Grandpa can do now is to use acupuncture to help you stimulate the regeneration of these severed meridians, and whether you can make them the same as the original depends on whether you are willing to train or not. ”
With a long sigh, the eyes of the fifth old man were indescribably complicated, and his brows were furrowed tightly.
Su Yunjin naturally knew the helplessness and pain in the fifth grandfather's heart at this moment, but she felt sincerely happy when she heard these words.
Nodding, Su Yunjin told the fifth grandfather that he understood.
"Healers must first learn self-love, not to spare their lives, but only in this way will they help more people."
Taking out the needle box, the fifth old man said something earnestly, but then, he sighed helplessly and said, "But after this time, the fifth grandfather also knows that you have learned a long lesson." ”
Su Yunjin didn't speak.
The fifth old man didn't need her to speak.
Opening the needle box, among the pile of silver needles shining with metallic light, the fifth old man found the most suitable one, pinched the tip of the needle with the three fingers of the index finger, thumb, and middle finger, and pierced it into the acupuncture point on Su Yunjin's hand.