When the train was still speeding in the night, many passengers sitting on the train began to fall asleep one after another. For Chen Miaoxu, who likes to be quiet, even if she sleeps in a soft sleeper is very comfortable, she still seems to have no intention of sleeping.

Just as Xu Zhengdao came to the conclusion of her pulse diagnosis before, she has always had insomnia recently. Although she herself knows that this is not good, because she is Chen Miaoxu, not the sentimental Lin Daiyu.

It's one thing to know, it's another thing to adjust. Tossing and turning several times, she still couldn't fall asleep, but finally sighed softly, quietly walked out of the box, and sat on a chair in the aisle.

Rather than staying in a box, she prefers to sit in a small chair and look at the occasional view from the car window. But to her surprise, not long after, the door of another sleeper box was opened, and a person walked out of it.

Just as she was about to speak, the person who came out of the carriage motioned to her to go to the junction of the carriages. Although it felt a little inappropriate, Chen Miaoxu also knew that if the two chatted in the carriage, it would disturb other people's rest.

When she came to the junction of the carriage and saw Xu Zhengdao who was waiting for her, she was a little embarrassed and said, "Manager Lin, did you bother you?" I thought everyone was resting, so I wanted to come out and sit outside. ”

"Can't sleep? Insomnia again? ”

"Hmmm! When I was in the crew before, because I worked hard every day, it was easy to fall asleep after finishing work. Now that I'm suddenly idle, I don't feel sleepy. Sorry to worry you again. ”

Xu Zhengdao, who heard this, was also happy, and said with a smile: "What am I worried about? It's you who really need to worry about it. If you continue like this, how long do you think you can last? What are you bothered about? ”

Facing Xu Zhengdao's chuckle and inquiry, Chen Miaoxu blushed a little and said, "I don't know either!" I just feel that something is in my heart, but I don't know what it is. It feels like there's a lot going on, but when you think about it, it's okay? ”

"Is there anything wrong with that? Listening to you say these words, it always feels like a tongue twister. If you really don't want to sleep, then let's take a good look at it later. Of course, the premise is that you have to open your heart and not hide it, okay? ”

For such words, Chen Miaoxu thought for a while and said, "Yes! Actually, I also want to solve this kind of trouble, and I also know that there is something wrong with me now. When I came home earlier, my mother looked at me like a patient. ”

"It's normal! Although now you seem to be in good shape. But in reality, you haven't played yet, and you're immersed in the role of the characters in the play. Her words and deeds are still influencing you. You think, isn't that so? ”

"Well, although I don't want to admit it, it seems like this. But you know, it took too long to make this film. ”

"So, getting used to it is a terrible thing. What are you annoyed about being unable to break free from the constraints brought to you by the role? ”

"Sort of! Although I like the role of Lin Daiyu very much, I am not her after all. Isn't it contradictory, you say? ”

"It's not contradictory! To be precise, you have the shadow of Lin Daiyu on you. Your personality is also of the sentimental type. To put it bluntly, it's obviously a negligible thing, but you always like to dig into the bottom of the problem to find the answer. ”

"Well, it seems to be a little!"

"This may also be the reason why Director Wang will like you to play her. But in fact, you are a young woman of literature and art, and you always want to explore some philosophy of life, or think about those ups and downs.

It's not that there's anything wrong with this, but life is more about firewood, rice, oil and salt, so why have so much leisure to think about this? If you let those farmers who are facing the loess know with their backs to the sky, what do you think they will say about you? ”

"I don't know!"

"They're going to say, that's what you're fed for!"

Such a straightforward statement, although a little ugly. But Chen Miaoxu thinks about it carefully, and it seems that there is some truth. If she is really busy with her livelihood every day, what time does she have to be sentimental and think about what she has and doesn't?

After chatting about the difficulty of immersing himself in the role after acting, Xu Zhengdao continued: "I heard that you broke up with your boyfriend? Can you ask what the reason is? In my opinion, you should be the more single-minded kind of girl, right? ”

"Sister Jie told you?"

"Do you think you can hide this kind of thing from many people? Do you think it's possible to go home and stay for a few days, to say it's okay? ”

"It seems to be the same! As for the reason for the breakup, maybe it was because it was not suitable! If I hadn't filmed this drama, maybe I would have chosen to get married and live a life of husband and children. But I may be a little unwilling! ”

"Yes! Young people, who does not pursue and yearn for freedom? But do you regret coming out to film? ”

Faced with such an inquiry, Chen Miaoxu thought for a while and said: "Although acting, it has brought a lot of unexpected troubles to my originally peaceful life. But I still don't regret it, and I'm even glad that I had such an opportunity. ”

"If you don't regret it, why are you so entangled?"

As a result, to Xu Zhengdao's surprise, Chen Miaoxu, who heard his question, did not answer his question, but said with a somewhat tangled and serious expression: "Then can I ask, why do you care about me so much?" ”

Hearing this, Xu Zhengdao thought for a while and said, "What do you think is the reason?" ”

"I don't know! Sometimes I appreciate your care, and sometimes I feel troubled. Even I know that you have a very beautiful and famous girlfriend in Xiangjiang. But why do you care so much about me? ”

"Don't you think I'm beating you up for bad ideas? To say that there is no bad intentions is a lie. People live for a lifetime, who doesn't have some pursuit and ambition? But to say that this kind of care is love, I guess you won't believe it.

To be precise, I don't want to see you ruined. Perhaps there is a little bit of compassion for me as a healer! But I've been in contact with it a lot, and I'm actually a little afraid of you. Want to know why? ”

"Yes!"

"Actually, for me, Hong Kong is just a stop in my life's journey, and I don't stop there. The real home is the mainland from beginning to end. So in the future, my home will definitely be in the mainland.

Now the people we meet can be regarded as the scenery we see in the journey of life. What's the harm in doing something you love and want to do while you're young? When we get older, maybe we will regret why we didn't do it in the first place.

But you know, there is no regret medicine in this world, so it's too late to regret it. Of course, this is just my idea and does not mean that it applies to you. After all, everyone has their own ideas and ways of living, doesn't they? ”

Just when Chen Miaoxu fell silent, Xu Zhengdao suddenly said again: "Did you break up with your partner because of me?" If so, then I'm sorry. But I really hope that you can live a happier life. ”

"Thank you!"

Regarding Xu Zhengdao's apology, Chen Miaoxu didn't know what to say. But deep down, she couldn't hide herself. The man in front of her, who was said to be as old as her, had indeed disturbed her state of mind.

If the other party doesn't have a girlfriend, or really pursues her, then she won't refuse. The question is, Xu Zhengdao already has a girlfriend, so why did he provoke her again? Could it be that in his eyes, she is a girl with frivolous manners?

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