Yun Xiaoxue's brain was buzzing, and her footsteps approached involuntarily, but she was dragged back by Mrs. Lu. She opened her eyes wide and asked angrily, "What are you doing?" ”

"I'll go with him." Yun Xiaoxue's eyes were red, with tears of grief.

Smallpox is a plague, even if the imperial doctor in the capital comes, it can only be controlled but not cured, and even all of them will be controlled and burned in order to prevent the spread! She can't let this happen, Lu Zi'an is still so young, he is so smart, he has to live!

Even if, even if the world really doesn't want to keep him, then she will accompany him.

"You have to think about it, if you get into trouble with this kind of thing, if you can't resist it, your life will be over." Mrs. Lu originally looked for Yun Xiaoshuang really because she wanted her to accompany her son, even if there was a real accident, she would have to bury her son! But now she was a little weak-hearted.

The girl in front of her is so innocent, so cute, she still has a lot of life to squander, and there is still so much light to see in the days to come, so she died like this, is it really good?

At this moment, many pictures flashed in Yun Xiaoxue's mind, and from childhood to adulthood, all kinds of memories poured into her brain.

"My sister and I have been close since we were children, not only because we are sisters of the same father and mother, but also because her cowardice makes me feel that we are the same kind of people," she said. However, I gradually realized that this was not the case. ”

Her sister is a very good person, she looks weak on the surface but is unusually strong on the inside, she has her own principles and has the ability to abide by them. She had a good life and met a husband who loved her very much. Her ability is very strong, and she opened a medicine building as big as Moxue Building, even if it was closed for so many days and reopened, there were still so many people sending warm blessings.

She has a good temperament, and she can always attract such and such men to like, even the person she loves the most in Brother An's heart is always her.

And what about yourself?

Stupid, cowardly, ridiculous.

Her existence is a mistake, and since this is the case, how to live and die, and what to fear. Sooner or later, it is better to do something meaningful before you die.

She said: "My existence is meaningless, but Brother An is different, he is so smart, so gentle, so powerful, many businessmen appreciate him and are afraid of him, such an excellent person should work hard to live." Since he needs to be taken care of, then let me come. It's also a good thing to do something meaningful with my limited life force. ”

Mrs. Lu looked at her quietly, feeling the fearless feelings in her pupils, and her heart was complicated. It was only at this moment that she reacted from Fang Cai's subjective consciousness and understood that the simple girl in front of her was not the cold girl Yun Xiaoshuang who she hated in her heart, but her sister Yun Xiaoxue.

"How long have you liked him?" It is said that women understand women best, Yun Xiaoxue never mentioned that she liked Lu Zi'an from beginning to end, but Mrs. Lu still pointed out her heart keenly and quickly.

"How long?" Yun Xiaoxue's heart throbbed violently, and the corners of her mouth hooked and tried to show a smile, "I don't know, it may have been a long time." ”

Mrs. Lu accompanied Yun Xiaoxue to the bridge leading to the isolated water attic, and stopped at a distance of one meter from the house.

The nurse saluted from afar, and said nervously, "Madam, why are you here?" It's dangerous here! ”

Mrs. Lu waved her hand, signaled that it was okay, and asked, "How is the young master?" ”

The light in the nurse's eyes dimmed, and she shook her head sadly, holding back her sour nose to prevent herself from crying: "It's still not good, today's situation is more serious than yesterday." The doctor said that there was no need for treatment. ”

When the nurse said this, she almost gritted her teeth.

Although she is not Lu Zi'an's biological mother, after all, she also grew up watching Lu Zi'an grow up. To put it mildly, Lu Zi'an can also be regarded as her "son", and now that she is watching her "child" become critically ill step by step, her heart of "being a mother" is about to break.

But she could not fully express her sorrow, for Madame was still here, and her pain was probably even more painful. In order to maintain her identity, in order to maintain her normal image and greet the outside world, Mrs. has endured too much, and she can't add any more obstacles to Mrs. at this time, which makes Mrs. even more heartbroken.

Mrs. Lu's eyelashes trembled, and Yun Xiaoxue, who was closest to her, could even see the cyan veins on her neck that were exposed to suppress her sadness. At this moment, they suddenly heard a faint cry from the room: "Nurse...... Nurse ......"

The nurse was like clockwork, and immediately rushed to the door, and asked nervously: "Young master, my young master, how are you now?" Do you want to drink water? I'll pour it for you now! ”

"Don't bother, nurse, did you tell Xiaoshuang the news of my illness? Is she coming? ”

The nurse's body stiffened, glanced at Yun Xiaoxue, shook her head, and whispered, "Come on, at least, she let her sister come." ”

"Is it Xiaoxue?" The corners of Lu Zi'an's mouth hooked, and a hot tear fell from his chaotic eyes, "It's okay, it's okay, there's no need to let Xiaoshuang come, it's okay if she doesn't come...... I'm afraid I can't cure this disease, but if I infect her again, what can I do......"

He slowly closed his eyes and hid all his losses, but his unwillingness was spreading wildly.

I really want to see her, I really want to.

He was about to die, but the person he put on the tip of his heart was not even willing to help him fulfill his wish to see her. Yes, he had done something very sorry for her, but after such a long time, he had already admitted his mistake, he was about to leave this world and would never see her again, but why was she still unwilling to give herself mercy for this?

It must be Zhao Mocheng again.

It's because he doesn't want Xiaoshuang to come, so Xiaoshuang can't come over, right? It must be like this, Xiaoshuang will never be so ruthless.

"Brother An!"

A familiar call came from outside the door.

Lu Zi'an opened his eyes and couldn't help but smile. This sweet voice, he is simply too familiar.

This stupid girl, in order to get close to Yun Xiaoshuang, deliberately had an affair with her, who knew that this girl was really so stupid, and she completely fell with a little sweetness. Now, he has such a disease, and he still dares to come to the door.

In that case, it is better to use her again.

Anyway, it's the last time.

"Xiaoxue, are you here? Your sister still doesn't want to see me? ”

"She ......" Yun Xiaoxue's eyes dodged, biting her lower lip and not knowing how to answer. She wanted to find the most gentle answer, which could not hurt Lu Zi'an, but her brain was limited, and she was not as cultured as Yun Xiaoshuang, so even if she racked her brains, she didn't think of what words to use to comfort her.

Lu Zixin had already guessed this answer, but when he heard her hesitation, he still felt that the position of his heart kept twitching. His head seemed to be even more dizzy, and for a moment, he even thought that his life was about to end completely.

"Haha, what a pity. I really didn't expect that we had such a good relationship, but now, I can't see her again until I die," Lu Zi'an closed his eyes, as if he was quietly waiting for death, "It's okay, it's okay if you don't come, it's okay if you don't come...... It's just a bit of a pity...... It would be nice to see her one last time......"

Yun Xiaoxue's eyes were red, and the pain was self-evident. Not only because the person she held on the tip of her heart was about to leave her, but also because the man she thought she had got was pretending to be another woman to death.

She knew about this situation, she knew it from the beginning, but why did her heart still hurt so much?

"Brother An, don't worry, you will definitely be able to see it. She's wanted to come to see you for a long time, but she can't get out of it lately. Don't worry, when she takes care of the things around her, she will definitely come to see you! I promise! Yun Xiaoshuang's voice was as sweet and lovely as ever, and she still had a firm and innocent smile outside the door.

It's just that this cute smiling face is full of tears.

Mrs. Lu couldn't stand it anymore, took Yun Xiaoxue's hand and said, "Forget it, if Miss Xiaoshuang doesn't want to come, don't come, after all, fate is destined, if you don't like it, you don't like it, it's not that you can change it." ”

She is also a woman, and she is a relatively lucky woman, but she understands the pain of not being able to love, she understands too much than those dog men. Yun Xiaoxue is not where he belongs in his heart, but he shouldn't be treated like this.

Listening to the person you love keep chanting in front of you about another woman, a woman who makes you feel involuntarily humble, that grief is a thousand times more painful than a physical injury.

After returning from Lu Mansion, Yun Xiaoxue was always uneasy. She knew the horror of smallpox, so she didn't dare to go back to Moxue Building, and waited for Yun Xiaoshuang on the way home.

"Do you still know to come back?"

Yun Xiaoshuang didn't have the anger that Yun Xiaoxue imagined, she calmly made Yun Xiaoxue feel weak and angry.

"I'm going to see Brother An today."

Yun Xiaoxue didn't plan to hide it anymore, and said straight to the point.

This answer was that Yun Xiaoshuang had guessed it a long time ago, but when she really heard it from Yun Xiaoxue's mouth, Yun Xiaoshuang's anger still kept jumping up: "Yun Xiaoxue, is it useless for my sister to tell you now?" Did my sister tell you not to get too close to that scumbag, and you still fell into it? ”

Yun Xiaoxue swallowed her saliva back, kept her tears in her eyes and didn't let it fall, and lightly interrupted Yun Xiaoshuang's words: "He's dying." ”

"What?" Yun Xiaoshuang was stunned.

The blow to this answer was so great that she didn't react for a moment.

What did Yun Xiaoxue say just now? This man, who was still alive and kicking around a few days ago, is going to die?