Speaking of which, you may not know, there was a time when my girlish heart suddenly died, but it was difficult to believe in love, and I began to be misogynistic, so writing romance became a very painful thing.

I tried to write a career essay, but the editor told me seriously that what I am good at is romance, and romance needs a good male protagonist, and it needs a wonderful rivalry between the male and female protagonists.

So I barely supported it, and I have been brainwashing myself to strengthen the sense of belief that an author should have.

By the end of this book, I seem to have completed the rehabilitation of the girl's heart_(:з"∠)_

I got married, and my boyfriend was writing "The Dream of Spring".

He's not a perfect person, and neither am I, we've known each other for fifteen years, we've been in love for five or six years, and we've been away from each other for a long time in between, and there's a lot of pain and suffering.

But he was the one who healed me in the end.

Because of him, I began to try to trust and depend, began to face life, began to get in touch with the smoke and smoke outside the computer and keyboard, and began to pay attention to going to bed early and waking up early, eating healthy, sitting correctly, and exercising and cycling.

I also began to have some new perspectives on feelings.

I liked him a lot and started to enjoy the feeling of opening up documents and building a new world again.

no longer resists the male and female protagonists, and begins to try to give my heroine some positive healing.

The perspective of the reader and the author is completely different, and there are some articles that I think I am very satisfied with, and you don't seem to like them very much, but I think the articles are all loopholes, and they seem to be more favored by you because of other advantages.

But it doesn't matter, the regret of each book is the motivation for me to open a new book.

This is my twenty-third book, I don't think I'm talented, and my writing is vernacular, but hard work can make up for it, in Er'er's words, I've been able to stick to it until now, I'm already amazing, great!

The twenty-fourth book should be a fairy theme, and it will continue to be written in the future.

This year, I have seen some of the evaluations you have given me, and I am very happy to see the praise, and it is okay to see that I don't like it, even if I can't be your favorite author, then I can spell it out to be the author who has been with you for the longest time hahahahaha.

It's the New Year, and it's a new year.

"Spring Affair in Beijing" is coming to an end here, thank you for more than two months of companionship, and thank you for the babies who have been leaving me messages, I have seen it.

I would like to say Happy New Year to everyone in advance, and I hope that all your wishes will come true and all the best.

Please also advise more in the coming year (づ ̄3 ̄)づ╭~

——— egret into pairs.2022.12.7