Chapter 8: Goodbye

"Love but can't, pain but not forget, let go but not give up, lose but unwilling, all his life, full of regrets" - General Principles

She's in the south, I'm in the north. I especially want to know what she said to the head teacher at that time, and every time I turn to a video about her over the years, I will look at the photos very carefully. She once said that I could meet a girl like her and be liked by her, I was very lucky, but I couldn't understand why she pushed me away, and sometimes I felt that in fact, we all lost, and I would never show such a pure, warm and brave like again. We haven't seen each other for three or four years now, she used to always say that I was lost, and I only had seven seconds of memory in my head, and I never seemed to have forgotten what she looked like, and it had never been, and the light in my eyes before was gone to myopia and astigmatism now.

If we are not separated. In autumn, we can walk romantically to the mountains together, let us be in a daze in front of the red mountains, let us be short of words, and let us see the changes of color and light. Many people ask me, "Does love have anything to do with money?" - "Will you think of her because of a song?" "I want to answer realistically, but in that period we ate a 5 yuan meal together in the school cafeteria, used an inexpensive mobile phone, and watched TV without members together, and we brought 35 yuan when we went out at that time, and we were also very happy, but then we were still separated. I heard the feeling of 18 years in a song, it was the day when we met every day, the day when we thought about each other without a mobile phone, and the year when I went the wrong way.

Suddenly, I "woke up", and when I looked back, I suddenly realized that everything had already been traced, and the relationship I spent time maintaining was nothing but me deceiving myself. Immerse yourself in the so-called coming day. As I walked along the way, I realized that I had already lost my way at the beginning of the crack. I also gradually understood that I didn't know the meaning of the song when I first heard it, and then I listened to the person in the song, which means that the person who wrote the song writes the story, and the person who listens to the song listens to the past. I don't know why I was so ruthless at the time, if I meet now, I will run away from her, escape from her sight, escape from the place where she lives, maybe I will be red and red when I meet again, and the truth is that meeting is a luxury, how can I talk about blushing and blushing.

Then when I saw a girl that day, I thought it was her, I thought she had changed, many years ago she had clear eyes, and then she was short-sighted and astigmatism. And not getting it is always the best!! Maybe it's because I'm living too easy to be full of her, I remember when we held hands and sweated and didn't want to let go, and then he left me without looking back, maybe one day in the future, I may forget her, that longing face now I can't remember clearly, you and I may be short or embarrassed, maybe we should be like this!

He will be someone else's wife and someone else's mother in the future, but she will always be my little girl of that year, as if her appearance in my youth can make me grow up a little...... More or less!