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Last night I had a dream in which she wiped my tears and said to me softly and chokedly, "I'm so guilty for not loving you well." ”

If you are wrong, you will regret it! No, at least I taught her the world, of course, it wasn't because I wanted to take her for myself, but simply wanted her to suffer less in the future! I also hope that she will be able to remember me in the future!

Regrets are common, the road is moving forward, the days are also going forward, when I brush her on the video platform, I will still stay for a long time, I am full of regrets when I think that the woman in front of me is the woman I can't get.

Later, we went to two different schools, because a brother next to me and her was in the same dormitory, and one night we chatted and talked about our ex, I was saying, I didn't expect him to call the video, and what I said was heard by the whole dormitory, so I called Li Yanxue in the push and shove, she answered and didn't speak, I only heard that their dormitory was telling the truth and false for three years without saying a word, but our dormitory was exceptionally quiet, we were all waiting for each other to say the first word! She still didn't speak! I haven't spoken to you in a long time, how are you? She said, "I'm fine, what about you?" This was how it began, the dormitory was very quiet that day, a group of people were listening to the phone everywhere, and from the tone of her voice, I could tell that she seemed to have a cold, so I said, "Why don't you take the medicine?" She said, "It's okay, it'll be fine in a few days," and there wasn't much to talk about! I said, "Why don't you hang up!" She said, "Okay, you pay attention to your body, smoke less and drink less, and keep warm" I said, "Okay, you too!" "We hung up the phone, I was very sleepy that night, I fell asleep looking at the phone, I had a dream, I dreamed of a woman wearing yellow half-sleeves, sitting on a leather sofa, she was wiping my tears, especially choked up and said to me: she is very guilty! I didn't say anything. It's so vague, so vague that I don't know who it is when I wake up! But it's also strange that I haven't dreamed for a long, long time, and I had a dream just by making a phone call at night!

Later, someone asked me, "Do you miss her?" I said, "Yes!" How don't you want to! Super want to! But there's really no way! "People like me feel that they don't care about me at all, I will slowly lose points in my heart and be indifferent, I have also seen the ceiling at three o'clock in the morning, the sun at five o'clock in the morning, the crying wet pillow, the trembling hands, many years later, we are far away from the mountains and seas, but I still can't forget the feeling when I first met you, I was only fascinated by you!

The broken mirror will never be reunited, even if it is temporarily reconciled, there will be because of the estrangement in the heart, which has been stuck in the middle of the two, and reconciliation cannot be as before!

Then it snowed coolly! She's gone! I vividly remember the first time we met in the winter! It was snowing heavily that day! It's huge! It's huge! It's been a long time since I've seen that face I've been thinking about, and when I'm free, I wonder if she's sleeping so late. Will you think of me? Years later, we are far away, but I still can't forget the first time I met her, and I was only fascinated by her! Empty memories suddenly fill you! All the likes exploded densely and turned into joy and happiness. For the first time, I wanted to be with someone so much. Forever and ever! Just seeing your smile, the world isn't that bad! When I was with her, I felt that a county town was so small that I could meet her wherever I went, and I felt so big that I couldn't meet her favorite places!