08 The rest of my life
On the day that Yongye and Crazy Twist came to the Potala Palace, the sky was high and cloudless, and even the mood seemed to be much better.
Of course, he was followed by a bald monk.
Because the two of them seemed to have become dangerous people in the eyes of the monk, but they got together again, which made the monk worry day and night, and he couldn't wait to overtake the two of them at once.
When I walked to the bottom of the steps, I saw two people standing in the early morning, waiting there quietly.
Yongye couldn't believe his eyes, and then he was happy, like a puppy that only saw bones, and ran forward: "Jun Yin, you are here too." ”
Jun Yin took the big bag in Yongye's hand and looked behind Yongye, where Fanmeng was walking towards the infatuation step by step.
Turning back in the eternal night, Jun Yin grabbed her: "Leave the time to themselves, and climb with me, this pilgrimage place." ”
Jun Yin took Yongye's hand and called the monk: "Monk, let's go!"
The monk folded his hands and took the lead in stepping on the stone steps, his gray clothes fluttering, his face full of solemnity, solemn and compassionate, just like the Buddha statue in the temple.
When Yongye climbed halfway and rested on the side, he couldn't help but look down, and saw Fanmeng carrying a big bag of crazy twists, standing quietly beside them, and crazy twists were climbing up step by step.
What a deep desire, what kind of obsession, what kind of despair, in the mortal world, can not be realized, so come here, step by step prostration.
Yongye looked back again, and in the crowd, the monk had disappeared.
It was not until the two of them climbed to the top that they saw the monk again, and in front of the monk, there was an old lama.
The old lama held a thick round rosary in his hand, calmly looking at the beings in front of him, the monk stood one step behind him, thinking about it, this must be a monk who has attained the Tao, and the monk invited him to come out, otherwise, where will ordinary people see it.
Eternal Night also stood there, waiting for the Twist to climb up.
She believed that she would climb up.
The idiot twist really climbed up.
When the old lama saw the infatuation, he folded his hands and closed his eyes full of compassion: "The donor is asking so hard, there must be something that he can't ask for, so it's better to go inside and talk about it in detail." ”
The old lama took the idiot away, but the monk stopped the three of them at the door and shook his head.
When the idiot came out again, he was holding a small sandalwood box, and his eyes were full of joy.
Yongye asked her what it was, and snorted coldly: "This is a treasure given to me by the master, so I won't tell you." ”
Eternal Night rolled her eyes: "There is no sex and no humanity!"
And they separated, each in his own way, and every man in his own way.
When it was time to see him again in the evening, he walked up to the monk: "With an obsessive soul, dragging a body that has long been decayed, stagnating in this world and refusing to leave." Monk, surpass me. ”
No one spoke, neither did the monk.
After dinner, the five of them got together and started to defend the emperor, and the monk lost all the money he earned from Jun Yin because he was not very skilled in business, and left with a dejected face.
Crazy Twist chased into the room of the eternal night, and dragged the eternal night to sleep together.
In the middle of the night, Yongye was awakened by freezing, looking at the quilt that was snatched away, and then looking at the idiot who wrapped himself in a chrysalis and blinked his eyes, and frustration arose: "You can't sleep, forget it, why do you still snatch my quilt, don't you feel nothing?
Crazy Twist Innocent: "Dead people don't need to sleep, and there are no dreams to make when they are asleep." ”
"Eternal night, though the heart is not beating, the body has no temperature, and the skin has no feeling...... But I think it might be cold, so I can't help but want to cover it, maybe, it's just an illusion. The body doesn't feel anything, it's just the heart that doesn't beat anymore. ”
Eternal Night shook his head: "Okay, you cover, you cover!"
Obsessive, but still refusing to sleep: "Eternal night, I think, Jun Yin is not suitable for you?"
"Why?" Eternal Night was too sleepy to open his eyes.
"Isn't it clear and clear on your head!" In the darkness, the hand of infatuation pressed the center of the eyebrows of the eternal night accurately.
Yongye snorted coldly: "I don't care about it! Whether it is suitable or not, this king has the final say." ”
The two talked for a long time, and the infatuation finally fell asleep.
But Yongye couldn't sleep, and she couldn't imagine what it would be like to fall asleep, because if she didn't say anything, she would be no different from a dead person.
Soon after, the sound of chanting came from the monk's room.
Eternal night tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, so he jumped up and kicked the monk's door.
The chanting did not stop, and the monk did not open the door.
Jun Yin on the other side opened the door and pulled Yongye in: "This is the best choice, you don't want it to rot little by little, and become a ghost or a ghost." ”
"It's still alive. With tears in her eyes, Eternal Night felt like she was going crazy.
"She's dead, dead last winter, not waiting for this spring......" Jun Yin held Eternal Night in his arms, revealing the fact.
Eternal Night cried loudly: "But the idiot I know is still alive." ”
"It's just an obsession, just an obsession after death. ”
The next day, the idiot didn't wake up;
For all the days that followed, she didn't wake up.
She never opened her eyes again.
Eternal Night sent her ashes home as promised.
Her parents cried over the ashes, and her brother said over and over again, "I knew it was going to be like this, I knew it was going to be like this... From the time I secretly let her out of the hospital, I knew it was going to happen..."
Goodbye infatuation is on the day of burial.
Brahma also went.
After the funeral, the crying people left.
"It's a thin life, and it's infatuated, why bother?" the obsessive editor belatedly came, smiled bitterly in front of the grave, and left belatedly.
But he was still standing there with a box in his hand.
Eternal Night stepped forward and asked him, what was in the box?
Fanmeng shook his head: "I don't know!"
"Haven't you opened it?" asked him Eternal Night.
Fan Meng lowered his head, not knowing whether he was looking at the box or his own hand, he suddenly raised his head and asked Yongye blankly: "It's opened, what will happen?"
Yongye was taken aback by his appearance, and changed the subject: "Crazy twist is with you, did you say anything?"
"Yes, she talked a lot, and I can't remember most of them. ”
"And what do you remember?"
"She said, 'The road is full of thorns and frosts, and since you are with me, it is not a vain.' She said, 'Brahman, you are the flower in my heart, Bodhi Prajna'; she said, 'Brahmanmeng, the moment I met you, I began to think about the world; she said, 'The rain is falling little by little, I can't see the direction you came from, and I can't see the way back from you!' At the end of Ruth, I would like to stand for you as a sea, a mountain, a vicissitudes of the sea, and a mountain and forest as a river. See the dreams of the world, the prosperity ends', she said......"
"Aren't you, remember a lot?"
"I don't know, I thought I had forgotten, but when you asked, I remembered everything. Fanmeng looked up, looked at the tombstone blankly, looked down at his hand again, and suddenly, began to unseal the box.
Although Yongye had only seen it once, she remembered that it was the box that the old lama had given to her infatuation.
The box was opened, and Fan Meng held the contents in his hand, and Yongye asked in a low voice, "The prayer wheel, is it still open?"
"Open! Don't look at it, and then it will become a magic barrier. ”
Yongye didn't ask, just closed his eyes, and felt that the dream at this moment was very sad.
When I opened it again, the contents of the prayer wheel were already in the hands of Brahmanmeng.
Fanmeng's hand trembled, and the paper fell to the ground, accompanied by the prayer wheel, making a "bang" sound, as if something was shattered together.
The paper fell to the feet of Eternal Night with Juanxiu's handwriting, and she picked it up:
"Of the 10,000 long heads outside the Potala Palace, I only make three wishes, one wish: a happy family and a happy life, two wishes, the country and the people are safe, and the world is peaceful; and the remaining 9,998 wishes are all made into one. ”
The love of one step and one kowtow, the obsession of three steps and one turn.
What is love? If everyone loves so much and is so painful, why don't they let go?
After a long time, Fan Meng picked up the prayer wheel on the ground, carefully put the paper back inside, and said, "Your Highness, I want to go back to Nanjing with you." ”
"You want to come with me?" asked Eternal Night.
"Yes!"
"Why?"
Van Meng glanced at the tombstone, "Because, there is nothing worth remembering in the world." ”
Fan Meng, you are still moved in the end, right? Yongye looked up at the straight man standing there, and tears gradually appeared in his eyes.
When it comes, it goes without a trace, and it goes with the current events; Why do you need to ask more about floating life, only this floating life is in a dream. Idiot, are you satisfied with such an answer?
-- End of Volume 3 "Foolish Dreams: Brahman Dream Twist".