Chapter 60: You've already paid the price anyway
Raising her head, she only saw Nangong Jun's calm and calm side face.
"I thought you wouldn't come." She spoke softly.
"Want to hear the truth?" Nangong Jun looked ahead and spoke in a low voice.
Su Dongning nodded, only to hear his deep voice slowly sound.
"I saw you kept your head down, thinking you were crying."
Up to now, Su Dongning has shown an unusual tenacity, and she has really never shed tears.
She smiled very lightly and said softly, "So this is what you mean by caring about me?" ”
"Hard to understand?" Nangong Jun turned around and raised his eyebrows.
His eyebrows and eyes were deep, and this raised eyebrow made Su Dongning look a little stunned.
She paused for a moment before she said slowly: "It's you who expressed it a little vaguely, so I didn't react." ”
"Then I'll be blunt next time."
This is the first time Su Dongning has felt that Nangong Jun is so easy to speak.
Even if it is most likely because she lost her loved ones, she felt pity.
She forced out a smile and was about to joke with him, only to hear Nangong Jun say without emotion: "If you don't want to laugh, don't laugh, no one wants to force you to laugh." ”
This sentence seemed to hit a secret but painful point in her heart, which made her eyes red all of a sudden.
But she endured it stubbornly and didn't let the tears fall.
The funeral is over, and grandma's life is just condensed into countless suppressed cries.
Su Dongning was about to get up to see off the guests, but Su Dongyi pressed his shoulder.
He was in a hurry, and said quickly: "It's okay for me to come, you did the reception before, don't be too tired." ”
"Hey, you take care of her."
Nangong Jun didn't reply to his words, but raised his eyes and looked at Su Dongyi with a playful expression.
The person was almost gone, and Nangong Jun was about to ask her when she would leave, when her mobile phone rang suddenly.
It's about demolition.
Nangong Jun opened the document and handed it to Su Dongning's hand, "The specific policy and compensation for demolition."
It's not a lot of money, but I think it can be left to your grandfather for retirement.
Rest assured, with me, I won't let those people take away a point. ”
The demolition money is more than expected, which is already a huge amount of money for ordinary families.
But in Nangong Jun's eyes, it may be his ordinary expenses.
Su Dongning nodded thoughtfully: "This money should be left to grandpa, since the uncle can't get it, I'll rest assured." ”
She flipped it down casually, but she didn't expect to take a few photos under the documents, which were photos of her grandmother's door.
At least ten years ago.
Su Dongning's nose was sour.
She pointed to a vine at the door with trembling fingertips, and said softly: "Every summer when I go back to my hometown, my grandparents take me to pick grapes.
Grandma's grapes are very delicious, with big juices, full water, and very few seeds, and I can show off a big pot every summer.
But one year the hailstorm broke the vine, and the next year it didn't bear fruit again, so my grandfather pulled it up, and I didn't expect to see it here. ”
Her voice was calm as she recounted the past, but the end was trembling violently.
Nangong Jun grabbed her shoulder, lowered his voice, and said, "I forgot what I told you so quickly." ”
Su Dongning put the phone back in the pocket of his coat, then raised his hand, gently pinched the sides of his coat, and wrapped himself in.
Fortunately, Nangong Jun is wearing a loose windbreaker in her coat today, and she is relatively thin, just enough to wrap half of her body in it.
Su Dongning leaned on his chest, and the tears that he had endured for several days were surging down.
"I don't dare to cry all the time, my parents' emotions are broken enough, I have to be the sober one."
She choked up and said, "But I miss my grandmother so much." ”
Nangong Jun broke her hands one by one, directly hugged her into his arms, and gently stroked her back.
"Alright, alright. No one here will look at you, so you can cry if you want to. ”
With a faint fragrance in his arms, Su Dongning felt as if he had returned to his childhood.
You can lean into the arms of adults and release your emotions.
It turned out that he was so secure.
"I watched my grandmother being pushed into the stove and realized that when a person dies, he doesn't turn into a star in the sky, he doesn't look at anyone in the air.
To be dead is to be dead, and the composition of burnt ash and apatite is about the same. ”
Su Dongning also hugged him with his backhand, "Only the time that has been accompanied in the past should be given the most cherished meaning, and those memories were only ordinary at that time."
The most terrible thing about death is that it reminds me that no matter how long it will be in the future, I will never be accompanied by this person again. ”
"It is worthy of being a top student, and he can still publish papers at this time." Nangong Jun's fingertips wrapped around her hair and spoke in a low voice.
Su Dongning was stunned by his tone, and raised her head with teary eyes.
Nangong Jun took the opportunity to press a tissue on her face: "My face is crying like a cat." ”
Taking the tissue, Su Dongning wiped away the tears on her face and whispered: "I'm sorry, I made your clothes dirty." ”
The clothes are printed with a wet mark of a human face, and it looks a little funny.
"It's okay, you've already paid the price anyway." Nangong Jun opened his mouth a little unnaturally, "Do you want to go down the mountain?" ”
Su Dong was stunned for a moment, not understanding what he meant: "What price have you paid?" ”
At this moment, Song He walked over quickly, leaned over and whispered a few words in Nangong Jun's ear.
His face changed slightly, and he lowered his voice and ordered: "Let the bodyguard follow her parents and grandfather's car around the path first, and don't be chased by those people." ”
At the end, he turned his head to look at Su Dongning again, "It's too late to let you get into their car now, come with me, hurry up." ”
Su Dongning was confused: "What happened?" ”
Song He opened his mouth to explain: "Someone photographed the president coming here to attend the funeral to prevent trouble, so let's go first." ”
Su Dongning was even more inexplicable: "You are not a star, why are they idle and filming you?" ”
Nangong Jun was obviously in a bad mood, "Don't worry about so much, go first." ”
Although Nangong Jun has always looked like he is not very easy to get along with, but with this fierce appearance now, Su Dongning has seen it for the first time.
She didn't dare to say anything more, so she hurriedly got into the car.
Song He stepped on the accelerator, and the car sped down the mountain.
Although the road is specially repaired, the speed of the car will still be bumpy.
Su Dongning's body bumped with the car, and the child in her belly seemed to feel this uneasy breath and moved violently.
She originally wanted to be called Nangong Jun, but when she saw his cold expression, she bit her lip lightly and didn't dare to say more.
She subconsciously clutched her abdomen, curled up cautiously to the side, and tightened her seat belt.
It's just this simple action that still makes Nangong Jun feel it.
He didn't ask more, but said, "The speed of the car can be a little slower, not too bumpy." ”
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