Love but not close, close but not get
"Nebula, why are you back!" Chen Lili opened her eyes and looked ashamed.
"I'm sorry! I'm really sorry! As a daughter, I can't help you! As a mother, I'm sorry for Fanchen, I really owe you too much. Money can't provide you with wealth, companionship can't always be by your side, I really don't know why I'm so embarrassed. Mu Xingyun wiped her tears, trying her best to calm herself, her jaw shaking from the restraint.
"Nebula! You and I, mother and daughter, why do you say such life-like words? Chen Lili gently stroked Mu Xingyun's hair like a child. The once sensible girl became big in a blink of an eye, and she was still the sensible child. The years have been silent, but they have quietly taken away a lot of things, such as the smile of flowers, inexhaustible energy, and undefeated passion. is old, I have to admit that the years will eventually lead her to the end of her life without exception.
This is a fact that must be very sentimental, even if the world is prosperous, she doesn't have any memories, what she can't let go of is Luo Fanchen, her poor grandson. and her daughter, who has lost her father's love since she was a child and is extremely sensible.
"Mom!" Mu Xingyun hugged her elderly mother, and suddenly felt how ruthless the years were.
"I'm just tired! Just rest for a few days! Don't worry about me and Fanchen, besides, Fanchen is getting better and better, and everything is getting better. Nebula! Focus on your work! It's better to be able to save some money, I'm old, and I can only rely on you in the future. Chen Lili took Mu Xingyun's hand and patted it gently, for a long time, she didn't have time to chat with her daughter.
"Move to town and live with me! In this way, we have a look for each other, and I am reassured. Mu Xingyun thought about the suite she bought, although it was small but crowded, she could still live in it, and she could just explain the situation to Niannian, so as not to be too distracted.
"Fanchen's learning situation should not be easy to handle the transfer. The air in the countryside is very good, I am used to living in it, and the teachers in this school also know the situation of Fanchen very well, and they also understand him very well. The schools in the city have better resources and higher requirements for teachers and students, and I don't want to let Fanchen adapt to the run-in period caused by those unfriendly relations. Chen Lili sighed, her heart full of pity for Luo Fanchen.
"Hmm!" We always seem to have no ability to make life work out, we are always weighing the pros and cons, and we are always compromising between the dilemma and the dilemma.
"Nebula! You are not young anymore, have you met a suitable, warm-hearted man over the years? The current era is no longer our feudal and solidified era, don't grieve yourself for the sake of your children. You are still young, and you need to open your heart to a steady, reliable relationship. Chen Lili cautiously probed. Her heart has long regarded Gu Jing as her son-in-law, and a man in the world, as pure and affectionate as Gu Jing, is also rare and rare.
Mu Xingyun's eyes flashed with a hint of panic, and countless thoughts and bitterness were involved in his heart, a familiar and handsome face. Love but can't get close, close but can't get, maybe it's the most bitter love in the world! When people reach middle age, the desire in their hearts is also extinguished by reality, and love and love cannot solve the problem of food and clothing after all.
"It's good to live alone, there are a lot of specious interpersonal disputes, you don't have to suffer from gains and losses, you don't have to deliberately and forbearably please you, and you can integrate into each other's families. If you want to be free in life, you must give up some love and love. Mother, my body and mind are now in a busy work, anxious customer relationships, my heart is not able to manage and maintain a relationship calmly and warmly for the time being. I'm sorry, but maybe I don't have a place that I don't want you to worry about. Mu Xingyun said in frustration.
"In the eyes of your mother, you will always be so sensible, so sensible that it makes people feel distressed. If you want to live alone, just live alone! One life, just a few decades, just do as you like! Don't think too much and miss out on some rare people and things. Mu Xingyun seemed to feel her mother's kindness, and the rare person she was referring to was none other than Gu Jing. However, she is a divorced person with a child and does not have any family background. Such feelings are gorgeous, precious, and rare, and she doesn't have the courage to approach them. A man like Gu Jing is like a luxury, for her, she can only look at it and appreciate it silently.
Chen Xi and Mu Xingyun handed over some miscellaneous matters explained by the doctor, and briefly relayed Chen Lili's condition, the night was like ink, and the dim light shone on the dense and cold drizzle. Under the withered yellow branches and leaves, there are sporadic hurried passers-by. Chen Xi took Wang Kexin and Luo Fanchen and drove to the farm's residence.