Liu Shan's very informative words made Gu Caiwei not know how to react for a while, and she was stunned for a while before relieving herself.

"He, I said the child's father, he doesn't care like this, is he still human!"

"You're mistaken again, it wasn't because of him before."

At this time, Gu Caiwei was completely speechless.

Liu Shan and Pantuo seemed to have unloaded some baggage, and actually took the initiative to ask: "Did you want to say just now, why am I so self-loving?" ”

Gu Caiwei wanted to explain, but was stopped by reaching out, Liu Shan smiled as if she didn't mind.

"Self-love, I haven't heard those two words for many years."

"I'll tell you a story."

"When we first debuted, at that time, including you, everyone was not famous. There is a message written in my file, I was a backup dancer for Charlene at her concert, do you remember? ”

Gu Caiwei actually has no impression of such a long-term thing, but Liu Shan doesn't need her response, so she talks about it herself.

"It was a long time ago, and I hadn't been discovered by Mr. Peng and signed a contract with the company."

"I am very grateful to Mr. Peng, because if it weren't for her, I probably wouldn't know where I am today, just like I did then."

"Do you know how I became Charlene's backup dancer?"

"It's impossible for a big star like Charlene to choose the backup dancers one by one, and there is a director in charge of the stage to check it."

"At that time, he told me that I wanted to go on stage, as long as I slept with him."

"I didn't say yes at first, I had never done anything like this before. But he said it didn't matter, because there were people who wanted a chance. ”

"I had a boyfriend at the time, and I'll talk to him when I get back."

"As a result, he scolded me indiscriminately, called me cheap, asked me if I could do anything, and then left angrily."

"I was very aggrieved at the time, thinking that I didn't feel sorry for him at all, but I had a misunderstanding in vain, so it was better to really change the chance."

"So then I came to power."

Liu Shan paused at this point, then looked at Gu Caiwei beside the bed and asked, "Do you sound particularly ridiculous?" ”

"Stage director, isn't this someone we often come into contact with when we usually work, always polite and even well-behaved in front of you, why do you have such a side?"

"It's just a backup dancer for the concert, is this a great opportunity, and it needs to be changed like this?"

Gu Caiwei debuted five years ago, and her first artist contract is about to expire, and it is definitely impossible for her to say that she knows nothing about the mess in the circle.

But she was still speechless.

Because I know that I have seen it with my own eyes and experienced it with my own eyes, and each degree is different.

"If you don't understand, you're right!"

"Because you're not like us. With me, with Xu Yali, and with the others in the group, although we formed a girl group, we were not all the way at all. ”

"The world you see is completely different from the world we see. What is right for you or at your fingertips is precious to us. ”

"So when I get along with you, I often wonder if we live in the same world?"

"I actually understand very much, why Xu Yali is obsessed with you, and almost goes crazy. Because she's jealous, she's going crazy with jealousy! ”

"I'm jealous too."

"Do you know, in fact, your family is very good, and your parents are very capable people, these are all natural, I can accept it."

"You also have a good personality, and it's a rare experience to be your friend."

"It's so beautiful, it's too dazzling, and I feel ashamed."

"In particular, everyone was selected by Mr. Peng, why do you already have so much, even the only place where we intersect, and far surpass us in popularity as stars?"

"Little Red relies on support, and Big Red relies on life."

"In fact, Mr. Peng told us the rules of the game in this industry a long time ago, even if we didn't understand it before, it is impossible not to understand it now."

"But we're not reconciled!"

"We don't believe that we are so much worse than you, so we struggle desperately to show our dignity in exchange for a pitiful opportunity, but we can only be your supporting role."

"Do you know what's the funniest part?"

"The backup dancer of Charlene's concert that you definitely don't like, and it turned out later that I got a more precious opportunity."

"When Mr. Peng visited me, he said that this might be an opportunity. And after our debut became a little famous, Charlene, the big star I didn't even speak to at the time, took the initiative to contact me when she saw my information. ”

"Later, she also took me to perform together, maybe she thought I was destined for her, or maybe it was just to prove that she was willing to promote the younger generation, and I was grateful."

"Such a good relationship with my predecessors is very important to me, and it doesn't seem to be worth mentioning to you."

"There are also many times when I have given up everything and fought for it, but in the end I have not achieved anything. Even if the other party defaults on the debt, as a female artist, it is impossible for me to take the initiative to seek justice for myself. ”

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"I ended up making myself like this."

"I was in this hospital last night, and I didn't know who else to tell or who I could discuss with about this, so I just sat all night."

Liu Shan had never said these things before.

Gu Caiwei was not particularly disappointed or angry, because she knew that it was easy to say hurtful things when such emotions were stirring.

But there must be some sincerity in it, which still made her own ripples.

Of course, Gu Caiwei did not feel that she was at fault because of this, but under Liu Shan's reminder, she was able to look at herself from a perspective that she had never imagined.

"Do you know how lucky you are, Gu Caiwei?"

"Later, I have accepted that you are the girl that God loves, and I have given you all the best things."

"So when I learned that your boyfriend was a young rich man, and the media called him the strongest post-90s generation on the surface, and you were still your childhood sweetheart in middle school, I wasn't surprised at all."

"I just looked at your boyfriend and remembered that there used to be such a person around me."

"He was far from being so good, we were all just adults at that time, we didn't know anything, we had neither ability nor knowledge."

"I don't want to blame him for what happened to me, I know I chose my own path."

"The reason why I hesitated at the beginning was because I longed for a glamorous life on stage, and I probably realized that he was just a stumbling block, so I naturally used him as an excuse."

"I only occasionally wonder what would have happened if I hadn't accepted the unspoken rules at the time, I went back to find my boyfriend and apologized to him, and I gave up my dream of being a star to be with him."

"It's not a regret. If I did go back to that day, I'm not sure what I would choose. ”

"Gu Caiwei, you can't empathize."

"The stage director asked me a question, and I'll remember it for the rest of my life, and you'll never have to face it."

"He said, this is a vanity fair, are you ready?"