Chapter 441: The Whole World Before My Eyes (14)
Su is going to cry every year, what kind of rhythm is this!
She struggled hard, kicking and biting, Gu Zichen frowned, raised her hands high and held them down, and suppressed Su Niannian with her strength.
Su Niannian felt a deep sense of shame in his heart, not because he couldn't beat Gu Zichen, but because he ...... This posture of Temeow is really humiliating!
"What are you doing? It's not about talking about it, now it's a foul! Su Niannian complained, Gu Zichen changed to a more comfortable angle, and said leisurely: "Otherwise, will you talk to me?" ”
Su Nian was silent, lowered his eyelashes, and no longer quarreled with him.
Gu Zichen looked at her for a long time, after waiting for so long, the pig finally stopped dancing and quieted down.
The words he heard after Su Niannian still echoed in his mind-
"If a good horse doesn't eat grass, I won't be with him......"
Every word is poked in the most painful and soft position in the bottom of my heart.
It's never that words are lethal, it's the person who speaks that hurts you the most.
"Yin Chuxia and I have nothing, never planned to get engaged to her, and never wanted to be together." Gu Zichen opened his mouth to explain, but Su Niannian interrupted him, "If you want to talk about this, then we can end it now!" ”
Gu Zichen frowned, "It was my fault to break up with you at that time." No matter what the pain is, it's all my fault. Year after year, can you forgive me and don't be angry with me again......"
"I'm not mad at you." Su Niannian whispered, and Gu Zichen's eyes lit up, "Really......?" ”
"Because I don't care." The next sentence made Gu Zichen's heart sink to the bottom suddenly, "The process is not important, the result has already come out, we all have to accept it calmly, don't we?" ”
Gu Zichen's expression was complicated, and he wanted to explain, but he couldn't say it.
What was he going to say? I broke up with her because I was afraid that my biological grandfather would kill her father enough, and he would kill her?
Harm in the name of love is also harm.
This matter was originally his fault, he wanted Su Niannian to forgive him, but he couldn't tell all the truth, it was a stalemate in itself.
He heard his own low voice asking, "Do you like me?" ”
Su Niannian's eyelashes couldn't help but tremble, "Of course I don't like it!" Who would like a scumbag who dumped himself! Neurotic, huh? “
Gu Zichen's throat surged, and those words were like a thousand catties of boulders. In his heart, it was too heavy to bear.
He looked at Su Niannian's face close at hand, and to him, it was like the whole world was in front of him.
However, the world kept pushing him away, pushing with all its might. He tried to chase, he tried to grab, but he still got farther and farther away.
Su Niannian's mood became inexplicably irritable, she didn't want to admit that she was lying, but she also had self-esteem.
Maybe Gu Zichen came back to chase her on a whim? And then it won't be long before let's break up again, will she still cry stupidly until dawn?
Everyone has their own bottom line, and Su Niannian's bottom line is that she will never accept anyone until she has enough security.
"That's all it takes, you're so heavy, get up quickly." Su Niannian pushed Gu Zichen and said in a muffled voice.
When she looked up, she couldn't speak, Gu Zichen's eyes were slightly red, and he bit hard at her collarbone, and his voice trembled terribly: "Su Niannian, why are you so ruthless?" ”
(End of chapter)